All I know
Is how
I feel

And sometimes I
Wish I
Knew nothing

There are rooms full people
Talking small with large, gaping mouths
I want to stab them, one by one
Until they notice and scream
I suppose it will take hours
For the fear of death in their bodies
To outweigh the fear
Of life in their minds
I want them to scream in panic
Scream for survival so that they might live
And tomorrow, when they meet again
I want them to speak of the frivolity of war
Of the importance of animalistic copulation
Of the stench of the blood and **** on the floor
I want them to refrain from cleaning the floor
So that they remember the hecatomb
And speak of the martyrs
Who reminded them of their ability to speak
Of more than just the ******* weather

I've been drinking since I woke
And thinking of boys
And trying to smile

But it's hard these days
To find my place
To answer "why?"

He's steady snoring now
I'm wide awake
I'm longing for more

I can't get high for a while
So I'll drink
So I'll think

Only hungover occasionally
It's really all right
It's really all wrong

Drink
Think
****
Snore
I don't like ***** anymore

Affectionately called "Dog Bite"
I sit in the Valley ER for 4 1/2 hours
**** me

I wonder how much
The Bacitracin costs

I bleed bacon grease,
I sweat *****,
And I cry pure salt,

But you expect me
To function
Like a normal human

How many of us
Have to die
And starve
And scream
Before they get it?

When she was 8-teen
She started smoking ****
And it became a necessity
For her to keep the peace

Or the words she'd sing
Would only bring
Suffering
To everything

And then she found a Savior
For a while, he saved her
But only for good behavior
And then she kissed a stranger

The spell once cast, now broken
She's back to kissin' and tokin'
Half of all words spoken
Flame and ash a-smokin'

But you can know
The love will always flow
When she isn't home,
When she isn't home

Pink moscato
Parking lot
Empty stomach
Very quickly there

Just like that
The sadness subsides
Although I'm alone
The bottle, my friend!

Warms me and whispers
To my used parts
Through din of city
"Come away with me, child"

"Wanna **** a stranger tonight?"
"Wanna jump off a building?"
"Wanna write that **** song?"
Nah, I wanna drink more wine <3

I just
Want to
Stay high

Reach inside
Detoxify me
Clean out every
Part that sings
Those praises

Leach from me
Everything
And everyone
I love

I'll be
A better worker bee
A better member
Of our blessed
Society

More pretty
More silent
More compliant
Less defiant

Replace the Fire
With the Earth
And the Earth
With the Water
And I'm left with Air

Whistling through
My empty tomb
My empty womb
This empty room

Raise my arm
To the audience
Prove I'm still
Alive and
Breathing

I'll be lost
And afraid
But nobody
Will know

So...

Relating to society
Or its organization

Screens too small
World too big

Screaming
At the top of my lungs

All you see
The Capitol letters

My opinions shriek
Like a banshee

I'm a ghost
And so are you

O, Connection!
Fickle Beast!

To be Social
As Social was meant to be

Not these screens
Not these silent screams

**** your opinion
My opinions are fact!

*******, I'm nice!
Sorry, not sorry

I'm so broken
My flaws are fine

But YOU
YOU have no excuse!

**** your Social
**** your thoughts

**** how fast
You block your bridges

You left me
To rot here

With a phone
In my hand