I fight against rage
My mind is inflamed
Its funny because I don't feel no pain
Numb like ****** veins
Slap me I won't feel a thing
I know it sounds strange
How long does it takes before your nerve endings die
After you die or after you get saved flames from the inside
Like Jeremiah..
I walk with a eternal desire
For everyone to be free like a ex-con with priors
Excuse my convictions
I was forgiven not convicted
To the love of God I am a witness
Like I just seen my parents kiss
Even though that's not in remembrance
Love is
My pops loved me until his dome was split
I meant his neck was opened
Drowned in blood and spit
Flame on not sure if he was saved could be in that fire pit
Life after death I believe it exist
I am so hot when I walk I  melt the soles of my shoes
Look I will hand you a pair
My mom loves I thank God that she is still here

My core self without God is  diabolical
My core self wants to drown the pain
And find peace at the bottom of a bottle
Get in a car, max it out full throttle
My core self needs the teaching of the Bible
I do not need the comfort of a triple x model
But my core self without God wants it
My human nature is sin
My mind, my body, every part
To the outer layer of skin
Without God righteousness is a myth
You know like Zeus
Imaginary like the fairy that collects tooth
I meant teeth
My core self deserves death hung from a noose attached to wood like a reef
This here is just a release
The embodiment of myself if I didn't have belief
My Faith lies in he
Jesus Christ my King
Everything is done, change happens spiritually
Blessed with a new heart without having to go into surgery
My core self is death
That's why this body will meet the dirt
The Lords core self is life
That's why he can give it
When my body dies through him I will still be living

The sound of a beating heart
The sound of a husband beating his wife
Punches across the face
The sound when a heart race
Kid in the other room hearing everything
Know where pain lives and where brokenness stays
In a heart
A heart with no knowledge of the healing power of God.
I know because I was broken  like
A busted pipe..
Blood to my heart flowed differently
Once a river turned into a stream
A beavers plight
Then the flood waters of Christ set me free
No longer broken my past feel like a dream

All five.
I ask her can you tell that I'm alive
She  say i can tell when you rise
I'm like..like what the sun
She say no like Shawn Marion when he was young
The Matrix ..
I say girl I'm your Neo
Be my Trinity
One hand on your chest I can make your heart beat...
Let me inside and watch you expand
Girl I can help you breathe
Or take your breath away
Oh the sweetness of your taste
Consuming treats with no tooth decay
This girl is my wife
We ignite the night like gun fights
My touch ignites her senses take her to new heights
Starship enterprise
Explore the frontier
Of her inner thighs
As a kid I dreamt of this, dreamt of her..
Dreamt of love, Dreamt complete freedom
Sharing my inner most thoughts
Express with all five senses I give my heart

On my thirst has me to put you first
.Lord slay my ego cause without you I'm cursed..
there's no point of success
if I'm not giving you my best..
Jesus thank you for giving me the strength to battle my flesh..
Through you I can be a sheep on the right and not a goat on the left..
Lord use me like never before....
Let my life shine light on the **** to the door..
Your door that opens eyes to your will..
Keep me meek and give me compassion For all those at the top and bottom of the hill
Lord I thirst for justice
Why do shot fire and killers just walk away
Blood rushing
Yellow tape and chalk stains
Lord I thirst for truth
Like I am sick of fables
Sick of Cain we need more Abel's
Lord you quench my thirst with all that your are..
Drinking your living water I will continue to go far

Everything is not what it seems..
Does your mind comprehend what your eyes see.
The government and media is playing us  Atari..
Two sides of the same coin republican and democratic parties
Do you really know who your siding with
When the guns start firing
who are you riding with
Better yet who riding  for you
The people you put your faith in is lying to you
Only God tells the truth
No one knows right a 90 degree angle
I align with truth too many align with a fable..
Live life off a TV guide aligned to cable
Minds locked to the DVR...
Press play witness disease birthed from the hands of man SARS
Call this the land of the brave
I call this the land of the slave
The walking dead the United States a mass grave
Only one can shed light
Only one can give life
His name Jesus, Satan will not suffice
The President to me is a equivalent to a grain of rice..
Despite the celebration it doesn't matter if he's black or white
I recognize a  puppet crafted..
Strings lead to a demonic master.

Everyone loves vacations
Sun shining
Chilling on the beach reclining
Waves crashing
Kids splashing
Water in each others faces
Speed around cities like we racing
Celebrating
As a kid for this I was waiting
I came up hard
Have you ever lived below the basement
Now that's the bottom
That's why me and the wife pop bottles
Bottles of sparkling grape and sparkling guava
No alcohol we just drunk off Gods love..
Dine, drive-in, and diving
We need food for surviving
Metro Diner is what I had my eye on
Trick the diet
Shoot we on vacation
It will be alright.
Chilling with family
Its almost time to hit the road..
A vacation spent well, time more valuable than Gold