"Have no regrets" they say but how can I not regret being the reason my lover is 6 feet under.
How can I not regret being the only reason my mom put up with my abusive father?
How can I not regret forgetting to tell my grandma, my hero, how much she meant when she was here?
How can I not regret beating up this guy's heart so much to the point he stopped showing up to school?
"Have no regrets because at one point it was all you ever wanted."
I never wanted any it.
I never wanted this life.
Having no regrets is for people who haven't made mistakes.

Will you come back?

You promised you wouldn't leave.
You said "no one is better than you"
You promised I meant something.
Now I'm not sure if I believe that.
I haven't got out of bed in 3 days.
I hope she tears your heart into pieces.
I hope her kisses taste like me.
I hope she shows you love then takes it away.
You wasted my time and I hope she ruins you.

The only thing I regret is believing for a second that I was someone worth loving.

You made me believe in people again.
That's the problem.
I should've known.

My god, I didn't know my heart could love someone this much.

I picked you every time.
I found you every time.
I knew you every time.
I loved you every time.
You hurt me every time.