I tried to be there for him
I just failed
That's all
You can't be there for someone
Who won't let you

He put his claws into me
Boxed me away
In a steel cage
With only walls
No bars
Where darkness subsides
Only when
I shine my own light
Against the scribbled patterns
Of love never found
Etched in the metal
I beg please free me
Even though he can't

You're getting serious
With your side chick
Taking things to the next level
Of commitment
I'm not going to write about you
Anymore
It is done
I'm going to smother my love for you
Until it dies
Why do I feel the way I do
When every feeling was a lie.

I don't think that I need somebody
I don't think that I need someone
I don't need anybody
I am the only one
I am the only one

I want to feel you
I want to touch you
I want to kiss you
I want to hold you
I want to look in your eyes
And I won't

All chords cut
When songs remind me of you
Some dream potential
Of what we'll never do
Some wistful wish
For a love burning true
Memories of bliss and let downs
Leaving us both blue
💙

I don't care about more people hearing
What I have to say
I don't care about money
I don't care about fame
I don't care about exposure
I liked my little artistic
Hipster circles of expression
I don't care what the twin flame journey
Says I need to expand to for union
I want my life of peace and joy
You're the famous exposed part of this soul vibration
I'm the intimate expression of our arts in small circles
On your side of the stage partition, an auditorium
On my side of the stage partition, a house party
A drum circle
A rave
A jam session of 20 to 40 musicians at once
You tell your jokes to the masses
I tell my jokes in karaoke circles
And one on one in small groups
I'm done questing for more
I'm going back into oblivion
Its more fun
You inspired me to try
But I dont need what you have
To be your equal
I already was