it's too early and too late

the blood dries, you have more

the story continues with every breath

walk along the depths of your mind to discover that losing someone other than yourself is probably best

(sorry to the girls I've made feel miserable)

(hate me for now, not forever)

the tears stop at your cheeks, not at your death

there's tissues right at your fingertips

with so much pain to condense//
burning your heart like incense//
waiting for love to make sense//
but you're stuck between (your thoughts that don't prevail)//
my hell is your hell//
and we die because we will not dwell

compiled thoughts of past events

only to remember the lessons I should reflect from

(some worthy memories I dismiss on purpose)
(the trigger isn't worth being pulled)

silent dreams

trying to be lived while doing physics homework

constantly questioning whether or not I should do it

trying to build something from work ethic

but (slowly eating me away with each assignment)

i'll do it though



so I can try and fit in to let loose (within)

he stumbled into a hurricane of thoughts

twisting his brain, making him fly away from what

(really)
                        (is)

away from truth

seduced by that dude

that I can't face

**breaks the mirror

As long as I know the day passes
wipes fog from glasses
(alone like the bone my dog used to own)

          In debt with my feelings like I haven't paid my taxes

(everything I owe doesn't need money to pay it back)

(express express express)

I told myself when I was depressed
When my effort was a little less
No quest to live for before I erode into the depths
barely breathing

I've never been blessed

it's for me

for you to read

must reflect from my words

because I desire to leave all of what I have.... to this dying world