Once again i find myself,
Lying here in this bed,
Watching dusk fade to down,
Alone. Always alone.
Your company eludes me ,
Even if you said i don't have to be alone
But that's all i do,
Waiting for you to come join me.

I twitch and itch,
Toss and burn.
Shiver in loneliness,
Goosebumps from where you should be.
I beg and bang my head against the wall
Won't you come tonight?
I can't help it, needing you.

You promised to hold me till i could beat the shakes
Those are words i wish you hadn't said
I don't see you around no more,
You're on your way,
You're on a chase.
Maybe tomorrow you will come,
And hopefully i can shut my eyes,
For a bit of sleep.

She was cold. Heartaches can do that to the soul.
He was bored. He wanted to get in her heart of gold.
She saw something good in the no-good boy's eyes,
Their blue reminded her of summer days,
and that filled her with warmth.
He wrapped his arms around her and filled her with lies,
Beautiful, perfect, washed out lies.
And for once, she trusted.
And from then on, she fell into in the depths.
Once he had won her heart,
Appearing cracked and scarred,
He took a step back, and left her in the cold.
The boy with the ocean eyes,
Couldn't see her heart of gold.