If I keep writing would you notice me ha just kidding I write for me not for your sanity.

Maybe I'm not good at this maybe my ideas are just way too all over the place so why do I keep trying because I know I will one day be great like in my dreams.

I believe that if you're unhappy you should change but then again I'm unhappy and I haven't changed

I am currently working on a story that I have absolutely no idea how to end.

You made me cry
Not because you upset me or anger me
But because I opened up to you & slowly I am allowing you to tear me open, I am letting you know me, ****** me and it's scaring the crap out of me, like what if you hurt me yes, it feels nice now but I won't want to admit that I am falling for you more and more everyday that is why I push you away I just can't bear to be hurt again I'm not ready but I never liked what ifs so I will take the chance of getting hurt and love you in the meantime, I'll even yell it to the world like a foolish woman

If I was immortal
I would read every book there ever is
and I would learn all languages
and I would travel Europe.

I fell in love only once
I didn't know what it was
at the time
it was only lust
it was only a game to see who would fall broken hearted first
to see who'd dare to say those words that mean so much
to see who'd forget that things in this world don't last forever
to tell a story of misery
to see who'd become sick and bored first
but then we shared secrets and danced while drinking ***** under the moonlight

I'm the type of girl that if I don't stand in front of a mirror I'm full of insecurities and I could be very self cautious
I'm the type of girl that loves to wear dresses and high heels but is afraid to fall or rip the dress
I'm the type of girl that doesn't like to be called girly but in all honesty is extremely girly
I'm the type of girl that will sound like a ***** when she is correcting your stupidity and then apologize
I'm the type of girl that will fall in love with a guy that won't even notice me
I'm the type of girl that will laugh at little things
I'm the type of girl that will try to make your day better even though you tried to destroy my world
I'm the type of girl that doesn't ask for much but honesty and love

I want to create something beautiful that if I went into a coma and woke up not remembering a single thing I could look at what I've created and see beauty.

you say that I am beautiful
you want to spend every living day with me
you want to cuddle up next to me
you want to make love with me
you want to watch and show me your world
you want to listen to music with me
you want me to breath on you
you want to dance like silly kids
you want to hold my hand like lovers
you want to me to stay and not leave
you want all these things from me and you haven't even asked me I what I want from you.