You have one chance to live your life to the fullest.
Maybe you'll live again one day.
But after you die, you'll never be you, the you you are right now.
So live your life to the fullest.
Do the things you've always wanted to do.
Because you never know you might die tomorrow.
So live every day like its your last day.
Enjoy the sound of silence outside on a cushioned swing.
Swinging back and fourth. Back and fourth. Back and fourth. Pop a **** huckleberry into your mouth. Savor the burst of sweetness that it yields.
Let the sun soak into your skin like taking an enjoyable bath. Enjoy the weather. Smell the nectar in the flower trees above you. Take a moment to look around you and to see the small little things around you. Take a moment to look at the birds and the butterflies. To see a crane- fly skid on  thin water puddles one inch deep. This is peace. This is not distress. You have one chance to live your life to the fullest.
Maybe you'll live again one day.
But you'll never be you, the you you are right now.
So live your life to the fullest.
Do the things you've always wanted to do.
Because you never know you might die tomorrow.
So live every day like its your last day.

I wish I was you
so I could see
through your eyes.
  So I could see the beauty that you see.
My eyes are worn and mirky .
I need a new pair of eyes.
Fresh and new.
Able to see color.
Able to see light.
I wish I was you
so I could see
through your eyes.
So I could see the beauty that you see.

drip drop
drip drop
tear drops
blood drops
drip drop
drip drop
drop

I am the light that stitches the dark ****** cuts upon your lost heart. I am the happiness that burns a smile upon your face. I am love.
I am stitches. When darkness finds you, come search for me. I am always there. Always.

Hot sun in the blue sky. Green grass yard. Sticky Popsicle's and ice cream dripping down your cheek. Boysenberry's and red as an apple maraschino cherry's. Its just so wonderful. Brightly colored birds. The stinging of the summer breeze. Always so agile summer is always fragile in its existence. Trees that looked like they had been painted with light. A fire so energizing that it made you laugh. Summer is like a doctor with a degree in beauty and relaxation!

Its the end. The end of every flowing kiss of Mr.Bliss. Every smile you generated. Every child hugging and screaming at you. Its done. Its the end. Its the end of blue sky's and daisy filled meadows. The end of the gleaming shimmering stars. Your white shallow smile is now no more than a thin slanted slit between you lips . Your eyes once beamed a beam that no one could tolerate because it was so powerful. Now you have eyes of dead man. You started off like a gentle snowflake then someone picked you up, they rolled you along, many did this. It took so long to wait for it to stop always rolling along letting people roll your snow ball while you were trapped inside it. Now you are mentally drowned. You have now no longer control of your life. You are not you you are wearing mask.