Every day there is that small part of me that falls more in love with you,
This de minimus amount begins to become something new,
When do all these nothings add up to be something huge?
This amount so small, statistics doesn't know exactly what to do.

At the same time, when is all the fear gone?
This de minimus amount of the past that clings on,
Even though I've moved past it all for some reason I'm still withdrawn,
That de minimus amount to which I am still just a pawn.

Happiness and feelings,
I keep a closed door
If I don't let them in,
they can't hurt me anymore

To push away the love,
you keep away the hate,
I've built up these walls,
And sealed my fate,

Do I love you?
I will never know,
I hide from myself
and tell myself no,

If you feel the same way,
that will always be a mystery,
Because I'm too afraid,
and we already have a history,

I'm sorry I'm like this,
But I swear I'm happy now,
Even if I'm hiding and I know that I miss
The feelings I once had, though it doesn't matter how,

One day I'll move on
And be able to face the dawn

Those moments in life that are too good to be true
Like the moment you say the words "I have feelings for you"
If I could press pause on my life then and laugh at the view
As I stood frozen, thinking, what was I to do?
I didn't know what exactly you wanted to pursue
Should we put it at all risk and try something new?
From that moment our feelings really grew
Until I was able to say it, "I love you too"