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Cause he is there and to me the there has never been too far
When somebody still lives but not by your side
And still make you feel like he never moves afar
Cause he is the embodiment of what I like
I am constantly suffocating in my mother’s coffin
So I need space to breath the space I have is already giving me too little air to breathe in
Cause I needed somebody who looked at me like this
With such eyes transfixing me in its own way
Like I was something of authentic, unordinary, and special
When the continuing morning and afternoon have no effects on the way his caresses made me feel
On this perfect night
Cause he is my perfection
And letting me breath in this coffin, and saving me in his own way
For this I shall be grateful to him
No one will take his place
Yet I’d find other one but as you see not like him
You can’t replace something of perfect
It’s just like with diamonds, claws cannot be diamond and
Finding diamond where it normally don’t have is difficult
For you my perfection I’ll do a little prayer
That you never be like the others and keep on  letting me breath in my her coffin
#CLARENCINE
My comfort zone has evolved
My dynamic has altered
My air has renewed
My pace is skyrocketing
My goals are reached
Can't you see?
It's my shift
My skin looks better
They say my hair is thicker
That my skin is softer
That the girl gave place
To the woman
It's my shift
When my world gets wider
And my dreams draw closer
The whole Universe is speaking
"Clarencine shift!"
The 9 in the 2019
Is now giving birth to the greatness in
ME!!!
My Daughter's name shall be "Bloom"
And the meaning of my name
Shall stay "clarity"
And God says
You are the light of this world
&
The Salt of this Earth
Fearfully and Wonderfully made
Fully stepping into
MY SHIFT!
#shift
We sat on this chair without getting bored of each other
We looked in each other’s eyes
Shared some sentences
Little woman with so much to teach, so much to account for
From working in a sugarcane field, to bearing 9 children,
Enduring a separation, here you are,
Standing strong, transmitting me the passion to always go ahead in life,
This raging passion in your eyes which dazzled me,
You give me so much I cannot give you back
Your advice wonderful wise woman shall forever guide me
Your smile always full of Love
Reassuring me
Spreading your blessings over my Life
Shall you always have a place in my heart!
"By nature, shall most of the common mortals, expresses love and admiration of whoever is a leader of a political side or a monarch, for all little butterflies want to be here when the sharing of honey and good grace, will be"
From the Petty
When all I can express is gratitude
And that every meeting is a blessing
When I see how we both improved
Ourselves and changed in order to
adjust to each other, all I can feel is
Gratitude, I feel Blessed in a heavenly
way, Praise to the Lord, for bringing
the most peaceful, well mannered
and self contained man on my way,
One year, Yes, One year already,
You bring continuous Peace and Love
in me, you are the Man that completes
the woman I am, you give shape to
every inch of my body with your kiss
and touch, One Year Now, One Year
Of Love and Blessings
Am not of the mass
As A Leader
Why being opportunist shall be bad?
Because I want to aim high?
Am not of the colours of the rainbow!
I am a Golden star way high...
The commoner will see an opportunist as a bad one
But an opportunist is one who seize every occasions and path for him to ascend...
While you one of the big crowd aims at being politically correct in the eyes in which you can't even shine.
I am a mountain High
To be the Star I was born to be.
#dream
Dear Cousin,
Why you let us in such a silence?
This silence that overwhelms
This silence that hurts
This silence that weighs on our soul
So much love around you
And your old days still awaiting for you
Your sudden departure
A departure which for me has no reason to be
Will your dumb lips talk to me one day
Will they soften your departure
Soften my aching heart
This heavy despair behind your departure
And you Giving yourself this poisonous gift
Why do you closed your eyes for Eternity
Shall I wish that your heart find peace
The Peace You need and needed
That probably this life has not been able to give You
P.
P.
Beauty of my life
Sweetness of my heart
Reflection of my desires and lust
My soul and body can only do one thing when it comes to you
Adored, Adore and still Adoring
Every inch of you
Beauty in my eyes
keep on being this tenderness
Which warms the winter of my soul
Which lights the chimney of my body
You give me all that is good, peaceful and self-contained
You the reflection of my happiness
My white Spring Rose
My ocean is in your eyes
May this Love, be Love, Love, and a Lightening love
I have come to the consciousness that,
I still have some pages to fill,
That though I have locked myself in,
That I will have to go out,
And act being me.
You can't always flee,
Life will eventually throw you out in this,
Frightening, unknown and huge
Universe where you cannot flee.
You'll have to inhale and Exhale,
And have the courage to face
what Destiny has called for you to be,
Flee, Flee, Flee...
But how to flee or lock yourself in,
When the expression of the inner you,
Is to be out there and bearing the decision of having zero limit.
So I am breaking the shell,
Little by Little
And will soon re-Express
The real me.
Not letting them (the dark forces, the dark energies) to shut the spiritual
being, having a human a experience
down anymore.
I am light, connected to its creator,
The source of everything
And I can't be shut down!
I have pages to fill,
Onto them I will write how I'd love,
hate, win, conquer, fail, fall, soar
And the most crucial one, to succeed at finding my truest - self!
"Why to play with the King's fool when with a little patience and intelligence you can have the King himself",
sighed I
In the run for Power
We realise that all strategies
Are acceptable since
The end justifies the means

