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Colm Feb 2021
Feeling is just a matter of time
as we are all caught
(one and the same)
running
Feb 2021 · 95
Four
Colm Feb 2021
Driving in the seat of choice
we are legacy makers
and dynasty warriors
No-one tells us that we cannot
Only talks about what-we did
Feb 2021 · 186
OPPOSING
Colm Feb 2021
My bones are strong
my back straight enough to keep .
If anything I do not
need any more structure in me .
I need
            opposite . The
Feb 2021 · 191
falter and falling
Colm Feb 2021
We
     the leaves
     the snow
     the rain flow
We all
     fall
poe
Colm Feb 2021
Hoarfrost hugs me closer than
these sounds of something
in this quiet night
And the sky, the sky, shines brightest
beneath these trees in reflective thought
In looking I am reminded
of my being alone and alive
poe
Jan 2021 · 116
When a man tries
Colm Jan 2021
When when a man
In his own way tries
To make the stars align
And without so much as a twinkle
You, refuse to remotely,
Like young Torrence, shine
Than dont be surprised if
He, doesn't bend his back to mountains
Or sets foot in the great ocean divide
If you, in your own eyesight up
Didn't want to see his time
Colm Jan 2021
You'd sooner see the ease of shaking the trees
and demanding that the leaves fall
(prematurely)
rather than rushing to find
She who was not ready to be found
https://youtu.be/2CfOrz-kJxA

We won't talk again
Jan 2021 · 171
Your name (A Haiku)
Colm Jan 2021
Apart is the tear
Of myself and yours a piece
Every time I hear
</3
Jan 2021 · 109
Incapable Capable
Colm Jan 2021
Where capable love - becomes compelled to try
And turns into "he acts"
Even when she is "intent on inaction"

There is no-one so capable - this nothing more senseless
Than the song upon deaf ears
Which falls in a beautiful hum, regardless

Because you made up your mind about me long time ago
In this day and age, you only get one shot at certain things. Which is fine, but not always fair. Meh, this is life.
Jan 2021 · 133
Sheepish-thought
Colm Jan 2021
I'm trying
To corral this herd of nothing
Into something orderly
With hint of white and spotted stain

I'm trying
Jan 2021 · 106
sending you parts of myself
Colm Jan 2021
When I click, or scratch, or dial the wheel
or breathe out slow smoke, one, two three.
When I kick and grasp at nothing, and something
which grows high as the sky, and slowly as the trees, you see?  
How the ink runs dry
and the intent an ocean quells.
That each time the clock unwinds
another mountain flood, rolls itself down
onto an unsuspecting parchment town.
Little this is never free; the known things,
And why I send to you these things,
each time alive when I am found
Jan 2021 · 103
give me a bedtime sometimes
Colm Jan 2021
can we just stare into each others eyes again
and not know all of the things which — seem to be
but — have always been?
















it's 3 a.m. again, friend.
https://youtu.be/0myDCuYoKoA
Jan 2021 · 138
How I See You Seeing Me
Colm Jan 2021
In seeing this, like warming soup
your look alone brings a boil to my simmer
a slyness to my smiling scarf

And in just a second there I am
brought back to the height
of the days born youth known as soon

And when I walk in tall, and styled, and true
in that moment, yes, I see
that the walking is both for me and you

It's both - For me and you
Jan 2021 · 134
A home lost, a home found
Colm Jan 2021
I lost my heart
And haven't found a care
I built my arms up - to carry us
(And can't)
I found out how I would fair

This world, this wind
This rounding of homes
Knows nothing of the me now
(I've been)
The boy you used to know

Having built myself around you - now
I know where I have been
Colm Jan 2021
Maybe today
My words will change
The face of the earth
And make her smile
Smile again
Colm Jan 2021
Remember the time I stopped by your town
Just to sit myself down and think about you?

Where you were
What you meant
What you thought
And if you knew or wanted to know

Of me and where I was
My thoughts or what for me
(rang out eternal and true)

No, in retrospect
I remember the time I went to your town
I remember it now and yet you never knew
Thanks for the song, but yo. You will not live forever in me.
Jan 2021 · 105
That Damn Coyote
Colm Jan 2021
There is a life beyond life
a mere glimmer in the dark. And for me
it can be seen
(sometimes) in my 3 A.M. eyes.
I quote artists wayyyyyy to much.

