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May 2015 · 852
when i was a young boy
collin May 2015
the last thing i want to be is unoriginal
shoutout to my middle school principal
a gentleman and a fortune teller
i'm so glad you made me read ol' yeller
May 2015 · 246
hello, my name is...
collin May 2015
i want you to know that
everything i've ever wrote
is rotten to the core
ok? and i want you to know
that i want you more and more each day
and each said day is even more
beautiful when he wears your face
on his chest as a name tag
and if you're scared by a big mean dog
i'll bite him
and if someone tells you that you're wrong
i'll right him
and if someone says you're not that hot
i'll fight him
May 2015 · 413
vest
collin May 2015
leave
and never come back
for your protection
i'm a dirtbag
May 2015 · 542
agog
collin May 2015
this world is a playground
we dance like daisies in a hurricane
and the crazies stay running in place
on the merry go round and pray
and when we sing songs
and swing the sun down
we go back to work
in our little towns
and we're all still so scared of clowns
May 2015 · 264
bcs
collin May 2015
bcs
home is a funny word
sometimes it sneaks it's way in
unheard but not any less unwanted
i don't want to confuse myself
May 2015 · 355
triplehorn party of two
collin May 2015
all i have
is all you don't want
it haunts me
it taunts me
i flaunted everything
and i flaunted everything
and i flaunted all i've got
and all i got was a naked wall
and a blood clot
stating at the back of my thoughts
i think
maybe
yes i do
still have a spot reserved for you
May 2015 · 145
writer's block
collin May 2015
now that this chapter is over
i should start on the next one
but.
May 2015 · 952
CPR
collin May 2015
CPR
it turns its ****** head
fading, the feelings evading
almost dead now
hiding in the shadows cast
meandering around
manifested from the past
i tried my hardest
i tried to keep them alive
and in doing so i suffocated them
May 2015 · 1.0k
peas and carrots rubarb
collin May 2015
sometimes i feel like that
like an extra in a movie
like i'm standing in the background
with a blurry faced stranger
making words just for
the sake of conversations
not really saying anything worth
hearing because there's no one
worth telling. there's so much *******
that is shoveled out in bulk, myself
not excluded from this club
it's impossible to know what's truly important
May 2015 · 239
new jersey princess
collin May 2015
my eyelids seem to be obese
yet tonight, under these sheets
i'll wait for sleep to find me
i gave up looking for it a while ago
May 2015 · 234
pillow talk
collin May 2015
tripping on floorboards
the door tore open once more
if i could sing, i would
if we had wings, we'd soar
*let's get naked
and explore
May 2015 · 403
plants for hire
collin May 2015
my toes sweat inside the blanket
but far too cold on the outside
you couldn't fake it as a pirate
with the right line in your downtime
you couldn't take it

so you abandoned the ship
before they knew you were captain
then you handed me some ****
you said you got in the hamptons
May 2015 · 312
ctrl+alt+delete
collin May 2015
i'm done. i'm finished
i can't compete with this
generation of ignorance
if you like it, put a ring on it
but if you love it, put your **** in it
what no
May 2015 · 637
icu
collin May 2015
icu
i don't believe in reflections
or the poisons that you're mixing
i do, however, believe that hobby
is just a fancy word for addiction
May 2015 · 397
hide and seek
collin May 2015
i stood with my toes dangling
flirting with the disaster that could ensue
i confided in you that i write when i'm upset
you ask if there was something I could show you
*not here, not now
let's just wait this night out
in the comfort of not knowing
who i really am
May 2015 · 302
bat shit
collin May 2015
there in lies
the reason why
your eyes
have never danced in mine

