"To You in November"

Look at the stretches of the sky,
Look into the tiny pores of the falling rain.
The wind blows—cold and calm.
Where, between you and me, do our questions linger?

Defta, what role do you play in my life?
Rama, don’t make things complicated for me.
Defta, are we on the same page?
Rama, don’t let me down!

Love is sometimes complicated when you’re unprepared.
Love is sometimes sweet when both are ready.
Love is two souls meeting in a church.
Love is Defta and Rama, finally confessing everything.

Defta, every day, I almost know your whereabouts—
The path you take home,
The hospital where you find your strength,
Your home, the coziest place when you are weary.

Come closer to me.
Let’s talk about your burdens.
Isn’t sharing the weight a beautiful thing?
If you feel comfortable, make it real.

My love is etched in every gaze I give you,
Making me better with every breath I take.
My essence is loving you more than in those past days.
From the moment you first arrived, I loved you.

"My November blossoms with the feelings I have for you".

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

"Forgive me if I am rarely by your side".

This is who I am, I have my limits.
Sometimes, I regret not being able to join.
I chose my own world
Instead of getting to know you better back then.

Hey, sweet lady, forgive this man.
I should have come and been there
When you invited me to join.
But I chose to avoid you—because I was afraid.

We only met after the youth service,
On Saturdays, on Sundays—that was all.
The only chance I had
To touch your hand and enjoy your smile.

This poem makes me understand
The feelings within a moment of life,
That, in the end, you cannot choose
Who you fall in love with.

And now, I am cherishing it,
Growing even closer to you.
Don't go, stay here with me—
Maybe just for a while, but if you wish…

"Stay with me forever".

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

If You Were My Flower

I remember a few things in mid-October,
When the wind whispered softly, carrying your image in my thoughts.

What do we understand about this connection?
What do you feel? Tell me...
Does your heart resonate with this feeling too?
Because just by looking at you, I feel alive again.

What if I step closer? Will I be okay?
Maybe I am not worthy… because you are too beautiful, aren’t you?
Hey, sweet one, who are you, really?
You have melted a once-hardened fighter in an instant.

Sometimes, I sit and eat with everyone, and I see you.
Sometimes, I exercise with them, and I see you.
Sometimes, I go to church at 10 AM, and I see you.
Seeing you… seeing you… seeing you…
Truly, I melt in that gaze.

We never made a promise, but I know,
Defta is worth fighting for.
With your charm, you give me the courage
To step closer, to hope.

If you read this, Defta,
I want you to know—through these words:
"I have fallen in love with you. My love has bloomed and taken root."
"It stays, with the belief that one day, you will be mine."
"One day, you will hold my hand and tell the world..."

Speak to the world, my dearest one!.....

You are beautiful, in every way.
You are kind, in every sense.
You are sweet, in every second.
And you… will be with me, forever. Forever, because God knows this love.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

Haiii Defta.....

A few months since we first met,
after exchanging laughter and smiles,
I began to notice you more often—from afar,
quietly watching in my silence.

If only you knew...I often walked around the church, just to catch a glimpse of you.
But it didn’t always work, because you had your own place.
We share the same circle, the same friends,
yet I still hesitate to come closer—I am afraid.

If only you knew...

After the service, from across the room,
I steal glances at you.
That moment, the church became a silent witness to my confession:
"Lord, she is truly beautiful."
But all I could do was look, then take a step back.

You are so sweet when you greet me—so, so sweet!
I long to greet you again and again,
but fear holds me back.
Afraid that my heart will fall into yours,
afraid that your sweetness will touch the surface of mine

If only you realized...
I admire you.
I want to be closer to you.
I feel jealous, I feel sad, yet I love you.
If only you knew—that is how I feel.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

"Falling in love from across the table."

That Beautiful Day........

A beautiful day came to greet us, in the midst of our lives.
We were just ordinary friends, as we had always been.
You—the kind sister of my dear friend,
You arrived, and I joined on that day.

We chose a simple place to dine,
Just like how falling in love is simple.
With a simple person, in a simple way,
Sitting simply, speaking simply.

The world was bustling, yet time stood still.
Paused—just so I could gaze at you for a moment.
Through careful glances, I admired you.
That day, I fell in love… just a little.

Your smile and laughter remained constant,
Constantly pulling my gaze back to you,
Just to make sure—it was really you.
You, who melted my heart like water.

A whisper echoed softly within me:
"There she is… she has captivated you."
Oh sweet one, dearest woman,
A sweet blessing from God.
Thank you for gracing a moment of my life.
May we go further, beyond that day.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

That time, I saw you,
That time, I had yet to know you.
In a room of prayer, we grew together,
In silence, in hope, in the small steps we took.

What is this beauty? A sound I hear?
What is this beauty? That turns my gaze to you?
Your laughter… soft, warm, so captivating,
It made my heart waver for a moment.

Hi, Defta, now I know you,
Because your laughter is clear, easy to understand.
Hi, Defta, now I’m one step closer,
Because your laughter is beautiful, changing my world.

I’d act foolishly just to see you smile,
I’d cast away my pain just to hear you laugh again.
What if, just for a moment, you turned to see me?
I’m here… just a step away from you.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.

Deogifta (God’s Gift)

One day, God gave me a gift.
It looked beautiful, yet I was afraid.
Hesitant to receive it—what was His purpose?
So, I walked away, just for a moment.

The next day, God placed the gift once more.
I stood still, watching.
What did He want? What was His plan?
I paused to think—everything from God is always good.

Deogifta—the first thing I saw.
A sweet gift from God,
for a land so dry and cracked like me.
Oh, how it touched my weary soul.

Deogifta—more than just a blooming flower,
thriving even in barren, lifeless ground.
The sun could never defeat it,
for it was a gift from God.

Deogifta—with a smile so calm,
like standing at the edge of a cliff without fear.
It holds colors beyond words,
for God’s gifts are always extraordinary.

Deogifta—a heart filled with the Giver’s love.
Healing my wounds, mending them gently.
Like a breeze that lulls me to sleep,
a love from God that helps me see Him.

So, I embraced it, learning to understand.
God’s ways are always beyond our grasp.
Yet He knows His gifts are meant for me.
And for that, I am grateful, until my very last breath.

Far away, in the highest place.
Far away, in the quietest space.
Far away, where pain no longer lingers.
Lord, thank You for Your perfect gift.

I have found Deogifta—God’s Gift.

Deogifta Graciani Lailossa🌻.