Pulsing moments.
Repressed attraction.
Years and years of
The sweetest tension.
Welcome back,
I couldn't mention...
I searched in vain.
You were standing here
All along.
I've been a fool.
I've been blind.
My love is yours
And yours is mine.

Friends for twenty years and I was too daft to see.

This guy speaks my love language.

I'm never gonna let him go.

If I could meet you where you are
I'd be there
But I can't
Because I have to meet me where I am

I wish I could look into your eyes again
I really like you so much
But I don't like your friend zone
Goodbye

Everything it was
Or wasn't
Felt like bliss
I've learned my lesson
I know I can't tell you how I feel
But somehow
I hope you know

August 8, 2023
Something clicked
And the floodgates opened
There is one manifestation
I never want
Because
I don't want to change a thing for you
I don't want your life to change for me
Stay where you are
What happens in my dreams
Is my only secret
And I will take it to my grave

I really can't manifest you, can I
I guess at some point I should stop trying
I always get what I want
She said delusionally
Staring at an image of Barbados
Pretending she was there
Instead of here
In a river of tears
Dried
From the long standing drought
In doubt