am i
tumbling
into another life?

i'll just be here
waiting
to give you
my love

my love
cannot be contained
it fills the universe
with my heart's song
for you

just so you know
i would have given it all up
to be with you

and just so you know
i would still
go
if you asked me


but
i understand

we lived a thousand lives
together
in my dreams
and not one
came true

i'm descending
to the depths
of doubt

my love
i know
we will meet in another life
as we have in the past
we will live out this love story
to its magnificent heights

i just wish
it had happened
in this life

tolerance, indifference, a fog
how easy it is
to slip back in
and forget
this burning for freedom

am i always
running away
or
towards
something?

my fire heart
will
always
win

how many times
did i push you away
     (but i didn't mean it)
and how many times
did you come back anyway

give me more
change
uncertainty

push me
to make something
beautiful
out of
my sorrow

no one knows
where i am
right now
except you