Where does time begin and end?
Then the memory will start to fade.
Does it on our lives depend?
Or can time even fully spend?

Does time begin where memories do?
Memories of games we've played.
Do we have it misconstrued?
Will time forever continue?

Memories lining my shelves.
Constant reminders of my former selves.
Letting me see back into the past.
Further even than my memories last.

I need reasons
I need answers
I need to know
I need to know why

Why is nothing I do okay?
Why can't I do any thing right?
Why do they love to torture me?
Why to the point I cry myself to sleep at night?

What did I ever do?
What have I done to you?
What do you want from me?
What do you think you can see?

Tell me what I have to do?
Tell me how I can help you?
Tell me cause I really want to!
Tell me what I've done wrong, to who?

I know its all on me,
I know I'm the one to blame,
I know I carry all the shame,
I know all about the blame and shame,

But I just don't know,
Tell me the reason,
Give me the answers,
Let me know,
Why it hurts so bad.

I just sat down
To save my face
To save the frown
I turned away
I saved my pride
So he couldn't see me die inside

That boy he drives me mad
he drives me up the walls
he drives me out the house
he drives me down the halls

No matter what I say
he always has his way
so day after day
were all just characters in his little play

But I know its all in vain
how I play his little game
I may not be the flame
but I'm the one to blame

Nothing more is just
for we all live in lust
but still in him I trust
I have no choice I must
because through all the lust, the distrust, and 'all the unjust

That boy he drives me to screws
he drives me to blues
he drives me furious
he drives me curious

That boy,
'he 'drives 'me.

I am the type to manipulate.
I can play you like a record, darling.
Even though there is tons of hate,
Before you know it you'll be falling.

You'll be falling fast and hard.
Right down to the broken heart.
Because I'll play you like a card,
And am not afraid to tear you apart.