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Today
with shine
mind my relapse with contacts
my thoughts
relived  and collapsed
relinquish that
with legacy
I have
accepted challenge  <--

True first

Step
First is for a destination
A plan of route
The second has no thought
A reaction to the first
The third through sixth
Can only be explained by habit
Seventh is expressive
A beginning of a story
The mind catches up with body
Though they are not harmonized yet
Eighth begins the journey
Mind and body are in an instinctive march
Ninth archers a ******
Mind is over body; first in question now
Tenth comes a complete stop
Eleventh is gut or heart
Twelfth is your true first
Step

If I don’t awake, I will be in a place that I am strong
If I don’t awake, I will be knowledgeable
If I don’t awake
I will be able to answer those unanswered questions
But I know, if I was awake
I wouldn't be able to answer those questions
If I was awake, the pertinent words would be said without instinctiveness and hesitance
Like a political conversation in a smoke cloud
Feelings so assert, that everyone gets involved, without even knowing about the topic

When I do awake

I remember only that last line
I use that for my counting sheep
Back asleep
If I don’t awake
Repeat.