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Daylight 4U2C Jul 2013
I let it take control,
the thoughts of him,
it was painful,
once the pain was gone,
I still didn't want to let go,
no,
not of my best memory.
Now someone new has interrupted my thoughts.
"Someone,"
I cry to the sky with tears filling my eyes.
"Someone,
please tell me what to do."
No one told me.
So I rejected everything.
Love?
Pity?
I'd out-grown those thoughts.
But....
What about memories?
I haden't
I couldn't out-grow the pain.
The first was the worst,
that's why I regreted the second the most.
First I thought nothing of it.
I told him sorry,
I  said goodbye.
Soon after the deed was done....
I cried.
It was hard to believe it.
I was really regeting it.
I really loved him.
In the end my memories came back.
My memories of my first love.
I hate you.
You ruined my life.
My
worst mistake....
was my best memory.
Daylight 4U2C Jul 2013
Sitting in a cold room.
Listening to cold music.
Thinking cold thoughts.
My skin keeps rotting away.
Each time it only reveals....
me.
Nothing new.
Nothing old.
Nothing at all.
Just a facade covering my fears.
Still...
I wonder.
Could I be alone?
Could I be alive?
Could I be walking?
Oh I know where I'm going.
I'm going...
Home.
I see a light.
I see a door.
I see a family.
No tears, no more.
I wish....
they would end.
Tears still fall.
Tears still roll.
Tears still burn.
I'm still...
cold.
It's still dark.
It's still hard.
It's still sad.
But...
I have a choice.
I can live in misery.
I can live in joy.
I can live in my body.
I won't forget....
you.
I might forget they way you laughed.
I might forget they way you cried.
I might forget the way you smiled.
But I will always remember......
to live.
Because you're my angel
Because you're my light
Because you're my reason
So I'll...
be alright.
I trust you
I miss you
I wish you were here
And...
I cry still.
I still remember
I still fear
The way....
we said goodbye.
Can I do that?
Can I cry?
Can I truly let you leave?
I know....
I will.
Goodnight.
Good dreams
Goodbye.
Daylight 4U2C Jul 2013
Happiness is here,
away with all my fear,
My days filled with gray,
have suddenly become clear.
I lost will more and more,
til the light peeked through my door.
Now I see when I was sad,
there was so much hope I had.

Hidden in my dark abyss,
I found a land of blue and green.
Flowering my world,
with colors I had never seen.
Now my dreams are found,
now I can move on.
Now I step up this small step,
oh wait,...I've already gone.
Daylight 4U2C Jul 2013
I'm not dreaming, I see it clearly.  
It's the haunting of a beautiful ghost.  
Without wings, but a clear, bright, white  
Sadly her story is misdiagnosed.    
No one knows how she died, or when, where, and why.  
  We only know what we imagined
But this never makes the good, girl, ghost cry.  
  She lives for us to love and care,  
no matter how sharp the thorns get.  
She wants us to know our weaknesses,  
she hopes we never forget.  
She's a legend no one knows,  
but we feel her pain,  
We, together, know her heart  
She can't live again.  
A beauty to bright the darkest path,  
  A life with ups and downs.
A tragedy more cruel than Romeo and Juliet.
   When the balance of life drowns.
The death of her was the death of me.
The pain,
    I felt it too,
A true dream that's heard when an angel sings.
only the biggest heart can see
  The most beautiful thing in the world,
        The Angel Without Wings.
Daylight 4U2C Jul 2013
A gentle breeze from Hushabye Mountain
Softly blows o'er lullaby bay.
It fills the sails of boats that are waiting--
Waiting to sail your worries away.
It isn't far to Hushabye Mountain
And your boat waits down by the key.
The winds of night so softly are sighing--
Soon they will fly your troubles to sea.
So close your eyes on Hushabye Mountain.
Wave good-bye to cares of the day.
And watch your boat from Hushabye Mountain
Sail far away from lullaby bay.
The song is from chitty chitty bang bang. I really loved this lullaby and you can find it one youtube.
Daylight 4U2C Jul 2013
It's not as dream-like as on t.v, but this girl was a dream to me
I held her close to say she was mine.
Sometimes I feared I would be left behind.
While she walked high above me I had no fears.
But when she hides and is screaming I hold back my tears.
Trying to look cool, because I'm not all that weak.
This girl knows my soft spots, this girl has her treats.
I'd become a dog if she were my owner.
I want to change her so she's not such a loner.
I want to be Houdini to see through her words,
and I don't want to fail and end up in third.
Until then I'll wait and watch her pass by.
Her shirt and hair flowing as I laugh on standby.
She will tell me her stories and all of her faults, while I tell her some of my thoughts
Then she will smile and reach out her hand and introduce *my hand's girlfriend
I'm actually a girl, but this is what happens when I get bored. Hahaha, I actually wrote this on valentine's day on another site and copied it here.
Daylight 4U2C Jul 2013
Pain Pain go away
Please don't come another day
Let me smile,
without the rain,
dry the tears,
install the drain.
Let me feel a rainbow come,
let me live without the glum.
Pain pain go away,
Please stay away another day,
Don't make me sorrow;
make me doubt.
Just let me hope,
and let me shout.
Let me smile,
without the rain,
dry the tears,
install the drain,
see me shine,
like a sun.
I plead you please,
since you had your turn and already won.
Pain pain go away,
Just for me,
to live another day.
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