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3d · 3
hyacinth
collin 3d
she’s the thorn in the side of my heart
if i had it to do again
i would've skipped this part
it feels like i woke up on an airplane
with a loaded gun
i’m trying to move on
but i keep my shoes on
so i’m always ready to run
it’s not the same
it’ll never be the same
i hope i find another flower
just as pretty as its name
5d · 648
rotten
collin 5d
i’m still the same words in a new font
same old punchline but more nuanced
the same marathon you’ve been running
under all the layers, an onions still an onion
May 31 · 28
substance
collin May 31
the days keep getting longer
i’m in bed before the sun
i tried to escape my hunger
but there’s nowhere left to run
if i could be the hunter
i think that might be fun
swinging at the thunder
but i’m a bullet without a gun
May 28 · 23
bluff
collin May 28
i dealt
you shifted
i fired, suspicious
the love you gifted
left dying and hidden
May 23 · 234
parallel
collin May 23
i know she’s more than capable
she left me at the table
the lines we drew won’t intersect
it’s probably best we never met
May 20 · 27
yellow tape
collin May 20
red light, tires screaming
rubber steaming off the pavement
keep dreaming or make a statement
that’s not what the witnesses are saying
she’s got a body like a sin
even witches started praying
May 17 · 39
song for you
collin May 17
if only i knew
how to play acoustic guitar
i’d wrap those strings
around the moon and the stars
i’d play and play
until my fingers were scarred
i’d sing and i’d sing
until my throat turned to tar
then maybe loving me wouldn’t be so hard
for you
May 17 · 31
petal to the metal
collin May 17
hey, highway flower
don’t let those fumes delude you
you know time is passing by
on its morning commute too
and all those folks burning dinosaurs
fighting all their righteous wars
they never have and never will
have the slightest clue
they passed by too fast
for a chance at a glance
at all your beautiful hues
hey, highway flower
keep on growing
cause that’s all we were really out here to do
May 5 · 152
protocol
collin May 5
a jealous shadow
from the dark side of my mind
creeps its way through the crevices
eager to remind me
that i’m not and never will be
worthy of your time
i’m just a filler for any other thing
the next to catch your eye
collin Apr 29
it’s just a guess, i guess
that’s how it goes, i suppose
i’m feeling older, older everyday
all this pain is here to stay
sit back and watch my brain decay
walls decorated with the frames
pictures of how we used to play
my back protests, my knees complain
dusty boxes all my toys are in
i’ll never be that boy again
Apr 27 · 125
vinyl
collin Apr 27
the side ended and i let it
sit in silence and forget it
til death its me and my regrets
the tidal violence that i’m left with
Apr 26 · 44
rat race
collin Apr 26
no one tells you
no one warns you
that your brain
will outrun you
Apr 24 · 46
wash
collin Apr 24
stretched seams
tried to burn myself away
evading questions
about my birthday
or what i’ve been into lately
stitches listing to a dead end
always needing something
or someone to cut the thread
Apr 23 · 213
popcorn
collin Apr 23
you wake up, you’re angry
the world, you resent it
your moms on ozempic
there’s no one to vent with
the ceiling makes sense
if you stare at it long enough
Apr 22 · 63
routine
collin Apr 22
pin me down like a butterfly
dissect me and search but all you’ll find
behind my pendulum of chemical tides
is more grey skies and a fabergé smile
i will never be the porcelain me
you have in mind
Apr 20 · 895
oh
collin Apr 20
oh
oh, the bliss that must come with
the ignorance to your own actions
the knives you spit with vehemence  
whether involuntary or by choice
a deaf man could’ve felt
the disappointment in your voice
Apr 19 · 238
i guess
collin Apr 19
you’re busy playing wordle in a ******* bathroom
you’re talking to your future self inside a vacuum
you only know their songs from one of the guitar hero games
but you’ll wear the t-shirt all the same
Mar 9 · 208
u-haul
collin Mar 9
i finally knew
why we never met
on the other side of the move

