He knew what she's been through
& he did the things
He said He wouldn't

                                          Even when he
                                                            ­                 Promised
                                                      ­                                                 **Not to

Every time
i plan on
being okay
and
Every time
you ruin
my plan

I love you,
both.
I know what we have
for each other.

You two were there
when I was scared
the most.
To comfort me
with your care.

You two were there,
when I was left alone,
one for each hand.
To keep me from
      falling
           down.

You two were there,
when I really needed
someone to understand.

For all I know
sisters are
the best friends
with a slight change
in the relationship name.
-cute crazy-

My love for you
has overdosed
my heart
and
slowly
Moment by moment
I'm dying
with your memories......
     -cute crazy-

Things will get better
I whispered to myself

& I still wait
Until
That day it will

But you see
You are missing everything
That passes you by
Because you won't stop
Thinking about that day
You wish would come

you keep thinking & thinking
About life getting better & wanting more

That you forget to
Look at the things you have already
& you have to remind yourself
Things are the best it could be
At the moment
Because there are those
Who have it worse

And the things you wait for
May not come
But you will receive other
Things that not everyone has

Things that you didn't wish for

Things that get you through
Without you realizing it

**& that's what everyone seems To forget

If I can,
I will say
that
you are
no longer
a part of my life,
but
that will
definitely mean
I'm finished
living
for I know
you are
the only
part of my life
     -cute crazy-

I thought
You will be
the person
who will change
my life....
but
I forgot
about
the side effects
of you,
for you
changed my life
the darkest
-cute crazy-

I
thought
you
loved
me
   -cute crazy-

It's true that
I hate you
for hurting me
without limit
but
please
know that
I loved you
for who you are
and
I will get over you
for who I want to be
-cute crazy-