you're very sensible
and i'm going crazy
4U
collin May 2015
sixteen sweaty sixty-something's
sitting around the sauna humming
mind numbing conversation
clever quips about the weather
whether it's just a trend
or an odd coincidence
tethered to a wheelchair
waiting to die
wondering why
amongst all these sweaty guys
not a single set of sinking eyes
not set sorely on teenage thighs
only mine, wide open and hoping
for something to **** this moment
of *******
no, phil, i don't *feel ya
May 2015 · 672
tug of war
collin May 2015
i really want to believe that it was
legitimately used at some point to
solve conflicts between opposing armies
that would justify so many of my own emotional reactions
May 2015 · 417
pac sdrawkcab
collin May 2015
yo peep this froyo
no thanks that's a no-go
all i see is a jeep logo
in a cheap snow globe
stolen from a sleeping hobo
yo bro sooooo
you don't eat froyo?
or what.
holy ****
May 2015 · 238
sorry, bro
collin May 2015
she seemed to feel the need
to be pretty drunk
to sleep in your bunk
she must not like you that much
May 2015 · 206
what a beautiful day
collin May 2015
i'd like to take a moment to appreciate
all the energy mother nature is exerting
to give us such a wonderful canvas
to keep the air cool yet shine sun on us
it truly is impressive
she must be exhausted
May 2015 · 735
Friday night lights
collin May 2015
some people don't see it
the beauty that lies underneath
it's rough and beaten exterior
the art that grows like grapevines
behind walls of over-compensation
and masculinity and in some cases
but certainly not all, misled homophobia
i enjoy football because
it was one of very few shared interests
between me and my father
so reluctantly i'll admit that the fourth wall
could be built from deep seated daddy issues
May 2015 · 357
missing Texas
collin May 2015
home is where the heart is
that's the expression
the lesson in never forgetting
everything you've been blessed with
but memory is a funny thing
it's not always on your side
it doesn't always abide with the changing tides
sometimes it writes it's own rhymes
and flies it's kite way too close to the sky
May 2015 · 343
chiming of southern belles
collin May 2015
i hear their teeth
gnashing and chomping
screaming horrid songs
deep beneath a swamp
of shattered dreams
and things i'll never be
a set of self fulfilling prophecies
keeping them at bay would be easy
if i wasn't so ******* weak
May 2015 · 207
full of it
collin May 2015
it's hard to find anything these days
in a world where it seems everyone is so
happily engaged to be engaged
May 2015 · 1.6k
rooster
collin May 2015
i'll try to draw a picture
a sentimental fixture
with all the words
i could conjure up
the most beautiful one is her

you can have them
all of them and keep them
they can swim with us in the deep end
and be alarming in case we sleep in
May 2015 · 271
regret
collin May 2015
but i will wake up
on my own tomorrow
regretting everything
May 2015 · 402
Me
collin May 2015
Me
i'm having trouble finding
a more suitable picture to
convey anonymity. sorry
you'll have to just accept that
this is me
May 2015 · 380
not the thing
collin May 2015
as i search to you
for answers, i find them
unfortunately, it's not what I want to hear
May 2015 · 339
On a Sunday night
collin May 2015
i fall asleep tonight
with my ability to articulate this moment impaired
just know i had many good moments tonight
we were alone together
i don't know if you were alone with me
but i was definitely alone with you
thank god for auto-correct
May 2015 · 796
i'm no carpenter
collin May 2015
i'd love to claim the name
of somebody a little less to blame
but it seems i'm scarred and mamed
for i attempted to tame a lion
that doesn't play the same game
it really is my own fault
for believing the flaws i saw
could be brought to a stop
dropped and rolled in salt
oh god, when you come across
the padlock to the box that contains
my demise i pray you give it a nod
and a wave as if to say you'll save it
for another day
and allow me to apologize
for trying to play...well, you
May 2015 · 305
scatterplot
collin May 2015
lately,
i haven't been my
usual
crazy
delusional
self
maybe,
i finally placed it on
a high
dusty
free from eye
shelf
in dreams,
i see the image of you
immaculate
stupendous
impeccable
in a nutshell
it seems,
i'm defeated, i need your
understanding
compassion
love
*help
May 2015 · 328
robocop
collin May 2015
i'm fearful that maybe people were
forced to sit down and read a book
or had to talk to people
i grow anxious and sweaty just
thinking of the implications
the worst part is to imagine that
when bored, they would've gone
outside with a ball or something
*yuck picture that
picture life without technology
May 2015 · 274
nicotine
collin May 2015
there's a wall, standing alone
at the top of a mountain
eight thousand and one hundred
seventy three polaroids pinned to it
some of them still yet to be developed
you can't teach an old dog new tricks
i'd like to meet the old hopeless quitter who coined that phrase
May 2015 · 252
t swift can't save me now
collin May 2015
you ever have one of those days
where everybody is in your way
and everytime you hear someone say
"hey, are you okay? you look ******"
you get the urge to rip off their ****
and be them with it..
yeah well it's been about a week now
May 2015 · 268
i still feel her
collin May 2015
he broke the harsh silence that had
weighed the most recent seconds down
like a ship's anchor and beseeched
why do you keep showing up unannounced?
giggled, shrugged and dispersed
her memory avoided his inquiry
May 2015 · 202
louie
collin May 2015
there is an uneasy contentment
in knowing exactly what rock bottom looks like
May 2015 · 631
kebab
collin May 2015
i can feel this rage making its way through the blood in my veins, white hot. incinerating every other thought or feeling my body might send in to calm and counteract this anger before it manifests into something more physically painful. it's too strong. there's too many factors investing in this fury and placing bets on the things of himself he'll destroy tonight. let's go, corona, we have a show to put on. what a shame it would be if we let these people down.
May 2015 · 269
angel
collin May 2015
she moves with the wind
they hold hands and skip
as they dance along the moonlight
they introduce themselves gracefully
to every fallen star and broken heart
handing out rectangular business cards
of condolence and compassion
the essence of what she becomes
when constellations reflect off
the surface of ponds and lakes
can not and should not be
describe simply by words
there's a very special room in hell
for those who even so much
as meet her presence with ill words
May 2015 · 351
zombies
collin May 2015
you asked me one day
"zombie apocalypse, three people
who do you take?"
my first thought was you
so we could repopulate
but that's not what i would say
i'd just laugh and turn away
give you someone else's name
and make up an excuse like
*he's probably good with a blade
May 2015 · 324
Indian giver
collin May 2015
a dream, it seems
a whimsical gleam
head and heart form a team
a tyrannical regime
with an evil scheme
an atrocious deed
teach your eyes to see
something just out of reach
it leaves you as you scream
on the edge of your seat
*please, let me keep it
it's all that i need
May 2015 · 173
Untitled
collin May 2015
i have this ringing in my ears
and wicked sprinkle on my tongue
today's just one of those days
that i don't care about anyone
May 2015 · 357
black lung and piano tongue
collin May 2015
she woke up way too early
the whole world still is sleeping
deep in the whirlwind
a boy and a girl win
a chance at inevitable weeping