In this run to be at the Head
We realise that some people lose
Their gloves and show their true
Heart, to who long supported-them

In this ***** Game
You who love to play
Is ready to scatter money
With the hope of acquiring-more

Elections of presumed-Democracies
To what extent, Do you reflect
The sanity and intelligence of
Who is to Vote!
When you kiss and say i love you
But the heart is not whispering the same thing
Neither is the heart, taking pleasure in the gesture
Of Love that you are assuming, claiming
It's simply pure Acting...
All the false pretense, can only be a burden
A burden on the pretenders heart,
Just like a magnet, you pretender tries
To make of what repulses you be like,
What attracts you, So you play the Game
Because, you want something from, whom
You are trolling up... Pretension
Faking reality, Faking the Heart's color
For so many sake, but still driven by,
Self-Interest, Pretend To Love, So common
Nowadays, Some  Pretenders just can't find
        a better way and Game, Than      
              Pretending To Love
Prey to these wolves
Who make you believe
The sun can be pink
And the sky indigo

Prey to the lion-worms
Who even when they left
Leave some creepy scars covered of dirt
Which you have to get rid of

You cannibals of women souls and hearts
Here is my hand full of tears
May it bring you some rest
So you can stop the hurts
    On Us
Why were my eyes so blind?
It should have been clear to me
that in your eyes i was a ludicrous material
to be used, abused and thrown

Why was my heart so wide?
Ready to open and giving you
the best out of my chest,
you sly python luring me
with your appeal

I should not have forgotten
that what shines this bright
Is not forcibly real and true
That you python has become
so good in the mesmerizing game
by now
Why was I so blind?
To let you in
To let your venom
getting its way my veins

Who are you to those who cross your way?