"Drivin' north bound, drivin' homeward, drivin wind is drivin' me."
Jan 2021 · 266
See this?
Colm Jan 2021
The most beautiful light
Is the bounding brightness
Which leaps off of perfect snow
And catches high in the ceiling eyes alive

Such a vision will be forever alive in me.

See this?
Reflective snow makes the afternoons glow with beauty.
Jan 2021 · 117
How To Hear Life
Colm Jan 2021
Don't let the loudest voice be only
A demanding cause
Or you'll walk to falter instead

But balance all harshness with evenness and grace

Incarnate, the limits you put on yourself
Are all just you
Are all just injustices in your head
Sometimes the loudest thing sounding out in your head, is just you. Most of the time it is. Or so I find.
Jan 2021 · 177
Notes
Colm Jan 2021
These notes were just abandoned pages, until I took them in and they adopted my thoughts. My name as their own.
ME
Colm Jan 2021
Whatever imperfect things
We could possibly share
They will not compare
So long as I have
And hold fast to the hope
Of what perfectly could never be
S O M E T H I N G
To former self, and former friend alike.
Jan 2021 · 550
Stomach Of Steel
Colm Jan 2021
The strongest steel
It splits my chest
And it feels good again
To be good and strong
Thank God the gyms are open again.
Colm Jan 2021
Why is it so hard for me?
To imagine what I can be
To hope upon another day
But also stumbling pointlessly
My soul dissipating like wisps of smoke
Enchanted clouds alive elope
Maybe is this something of a joke



(Written by two friends and myself, just one line at a time)
True story - First attempt
Jan 2021 · 105
Ms. Bennet
Colm Jan 2021
Wit is only as valuable as
the appropriateness of mind which
can begin to be, and thought of when
     For want of all moxie
     For the stress of all scholars
Implied
Ms. Bennet, Ms. Bennet, Ms. Bennet, Ms. Bennet and Ms. Bennet
Colm Jan 2021
Finding your memory
Lodged deep like a bullet wound
And in reaching past ribs, I heal
And turned out your used-to-be onto the street
And now only its recollection collects
And makes me money
All patched up, I'm headed home.

https://youtu.be/l5jmjflRyVA?t=41
Colm Jan 2021
This morning I
Awoke
To a field of snow
Falling slowly as the sunset
Somehow
More radiantly than the dawn
And I
In the seeing all of this
Suddenly
With the sleep still in my eyes
Remembered
That I was free
And that the snow born wisps
Which hold no name
Were also me
Colm Jan 2021
After all of the summers spent alone
The turning autumns approach
And the attempts at running through walls
(which would not give way)

It's by lakeside fires which glow and grow
In crackling sparks lifted up

And in finding no more found
This diminishing day, once ends

For no matter how hard I try
Or wish or pray
It's always you who I don't find
As I just can't seem to make you mine
https://youtu.be/iOlsSIZaXHE
Jan 2021 · 87
COMPETITOR (a haiku)
Colm Jan 2021
Your will is nothing
When I'm yet young and living
My own will-be done
Feels good to have been THE apex for a few years. Good memories now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?t=30&v=18Q1-RT9JMo&feature=youtu.be
Colm Jan 2021
Yawning breathes out sky
Inhaling questioning earth
Breathless we will try
Jan 2021 · 112
A Fair Question
Colm Jan 2021
Familiarity follows those
Who have gone out already and found

When you love them more than you love you
The happenstance will've already happened

And in whistling through this life of old
Remember then the better, bitter, end

Are you breathing for alive
Or are you just sleeping through sounds?
Jan 2021 · 448
Humanity & Faith
Colm Jan 2021
Different isn't an alter to bow
Nor change a prayer
Or a party anything less than a high

No all of THIS, that is human, is only being

Our faith is living
And in living it out
A M P L I F I E D

I recommend you go higher, friend
Nothing HERE will ever satisfy me. Or you, or anyone, come to think of it. And that's just fine. (:
Jan 2021 · 154
Headache Based Haiku
Colm Jan 2021
No coffee can cure
Or time can begin to hide
Such lack thereof, sleep
Mhmmmmm
Colm Jan 2021
Sometimes I ... want to keep you, still. to stop the earth from breathing, the seas from braking, and its foam from reaching his conscious shores. sometimes aligned the night wishes, upon us, itself not to end. and the dawn away from us. because love is love, and heaven is held, here as far away from your thoughts as hell. sometimes I find ... that I just want more, and more of us as well.
something a younger me once felt
Colm Jan 2021
Stars burn far as sands
From head to foot underneath
And the moon looks down
In earnest reverie at
The wonder of why we ****
A Tanka - 5-7-5-7-7
Jan 2021 · 173
A Glancing Haiku
Colm Jan 2021
Look at me in turn
And see only this second
Passing eyes meet
5-7-5
Colm Jan 2021
As a support of one such political property
Of a soul who seems to be so happily
Bartered off and begged and sold
On the corner of progress
Like prime the rib real estate
(Which ***** is)

