Sitting here, reflecting on my life, eating the greasy slices of pizza that stain my shirt with smells of garlic.
Listening to the other kids laugh and listen to the music that makes my ears bleed and my brain pound as if a little drummer boy is stuck in my head.
Trying to figure out how to interact with the very people that put me in the inclosed position i am forced into now.
Crying internally, hoping no one can sense the pain and turmoil in my voice, hiding under the sweet smile I offer to the public.
I am alone. I am alone. I am always alone.

Why do i spend all my time thinking about you?
Making these stupid poems about you,
Dreaming pointless dreams about you.
Searching the stars for you,
When you are just on the ground, normal, unchanging.

You are unchanging, just like every vacant human being on this earth,
But somehow, your demeanor, your voice changes me.
Somehow. somehow, your skin, your light and your dark, changes me.
For better or worse, who knows, but in me, you give birth
To new ideas and a new meaning.
To new dilemmas in my dreaming.

Twist ending, never saw it coming,
You leave me, but you are stunning.
I can't take my eyes off your beauty,
The never-ending story.

So I sit in my room brooding,
Looking for answers; time consuming.
Homework: never done
My mind keeps a'wandering.
Forever lost in my pondering.

I want to make you moan, make you scream, make your eyes roll back into your head,
I want to see you grasp for air, tense up, and clutch the bed.
I want to feel your heart beating against my chest,
And I want to be the only one.

I want to hear you swear, feel you sweat trickle down your stomach, see you twist.
I want to be the one to meet all your requests.
I want you to wake up in the middle of the night and crave my touch
And I want to be the only one.

I hear them talk, them judge, them pretending like they know us,
I see them point, them try and figure out what's between us,
But they'll never know the way we are, the way we ****, the way we love,
Because we are us, and we are the only ones.

I want to wake up with marks on my back from your nails, with bites on my neck from your teeth, and always with you lying beside me.
I want you to fall asleep in my arms, dream of me in your dreams, and feel my warmth on your skin.
And through all that, I want to be the only one.

Don't worry, I'll keep you right here in my little box for safekeeping.
I'll stow you away in my secret hiding place deep in my mind and never take you out until I know it's safe.
You are my little marionette, your strings taught and wary from overuse.
The wood you are made from chipped and abused.

Don't worry, I'll keep you right here in my little box for safekeeping.
You are afraid of the monsters outside, creeping, but I will protect you.
I am brave.
I will defend you from the evil that surrounds everyone and everything and I will keep you safe.
Your little marionette arms hanging by your sides, already prepared for the heartbreak of rejection.

Don't worry, I'll keep you right here in my little box for safekeeping.
You'll never be able to run away because I control your strings.
The strings you could never use to walk on your own.
The strings, only I know how to employ. My fingers toiling with the knots. You are bruised.

Don't worry, I'll keep you right here in my little box for safekeeping.
I swear I will never stray.
This promise will be engrained on my mind, sewn on my heart and tattooed on my fingertips.
You are mine and I will never let you go. Never.
You are mine and I will never let you go. Never.