A Blessing or a Curse of that day
When their steps cross yours
Too many voices have their say over us,
Until it was you and them,
And no longer You and I,
So I quit,
I walked the farthest I could of you and them,
So, that the dark clouds and their hateful jealous noises could no longer reach me.
Now, I am free again.
Free too reach another peak,
Ready to fly with another dove...
If receiving has a procedure,
when it comes to friendship, love, and even a smile,
then giving them is the first step at receiving them in a harmonious world...
My Revival!
The way I would call it!
Revived from the dust some of you thought they turned me in,
Revived from the death of my soul that has caused me to lay deep in a grave,
The human you try to conceal in a hole, deep under the ground.
Is now born again.
Is even stronger!
You human in appearance
but evil deep inside,
Am living again!
Am writing this just to let you know!
Am living again to show you that you did not win!
That you did not win at burying me,
you did not win, neither in numbing me,
For
The rain falls still over me
Reviving me, Washing me,
Bringing clarity to my destiny...
Dear Mother
The wind blows the silence of your absence
A void that I will keep for life
The wounds of your departure are fading
Scars blurring
A battle of the lost
But beautiful memories frozen forever in our souls,
Our souls shall rejoin again over time,
Our smiles meet and forever they stay,
Your tenderness calms me and your love cares for me with each step I take.
A look to the sky, the hope of a certain meeting at sight.
Silence!
On Mute mode... There's no talking
It's a weight on who wants an
Answer...
When words cannot make a
change...
When peace is settled,
And the Self is
High...
In war time Silence
Is the building strategy
Time...
When the bleeding heart
Heals...
A Momentum of Inner
Glory...
Self- Realisation needing
Silence and Actions
You can Only be Silent
When Peace is the
Queen of Your
Heart!
Silence can only be searched for!
It can Only be Loved,
chased, run after, never touched...
Silence is Power!
I needed to inhale
And exhale
Deeply
Sometimes
In order
For me not to suffocate
Into this dark flowery pit
Which is life...
You are so much of one of the Skeletons
That I carry around everywhere I go
Deep in my Heart and Head
A ring, its your number
This voice
A
blessing to my ears
All of a sudden Rushing Feet
"I remember this girl, our co-worker
Why even when you don't work
K always says your name"
or
even calls me your name
Astonished face of mine
"I don't know", replied I softly
You are a beautiful ghost of my past
You
How to drop
Someone who follows me in that downfall
When an unfair judgement was called
upon me you left it all
because the setting
could no longer be the same
Without the
"US"
It could not be better
this day
soul in the dark
Heart in the sky
Reunited after a while
Blessings of my life
Tears of Gratitude
Two shooting stars
Doing the round of the earth
From the second
The door behind Us
Was closed.
Skeleton
Hidden one from a beautiful past
I
Wait
For
The
Next
Dance
!
K.
On that particular Friday morning
With the slow sun rising
In order to give us its light
On this newborn day
He told me good morning sunshine
He said the good morning and gave me a picture of a smiling sun along with it
Sunshine! I thought
It reminds me of the sun in front of my parents’ house
The smile of my mother who now is gone
My best moments of deep laughs
And Mostly of his smile
How when he smiles at me his eyes brightens like a blue sun
His smile which is just like releasing sun rays onto me
And my life enlightening my body and soul  
And I felt deep into me, “Good morning you too my Sunshine”
Don't hesitate to leave critics and comments.
Thank you
Lovely Syria
You who once stand as a Brighten Sunflower
I am seeing your tears
Feeling your sinking heart
All your Tulips are dying
The white, the pink, even the violet
Lovely Syria
I am asking God to have Mercy
Mercy on you and your Tulips
How your moon has turned red overnight
How your sea is now a survival bay a way of hope
Some fading Tulips at sight
Floating on the tide
Syria, Oh Syria
How the living bruised Tulips are crying for those who are no longer there
How the Dawn which brings hope
Is for you now a  Dawn with a bitter sense of hopelessness
For all your living creature seem to be dying from the inside
Dying from the unrest they brought to you
Your children are crying for Mercy
The spread Tulips are not even better on the 5 huge lands
Syria our once Land of peace for all your Flowers
Please, get back on your saddle
Our Lovely Syria
I am the wall that flops
I am the autumn leaves
I am a small bird in winter
mediocre life
Some people with transparent faces as the windows of my living room
Some other with a front face and another behind the head that I ignored the existence
Life, My Life
Life of frustration
Oh Life, My Life
Crazy beating heart of mine
What do you keep in reserve
I am a solitary wolf,
Walking little steps on her path,
A path which i surely did neither expect nor choose
so different of the dreams of my ten years age
Good days, Bad days
What do you keep in reserve
Do you see my steps during this five last minutes
My steps in these orange tropical almond leaves,
the dry grass of December,
Memories of my Italian lover,
Fuming my heart with blue constant mild waves
when the sea at sight is at low tide
Life, My life
What do you have in reserve for me
Some more deception, some more rivalry
Some more lies, some bitter truths
Ugly Beautiful life
I am waiting for YOU!
I have realised that the discovery
Of my-self has made that I can
walk alone, head high, with a
sense of completeness no one will
remove from me...