you packed the broom
while i packed the *****
collin Jan 25
i talked to a stranger on the phone
it wasn't the face i've known
but i'm pretty sure it had his bones
i walked a minefield of catching up
with the hollow cheeked husk
of a man i used to love
Jan 15 · 887
letter to a younger man
collin Jan 15
the highs, the lows, the overdose
the nights alone, the empty phone
i wish i'd know where this would go
i would have got off long before
it broke the wings i used to soar
and left my heart an open sore
you don't know what you're in for
hey, what's your favorite dinosaur?
Dec 2024 · 91
landscape potrait
collin Dec 2024
beneath the golden iris
blue glare shared between
waves of a luscious green
more stars than i've ever seen
the beauty i can see
everytime you turn to me
Dec 2024 · 184
minute
collin Dec 2024
an invasion against the sky
by the monoliths that rise
man is the tread that's evident
intricate prints of the heaven sent

but little to none have we ever known
of the schemes that steam our wins and woes
our dreams at night and oceans below
the fires that burn
the winds that blow
Dec 2024 · 149
y?
collin Dec 2024
y?
frozen to the marrow
an icy, hollow core
to juxtapose the vessel
through the cosmos we sore
closing in on an answer
orion serves his sword
to slit the adam's apple
before the stars can tell us more
Nov 2024 · 120
patron saint of patronizing
collin Nov 2024
i never dared to call when you're asleep
another knife next to the card inside your sleeve
your laugh like cyanide everytime i tried to make you see
the darker half that conceivably convinced my wrists to bleed
Nov 2024 · 110
sleeper
collin Nov 2024
the sussuration of life outside my window let's me know i'm still alive. 'took the dive', it's been described less eloquently from time to time. the murmur of the wind in conversation that never ends with the whisper from the trees 'til mr. winter eats their leaves. but i survived, i mean just look at me. alive and took a drive, packed the car five stories high with all the people, places, things and love i would've left behind. from now on, i decide.
Nov 2024 · 156
waking nightmare
collin Nov 2024
i pray i'm imagining things.
neurons firing, burning me.
the brakes on this freight car start to scream.
real life breathing into my dreams,
fanning the flames in the evergreens.
real pain where it's not supposed to be.
collin Nov 2024
she smiled
but it didn't reach her eyes
the weight of gold
and everything else inside
Nov 2024 · 364
dry
collin Nov 2024
dry
the most precious stones
i've throw into the lake
to skip and wish to elevate
with nothing less than my love
as if that's ever been enough.
Nov 2024 · 73
hold 'em
collin Nov 2024
i lit my little candle
around noon upon the mantle
that's a simple rhyme
for a drunk like i am
even fools know how to gamble
Nov 2024 · 90
jack and frost
collin Nov 2024
suspended in a deepening cold
incessant, never ending
seeping into my bones
you begged me to let you love me
but it's safer to freeze alone
Nov 2024 · 214
Cycle
collin Nov 2024
I'm beyond me
Beating myself for being myself
And then beating me again
Oct 2024 · 248
nightlife
collin Oct 2024
rigid skyline
crossed T's and dotted I's
that wink at the night
inspite of what i know is right
i accept the invite
and wake up in the afternoon
my pockets light
Oct 2024 · 81
siren
collin Oct 2024
it's always been her fear
of inadequacy that distracts her
she can't get passed the anxiety
to pursue her passion
she would rather stand asleep
she's that last to see
that she might be exactly
what this planet needs
Oct 2024 · 79
pumpkin spice
collin Oct 2024
fragrant flavors of autumn
fallen leaves the flotsam
of summer. spelunking
and plunging into the aesthetic
Aug 2024 · 641
alone.
collin Aug 2024
it's harder to find the way out
when you don't know how you
dug yourself down.
sunken, so alone.
all alone now.
everyone left you above ground.
Aug 2024 · 113
crimson
collin Aug 2024
fluorescent orange
sunset soaring
sore and a syringe
stripping bone so cringe
get a grip, kid
puzzle pieces
biting creases
in my lips
until they bleed
you said you love me
so it's cool goodnight
Aug 2024 · 105
they have dinoaurs on them
collin Aug 2024
you take your coffee sweet
vanilla latte with stevia
you treat me like concrete
as i dream of you biting my sheets
Jul 2024 · 184
far beyond
collin Jul 2024
i'm lying to everyone
rather be drunk than loved
yeah sure i've been taking my meds
i've been getting to bed
and there's not as many
voices in my head
Jul 2024 · 96
I got you
collin Jul 2024
happy as a clam
by the grace of god gotdamn,
you're still where i am
Mar 2024 · 208
oneiric
collin Mar 2024
evasive sleep
i’ve been awake since three
i pray the way i’m thinking of you
is the same you’re dreaming of me
Feb 2024 · 171
i got a walking bug
collin Feb 2024
all my thoughts had gone to riot
so i set out to find some quiet
but even way behind the city’s lights
the silence here is not as bright

