It's funny to me how every time a couple gets into a relationship the guy is the one that is told to take care of her and make sure to treat her right or else his going to get it but what if it isn't the guy that should be told that, we automatically assume that if the relationship were to end, it would be the guys fault because we as girls are supposed to be angels, fragile, and innocent but not all girls are angels, fragile, or innocent, some are just plain cruel

I write for me not for you, not for him, but for me - to feel well to be emotionally settled and let things out because once it's done on paper I feel like this weight of the world is off and I am free

All these good men fall in love with me but I can't seem to fall in love with them I always seem to want the bad boys that will beat me emotionally & physically

Sometimes it takes me a while to come up with something good sometimes I have no inspiration sometimes I have no motivation sometimes I forget how good it feels sometimes I just put it down sometimes it takes me years to come up with something good sometimes I just cry and forget
Sometimes I pretend it doesn't hurt
Sometimes I try too hard it's not good
Sometimes I will write good but always I will write something down

I don't know what's more sad the way we looked at each other or the way neither of us had the courage to talk to one another

I'm tired of reading, it's my turn to be read.

I'm selfish because their is no one that will be there to hold me during my agony.

I have no idea what to write half the time but when I write I feel happy even if what I write makes no sense at all.

My child will know the difference between pain and happiness and I can't help it but see it live life as choosen.

What you think is frankly none of my care it'll hurt if its bad but it'll go away just as any other compliment I've been given but I think I should start holding on to the good comments.