Sitting here,
Here alone,
Alone crying,
Crying my eyes out,
My eyes out because i'm loosing,
Loosing Myself,
Myself because i'm lost,
Lost because you are gone,
You are gone because you had to go,
You had to go, but now,
Now I want to go too,
To go with you,
With you, So tell me,
Tell me my sides,
My side, my thighs,
My thighs, my wrist,
My wrist will that,
Will that end it,
End it to where I can,
I can go with you,
With you up there,
So tell me?

reduce the minutia and move to the future
tune into to truth and tune out of the rumors
neuter the tumors that give birth to intruders
refuse to be abused by maneuvers of rulers

we need to rise and strike up the fires
the time has arrived to slide with the vipers
biting like spiders with wiser desires
driving our fangs into the spines of the liars

I feel numb
I feel helpless
like I can't do anything to change it.
Going with the flow is what I am right now,
Its too much..
too much that if I keep fighting
I know it will be worthless;

Seeing love right now is not what I wanted
Its fake and shallow
Its not just true.
Is there any true about love nowadays?

How can I enter one relationship
If even I feel so uncertain about my feelings?
Would that make me fake too?
So many questions running in my mind

I want answers
but how?
I'm uncertain about feelings,
love, and peoples.
Will that make me hypocrite?
Lies is what I see within.