you held my hand in the dark
then you tore me apart
leaving something new
leaving an opening for you
covered my mouth said not to scream
then I saw you weren't what you seemed to be
a monster hiding in the dark
broke my faith in humanity
now I never trust in the start
and to think you ever stole my heart

soft pink lips
deep blue eyes
Promised to stay awhile
held my hand
broke my heart
****** me up from the start

He broke my heart over text
But I still love him
He shattered you into a million little parts
But you still asked him to stay
You ******* idiot why did you say that one word
You said wait and he did, you asked him to stay
He listened and stayed, but now all you feel is pain
Stupid girl you should have never said wait

We used to date but its over now
Its over so move on, just ******* move on
But I cant I still love him, I want him to love me
But he is happy with her so dont wish that
**** I wish he was mine, I want to hold his hand
But Devani and Gavin are great together
I know is it wrong to want it to end
Is it wrong to want to hold his hand
Is it wrong to want to kiss his lips
Is it wrong to want to hear those words again
I want him to say I love you and I want it to be true
Is that so wrong

**** I think I love him
**** why did I promise
**** he looked so sad
**** I was careless so he saw
**** your so stupid he knows
******* never learn do you
**** I already broke the promise
**** go tell him use you words
                                                                                              Gavin Im sorry
                                                                    No you didnt?
                                                                                                          Im sorry
                                                                         Its fine
**** dont get hopeful he wont last

Whats that on your arm?
                                                                                        **** its nothing sorry.
**** do you cut because if you do thats really bad.
                                                                                        No its nothing really.
I saw them that **** is bad promise me something.
                                                                                      Gavin I am fine please.
Noo if you do it again tell me but promise you wont.
                                                                                                           ........
Please Im worried
                                                                  Promise but dont  get too much hope
..........
                                                                                      Because I have none