I like to stare at the sun
I like to act as if
It orbits around me
I like to stare at the clouds
I like to think they make
Shapes just for me
I like to stare at the stars
I like to prend they shine
Just for me
I like to stare at the moon
I like to act as if it
Follows me
I like to stare at the mirror
I like to pretend i see me
But its the girl i pretend to be

I run from my fears
As they chase me
At one point in this
Im trapped in a one way street
Forced to face what brings me to shame
Im afraid of my own fears
Im afraid of loving and losing
Im afraid of pain
Im afraid of silence
Im afraid of darkness
**Im afraid of being afraid

I cry out for you
For when I'm lost
For when life brings its trouble
For when I cant continue
For when I feel hopeless
For when my heart seeks you
I cry out for you

Im sorry I whisper ashamed into your ear
There was power strenth and wisdom
that ran through me
Im lost and I might have giving up
I feel nothing
Everything is numb
Im stuck but maybe
Not completely hopeless

Sometimes i wonder what it will be to love again
Because theres times i dont think i can
My heart no longer loves but instead hurts and longs
My heart cries for the feeling i had once before
It yells in search of the lost love
And if its never found
My heart will wait

I've come a long way because of you
And all though im succeding without you the thought of
Wanting you to see me be better, happier is whats keeping me going
I am no longer with you but my heart still is
It calls for you in the lonely hours when i lay in bed
It calls for you in the stressful days when i wish you were with me
It calls for you when i know i can do better
Although i am no longer with you my heart is