ophelia

ophelia Oct 2020

your kind innocent smile is misleading,
and as i see it even more,
i know i already lost on our conversation,
without even care
let me tell you one thing,
your smile is the ocean
and
i am drowning in it.

and all i can think was,
what would that lips taste
pressed to mine.

feelings are an ocean

ophelia Oct 2020

you should know

wherever you are in this big part of the world,
whoever you are holding your hands with,
and
whenever you're missing the love we used to share,

you should know-

there is always a piece of you in my heart,
and
you always have a place to call home.

wishing you Godspeed.

ophelia Aug 2020

where are we going now

there goes my life,
are we going somewhere?
i cant never understand you.

there goes my life,
changing phase every night,
are we going home yet?

this isn’t right,
but what right is?

ophelia Jul 2020

i know you’re leaving

i wish we would have met when i was comfortable with myself and i’m sorry for everything i put you through.
someday i’ll find you again, until then lets hope we both grew up and saved the stories we wanted to tell. or maybe we’re together in a different dimension.

#heartbreak

ophelia Jul 2020

letting go

i’m not allowed to say

i am thinking of you today.

because you don’t care

what i think,

i don’t tell you my ideas.

anymore.

ophelia Jul 2020

miserable

have you ever feel so many things at once

then its start to creep you out

because you've been here before

you felt this before

and its start to ******* up

i am afraid of feeling happy

ophelia May 2020

up on melancholy hill

if you cant get
what you want,
but you can get me.

because you’re my medicine,
when you’re close to me
when you’re close to me.

if you cant get
what you want,
will you come with me?
up on melancholy hill.

on melancholy hill by gorillaz