It's after me again I can tell you that for sure..
Don't you hear the scraping of fingernails at the door!?
It's after me again.
Are you even listening!
It wants to hurt me again.
All I wanted was a friend.
Are you even listening?
For God's sake Yuki wake up.
Don't rolls your eyes at me little lady.
You sit here for 3 weeks and call me crazy.
"Morris, Lulu is at it again."
It's after me again.
Don't touch me you aren't my friend!
"What's that you say? You just want to play?"
Ha. I won't fall for that again.
Last time we played with the blade Morris was bleeding and I haven't seen him since.
You were at the funeral smirking the whole time.
We laughed at Morris when he packed his bags.
*"Suszana, I'll be back in a few days."
Why are we even here? Morris and his constant stares.
Just leave me alone. I can hear you.
Lulu you silly kitten.
You are everywhere.
It's everywhere.
Leave me alone.
I feel like quitting.

Do my tears bring you mirth?
All of my pain, my whole reason for existence on this earth.
Look at me and tell me what you see.
I care not for my so called "beauty"
You are down, I am your savior.
Whilst I'm down there's no such behavior.
You think you fill my head with lies at ease.
Little do you know these lies don't appease.
Strike me down if you must.
Rather have you as an enemy, than someone that I falsely trust.
Sit there and mock me if you must.
I will not fall for your bluff.

Isn't it ironic, how we tell others to stay strong, yet, we can't do it ourselves?
How we give useful advice, yet, we never receive any help.
We try to keep everyone around us strong.
Knowing we're the ones that need help all along.
Keeping everyone out of harm's way.
I guess we should be considered superheroes saving people everyday.
Putting others needs before our own.
God forbid if our problems are shown.
The ones that can't stay strong are the ones that keep a strong posture.
Appearing strong in reality we're weak.
Merely helping others while stumbling on our own feet.

They tell you that you're beautiful.
They tell you that you were strong.
But what they don't seem to understand is that they have it all wrong.
They tell you that you're flawless.
Yet you only see your flaws.
You see the scars that remain hidden.
Sweaters every day, Who am I kidding.
Behind your smile your life isn't worth while.
"you're perfect"
"Am I even worth it?"
They tell you that they love you.
You've heard it all before.
Every broken heart that you've ever endured.
You deserve the best as what they say.
Yet your ridiculed and mocked almost everyday.
They tell you..
"You mustn't fall, you can't be defeated."
Somewhere along the line.
You begin to think they really mean it.

I can't remember to forget you.
Forgetting you is nearly losing a piece of myself.
The piece that has been dealt for all the pain that I felt.
I can't remember to forget you.
Bruises placed upon my skin.
The memories in which I can't tell where they end and where they begin.
I can't remember to forget you.
My first love.
Scars etched in my heart.
I can't
Remember to forget you?
Can't remember to forget.
A twisted way..
I miss it.