I fear no more for my self or my morals
But for my mind I fear ardently
That this IT will unravel and unwind
If ever again I look at either side and see
Anything less that a creaply constructed property
(Sold off seemingly without want or kind)
Is there no one left to actually serve and do the will of the people? Absolute disgrace across the board.
Jan 2021 · 229
Showering Together
Colm Jan 2021
I had a thought
the other day
(in the shower).

And we
(in our fooling around)
both slipped and fell
on a bar of soap
called reality.

Painfully fun it was.
Hue hue.

From my second notebook titled "Shower Thoughts."
Jan 2021 · 183
Cold Cream
Colm Jan 2021
Cold cream,
sweeping taste,
atop the hottest cocoa.
Pure bliss which
incites violent smiles
below my eyes.
Jan 2021 · 62
Heartfailures
Colm Jan 2021
The human heart is trying
Though it is inevitably
Foulably
Undoubtedly
Corruptibly imperfect in nature
Lying

Though never the less trying
Jan 2021 · 216
Dear Intuitive
Colm Jan 2021
Inbound thought.
Outbound prayer.
Are you well?
Are you versed?
Colm Jan 2021
The greatest mind above your clear life
Born in openness and bright alight
Is the darkness within but a wink
Passing fast, her being free of time
And with loving eyes obscured, the sky
(is she and looks out, not down on us)
Jan 2021 · 102
What I Am Is Not
Colm Jan 2021
I'm not what I want
...What I'm doing
...Where I've been
I'm not a metaphor or dream
I'm not a wish or sudden whim
I am in passing and in kind
I am a thought perceived
A wish perhaps
But most of all I'm you becoming
For having since gone and read me in mind

(exist anew)
Jan 2021 · 188
Son of Sun
Colm Jan 2021
Somedays I'm the orphan
And others
I'm the imperfect avatar of the world in shining
All of its smiling glory
Jan 2021 · 365
Speaking Words of Wisdom
Colm Jan 2021
..Hug the world and..
E   M   B   R   A   C   E
You don't have to love
Lose your steadfastness
Or even change the un
Be true and moral, grace
Tolerate, don't cheat or hate
https://youtu.be/xMo-lLL2Pug
Jan 2021 · 178
Nopologetic
Colm Jan 2021
Sorry about the way I fall      
  how mortality fades me    
through and with.          
Inevitably it's this      
And this is this.      
In you and calling
Me out so much
Not seeing is.
To me        
a true      
being.  
(you)
Jan 2021 · 92
The End Isn't Nigh
Colm Jan 2021
Revelations isn't tomorrow
I know because in knowing means, I don't
Don't tell me I don't care for today
Or know what it means, when in reason won't
Fast held in gossip, I'm telling you this
In the nothingness found only free
Don't sacrifice freedom of mind to less
And lesser things from revelatory such
Wants of being in the know you think
I know this so, in this so so world we do change but don't ever grow
No One Knows the Day or Hour
36 “But of that day and hour no one knows, not even the angels of [a]heaven, but My Father only."

The world is the world, this story is round, stop trying to convince me that we've changed so much.
Colm Jan 2021
Better is sometimes
s u b j e c t i v e (and)
borderline based on what has been or
has not been or
will not be or
wasn't ever meant

to
be
Desire this, desire that, or don't. Sometimes your perspective is just that and no more.
Jan 2021 · 124
Khakis
Colm Jan 2021
I've since discovered — that the hardest part of seeing (with such unique perspective) is to see — what the person or pleasure actually is, and not what you think it is, was, meant, or could quite possibly be.
Jan 2021 · 190
Cafeism 874
Colm Jan 2021
Eventually ...
You drink coffee for what it means
For how you see yourself when you drink
And to think
... Eventually
Jan 2021 · 95
How It Feels
Colm Jan 2021
You can lay out the road before them
Paint skies
Crush nights rock into glasses
Grow forests in days of young
And refuse to drink the seas before their very eyes
You can do all this
(in a few days)
But only they can decide to walk
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