the roads are crowded with noisy cars
screams and hollers, the sounds of bars
pool tables, beer bottles, the music loud
relinquished solace in fiery cloud

despite the throbbing in my walking legs
my steady stalking refused to stay
and my soles engulfed in a blistering heat
could not stop me from seeing every street

cats in the trash and moths and bones
the racket i heard was mine alone
Feb 2024 · 144
comfort
collin Feb 2024
never felt this but i know every bone
in your hand. i’ll never let you be alone
again. hold me close, iced coffee in the cold
on a bench by a pond at a palace
you made Seoul feel just like home
Feb 2024 · 135
arid
collin Feb 2024
i hear the whispers of you in everything.
every grey cloud bullying the sun and every stray sound echoing its hum.
lying bare beneath the trees of sleep and waking to an itch without relief.
i believed knowledge equaled belief
but faith was a dry and dying seed.
how can you water what you cannot see?
Feb 2024 · 182
kiss
collin Feb 2024
your cold nose pressed to my cheek
as you kissed me in the street
i said
i’ll be with you for forty years, love
you said
i’m sorry, that’s not long enough
Jan 2024 · 204
static
collin Jan 2024
standing on the narrow stairs
painted walls to match your hair

standing in the scent of dust
damaged walls to match your trust

standing only inches apart
a vibrant warmth to match your heart

standing there despite ourselves
you and me and nothing else
Jan 2024 · 102
posted from iPhone.
collin Jan 2024
you can’t because you don’t try
you won’t feel the sky
eyes only for ghost lines
the way beauty cries
and wails from the sailing
of the birds and trees
and people in the street
of their lives and tales
they try and fail
and try again and win
the desires within
lovelorn or love scorned
head over heels or reborn
left behind or leading life
brilliant and serene
you dismiss this scene
with eyes of sleet
for a feed on a screen
Jan 2024 · 102
sunder
collin Jan 2024
this unyielding winter
splintered but inured
for the cold that reached inside me
is something i’ve endured

this unrelenting snow
blows shivers in my bones
but let this chill go thirty below
it’s a pain that i have known

spring will bring a harbinger
of warmth and sunny glow
but i’ll remain frozen in places
to thaw all on my own
In the words of a great American poet, “i got this icebox where my heart used to be”.
Jan 2024 · 103
fleeting
collin Jan 2024
the wind is whipping against frozen hands
snow drifts dance in snake-like bands
i reach into the cold to grip the flakes
that sift through my fingers and slip away
.
Dec 2023 · 397
white christmas
collin Dec 2023
more beautiful than any soul i’ve ever known
pretty as the sun coming up over snow
praying to a sky that’ll listen when it’s cold
that mine could be the hand you hold
i think this one lacks wit but sometimes cheesy cliches just fit.
Dec 2023 · 292
winter
collin Dec 2023
this night feels like a sigh
the painted sky
reminds me why
i feel so dry
landscape and flora
we were soaring
but the leaves dried
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