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Mosaic minds
Forced to dwell
Within themselves
And down fell
Fell this child
A beast
But a beast none the less..

It's pattern was off
The beat skipped
Healthy still...

Mother nature varies..
Varies a *****
But a mother none the less..

No sight.
No smell.
No taste.
No touch.
Now can you hear me?
Is anyone's ears motivated?

My eyes danced
And became exhausted
Don't you think there will be a day?
A day where those eyes say
Enough is enough?
Well its coming
Do what you must.
Were all creatures.
Born of complicated kaleidoscopic shapes.
Why am I sorry for not realizing how complicated it is..
How complicated it is to be the exact form of another.
There is only understanding, and I understand you.
I want you.
The full effect.
The all in awe.

What kind of electricity is pulsing in these chords, these veins of mine?
And why do all of  these bulbs turn on at the same time?
I confuse myself.
Frustration sets.
Reflexes malfunction.
A ******* mental meltdown.
So patiently and delicately
My fingers made of charm explore her
For I am but one star
Trying to remain a part of her universe
I am careful
I am gentle
The cloth which hid our skin
Is now lying on a soft floor
Now we both share warm curious flesh
The walls listen
The mirror spies
Sing me songs
None of which hold words
All is Louder now,  yet subtle
All is perfectly perfect
These body parts connect so fluently
I am in love.
And earth is its own god,
A very confusing thing to wrap our arms around and call home.
I try, but its never worth breaking my back over..
I point the finger at myself once more.

I admire this bird I had once seen..
All shunned to a cage,
but still managing to sing.
It was so hopeful...although most of the day was him staring at himself in a mirror that was placed inside his forever trap.
He was fighting to stay sane.
That bird and I, we aren't so different.

There is a horrible longing tattooed in my mind, for some divine sign.
Some worth.
I feel as though we all look for it.
Its in our curiousity, only to be let down.

Forward ill go...
Just believing in what I believe,
In hopes ill find another who believes in most of the same.
(Note to Self*)
Godspeed Darrion.............Godspeed.
I'm able to feel again
No lust coated emotions
I just beg for something real
Something terrifyingly beautiful
A door worth picking the lock for

She's subtle, underneath the skin
Or maybe I'm reading wrong
Or maybe she's not wanting it at all
Or maybe she's falling deep
Or maybe I can't dismiss any cautious thoughts

I've hurt before too
I have missed the warmth too
Parts die and new ones are born
No excuses, she deserves the universe...and I all I can give is the best of my being.
A kid from a cradle
Thrown from an angry wave
Onto a  beach where
Sand cuts like glass
I guess thats my story

It didnt always hurt this bad
and believe when I say
all was not once this lost

But, somehow
Through all this accidental ignorance and bluff
Ive surrendered
Ive given in

My beloved,
I understand now
What it is to be beaten into the dark
and im through with hurt
Believe what is trully felt
and never abuse such feeling
For I am half alive still
But I am progress
I am again
I am all love
I am again...

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