collin

collin Feb 2022

good d

i am frozen water
you sway in every way
you can to keep at bay
the rays the sun displays

(good defense)
also loosely based on a song i just played

collin Feb 2022

i’ll decide where my cyanide should hide
not surprised by grey clouds in the night sky
i’m tired of trying to define the outline
time to find a way to stop being me.

collin Feb 2022

Lips

between your hips
licking and living
until i can’t feel my lips
is exactly where i want to exist

collin Feb 2022

tethered to the devil

over-encumbered,
i strained to lift my legs
and lumbered onto stage
lately,
everything that once was temporary
wants to stay,
i say
to one shadowed face
lonely,
the sole spectator in this place
the only thing we have in common
is that we occupy the same space

*cue studio laughter

collin Feb 2022

squeeze

everything is vibrating again
bleeding blood through another weekend
drenched in sin and emotional dividends
what i lack in love i make up for in vices

collin Feb 2022

studio audience

these conversations make me feel less distant
but hours later, i’m left dopamine deficient
if only I could shut the **** up and listen
i’m digging spurs into the feeling i’m missing

collin Feb 2022

Analog

i’m walking a pitbull
upstream against my feelings
it’s easier, neon contrast to my dull
sense of being human
i
am
better
off alone