she played the piano
and he smoked a cigarette
it burned at the tip
he yearned for her lips
he's never been a man of regret

he always did what he wanted
she always did what she's told
they met in a daydream
they bet on the home team
like a tornado their story unfolds

he said,"where are you from?"
she said,"the same place as you."
they laugh and they play fight
'til "sleep tight", said this May night
she hadn't the slightest clue

alcohol is quite an aphrodisiac
she fell in love with all that she heard
now cold and despondent
this morning the calmest
and last night was nothing but words
I don't usually do long stories like this so be gentle
May 2015 · 784
pulchritudinous
collin May 2015
can i sleep here?
soundly i would
and have divine dreams
hibernating on a hammock hung
from the corner of each eye
oh and darling, if i die
this exactly where i want it to happen
May 2015 · 303
breakfast club
collin May 2015
you bring the eggs
i'll bring the scrambled
i've been stampeding
through the grocery store
eating all the free samples
May 2015 · 188
missing
collin May 2015
three days
since i last painted your face
without your grace
this whole place
is turned a darker grey
the way you say
you can't wait for may
to be gone, it's okay
May 2015 · 296
geminate
collin May 2015
intertwine
like the the aliens from avatar
or two dwarf stars
in a telescope from afar
or two violently colliding cars
of which both drivers lost all control
May 2015 · 191
therapy
collin May 2015
there is a very expensive problem with you
May 2015 · 2.0k
haters gonna hate
collin May 2015
nobody wants a hater
everybody taunts the hater
your uncle is a hater
your aunt is a hater
your father is hater
your mother, brother, sister and daughter is a hater
your cousin is a hater
your son? definitely a hater
people you see everyday is a hater
that person you want to be is a hater
i mean, you don't want to be a hater
but eventually we all end up as a hater
your friends are a hater
they're just better at hiding it.        hater
my attempt to fit in with the younger crowd
May 2015 · 337
cue evil laughter
collin May 2015
i met a martyr once who told me
that gingers aren't born
they're spawned from something unholy
*oh but of course
so when these hands collapse your throat
i will sleep with no remorse
disclaimer: i am not a murderer, a just a ginger who doesn't like being called told he's soulless
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