Once upon a time
I have crossed
the limit of
missing you
and
never got
a chance
to go back
to normal
    -cute crazy-

My life is
filled with
the fact
I Miss you....

I miss the person
who doesn't even exist.....
I mean I miss you
And now I know
how I feel about
missing you.......

you are my pain
         and
you are my cure
you my sorrow
         and
you are my smile
you are my start
         and
you are my end
you are my dream
         and
you are my reality
you are my love
         and
you are my life
    -cute crazy-

so much love
go invisible
when i see you.....
and
so many words
go unspoken
when i see you......
    -cute crazy-

One day
You will miss me
like the way
I'm missing you right now...
that day
you will realise
how much
you hurted me
With your
ABSENCE.....

I'm so scared
that you won't know
how much you meant to me
and how much I love you
Because
YOU NEVER
TRIED TO KNOW ....

For the first time
in forever
I HATE YOU
for making me
feel your absence
in my dream life....
          -cute crazy-

my love is fading like a dream
hoping to collect every little pieces
of my dream.......
and wanted to mend my love
with your help.....
only with your help
will you help me???

I say I miss the sky
I say I miss peace
I say I miss happiness
I say I miss the sun
but its you I miss
I wanted your love
I couldn't have your love
I wanted your hands
I couldn't have your hands
I loved you handsome
did I know you loved me too
ironic, isn't it?,
that two souls make one heart

loving you
is the crime
i will do
all my life
for i know
you will
love me
someday.....

If my difference
fuels your desire
you'll need to work out how
you're going to light my fire

You might offer me presents
you might offer me love
you might offer a life of pain
you might offer a life of crime
you might offer me luxury
you might offer to buy my time

I'm an acquired taste
to which you might aspire
but before you get the flavour
first you must acquire

Cynthia Pauline Jones, 11/10/13