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Sara Leal Sep 2015
Doing that for 2 weeks made me curious,
And frustrated.
"What's your name?"
I couldn't stop my mouth,
That was one of my mistakes.
You laughed with a cigarette in your left hand.
"Eugene."
I inhaled, I exhaled.
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
"Want one?"
You offered me what I already was smoking.
"I already have one, ****."
I looked at the other way.
"But you still want another."
I was stupid,
I was stupid.
Because I took it.
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
"I smoke too you know."
That was the second time in just one week.
"*******."
It would have been better if I didn't say anything.
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
I didn't answer you,
I thought you were a ******* trying to win a bet or something by talking with me.
I was mostly right.
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
"Why do you smoke?"
You must remember that question,
Because I remember.
It was the first words you said to me.
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
"Stupid life,
Stupid life,
Stupid life.
Ugh I want to **** someone.
Oh **** it I'm going to smoke." - me, every single second I'm not smoking.
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Sara Leal Sep 2015
When I feel like crying,
I smoke.
When I feel frustrated,
I smoke.
When someone talks with me,
I ignore them and smoke.
When I realize my life it's useless,
I smoke.
I hate crying,
I hate feeling frustrated,
I hate when someone talks with me,
I hate my life,
But I love smoking.
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