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Courtney Ja-Vaé Jun 2016
I have a crazy wondering soul. Cant stay too long in one area. Leaving me with ruff life choices and making hard changes. Im all about my view changing to better understand the mind of the world. The life I seek is a completely outline differently then what you see today. Inspired by how others are living and to be able to actually do those things or try and get there. The freedom in it all! So many thoughts about the who, what, where, when, why and hows of life, that looking for the answers become a thrill of knowledge. I cant stop exploring until the world has no more land to be seen by this wonder!!!

"Understanding with a Respectful Mindset"
              - CJSW
Courtney Ja-Vaé Jun 2016
Make sure you live your life to the fullest! Eat that last piece of cake, swim with sharks, dress as you feel and let no one use words to bring you down! 'Cause at the end of the day youll never know if its your last night or not on this earth. Be fearless, be careless yet careful and always "think before you do it, and dont be stupid for what you did" - CJSW
Courtney Ja-Vaé Jan 2016
growing worry
regretful actions
with your spiteful ways
hiding inside
yet giving you my all
gets me every time

my heart under your spell
my mind in your control
you play me as you r puppet
a mindless puppet
controlling everything
im obeying your rules
im living your lifestyle
you gave me life
now as a heartless girl
Courtney Ja-Vaé Jan 2016
im trapped,
its getting darker,
the walls caving in,

breathing slowly,
hardly moving,
life being unfair,

my mind goes black,
I feel no pain,
time has stopped the rain,

heavy burden,
painful memories,
my life in your hands,

no more jokes,
no more laughs,
sad melodys by bands,

this is true reality,
with no way out,
my darken mind,
created by my own soul,
I had to die.

— The End —