there is no sleep for tired eyes as chance gives way to circumstance backed into a corner, truth explodes tainting all that ever was coloring honesty with doubt in hues of broken dreams
I will sing with all the tenderness I have in my heart And it will reach the ocean like rain And make waves That crash at your feet on the other side of the world. And even if you never think of me again You will feel me loving you, The sheer might of it. I promise you that.
if by senior year of high school you are tired of your life make mountains out of mole hills cut ties with your best friend because your ex nothing kissed her on new years blame them both don't speak until a year later tell him you made him he would be nothing without you fall for your friends because you know it will never work be needy go to prom by yourself pretend to rock it then cry in your grandmas minivan before you leave burn bridges with your friend group for no good reason other than by senior year you are tired with your life choose your college entirely on a guy make sure he is boring mediocre and smells of trouble and mental illness spend all summer trying to make him less boring convince yourself he is perfect move twelve hours away because you don't want to know anyone hate your roommate but don't ever give her a chance get way too comfortable with the boring boy feel superior because you're smarter and you've partied more steal adderall from the party because that makes you look cool give him all of you mind and body by that I mean english papers and shower *** ignore the signs that he's lost interest force yourself on him anyway cry to your friends back home when you're drunk cry because you are twelve hours away drink because you are twelve hours away smoke to stop crying smoke to stop drinking don't eat anything always take the stairs walk the long way to class never stop moving ******* are not enough to force up your self-pity three fingers makes it a little easier don't look at yourself in the mirror you are still not good enough for the boring boy take the blame when he snitches on you do not fight for yourself sleep with him again anyway tell yourself "there is no sin too great" this is what you wanted because by senior year you were tired of your life