for **** sake their awake again.
running, screaming and having fun "again". Go away i am trying to sleep. Daryll? Daryll?? DARRYLL!! they weep
messing with my dreams "no they cant sneak" there's no hiding and i need peace.
i am looking a pictures no one else can see.
"Did you hear that ..or was that just me"?? so i take pills just to help me see a glimmer of the light of reality.
these voices are not for me" I hate them and they hate me .the funny thing is they are all just me!

I have put this fund page together for a head stone for my father that committed suicide and to help achieve his dreams of me being published........please help every little helps as Tesco says.     https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/da-smith

Embrace the bliss


As i hang from these beams,
Falling in to the deepest dreams'
the sun is shining i can see the beams.
Its more beautiful than it could ever seem.
as the air leaves my tar filled lungs
I think of you when you were young,
My heart speeds and then slows.
my fingers tingle then go numb,
NO more struggling no more pain.

Daryll its not your fault let your self grow old and your hair go grey and you self get wiser as you get older.

you will always be my toy soldier,
keep on marching till your children are older there love for you will only grow bolder.

DO NOT LET IFE REMOVE YOU FROM ITS FOLDER.
Picture this, no more pain my life s over remember this just sit back and embrace the bliss.

  DSmith

Freedom


I can hear the voices, To me they sing.
I can see the door I also feel the wind.
I look beyond the window ,from which were caged in.
I can feel the people in all there thoughts that spare
A hopeless abis. I call but no one answers this.
I scream I shout but only because I scared
I'm free I'm out I prey I never go back there.

Written by DSmith

There's no need to cut me down
I lay there in higher ground.
These beams of light **** in every
Bit of my life. I live In a dream of no God, nor light
No pain, no more voices for my pain to hide behind.
I hang here on the truth of mind. I hanging here
Just not caring what I left behind.

Written by DSmith