I am a complete entity, making
choices which i know will affect
the direction of my life-path,
the Sun and the Moon are here to
give me strength..

The walk down to the river mouth,
is long, but i will forcibly arrive,
I am following the flow
I feel the universe is driving me through,
what can be  better than
to simply follow the flow,
letting myself guide by the light and
positive energy around me...

I am light, I am myself...
Even when I walk alone i feel
complete, because
Now, I know my purpose!

When the Me and the You
Takes over, you can only
Be Powerful... The Focus
Is where I stand, and at what
Frequency the light in me
Radiates...
Hard for me to confess
But for me, morning rhymes with
The hardship of life to be faced.
The morning brings to me a sense of imprisonment,
I am trapped into life which I can't escape,
But can only face.
Who says I want to do my morning chores today, who says I want to go to work today.
Millions of us are trapped into the obligations that the morning brings to us.
Morning, morning who says I wished for you to be this morning.
Only death shall deliver me from you.
Ugly morning did I call for you.
Morning means getting up and go to work
Getting up to go and face a court case,
Getting up and go out to look for a job,
Getting up to sign your divorce papers,
Gloomy morning for some of us,
Enthusiasm runs away when dawn points out for some of us,
Morning,
Some mornings my dad needed to face the hard reality that my mum passed away,
I was once in love and some mornings I woke up to face a breakup.
What does this morning brings to you
Hope or the illusion of it.
One day we will die
And only the sea and the sand that we touched for a few seconds on that night will bear witness to these sweet kisses that we exchanged ...
To love is to make the other free and not to possess oneself as objects that can neither breathe nor feel ...
I make you free,
just as death as painful as it is for those who must continue to live makes you free ...
Thus our crossed steps will remain deep in the sand for the time of a full moon.
Then, once we'll be stars in the sky,
And we shall relive these unforgettable moments,
Eternally on the same date.
Loving someone is not just to love the person
Loving someone is to have a protective eye on the person that we love
Loving someone is to bear the person in every of our single prayers
Begging God to take care of the person's soul, health and life
Loving someone at times demands us to reprimand the Loved one
When he or she is doing something bad against himself or herself
Loving someone implies taking care of the person's health
Making you want to control what the person even eats all this because you want to preserve the person's life
You want he or she to live longer so you have more time together
Loving someone implies doing efforts to put a smile on the person's face at every occasion that presents to you
Loving someone is seizing every occasion of spending time with the person you love
The essence of Love is the caring of our Loved one making them a priority and making ourselves last so we are here for them
Behaving well asking God to preserve our lives so we can be here for them
A Life full of Love is the goal
To Love and to be Loved
We meet 100 people and fall in Love with only 1 off the 100
So why not to preserve our Loved ones and ourselves
Why not to take care of them and ourselves
I knew only your arms could carry,
The imperfections of mine!
For here I sat for a short while,
Writing few words about what is going on
Across my mind, thoughts of love about
How my lover came to visit me yesterday
And all he had to give me, was a tsunami
Of tender love into which I drown myself
Under his control, just wanting to get lost
In a safe hand, that I had not known since the
Departure of my beloved Mother Jeanine!
Maybe, the invisible hands of God, which I
Strongly believed have had my back, since
Life made that I am some miles afar my
Beloved Family, for some on the same land
That today I am seems to have forgotten all
The meaning and sense of “Unity and same
Blood”. So, here I sat, behind a friend’s laptop
Screen writing the thoughts that are running
Across the channels of my brain… I am envisioning
Myself laying on a beach Isolated by type, and
Enjoying A soft sand on my skin, Loving my Life,
feeling that a day at the beach for me can
Only be a good one…
The deeper I go under the water
The more I have this impression that
I will never see the bottom
It exhausts me,
I get tired for no reason,
I sleep and wake up tired,
No romance
No trouble,
Just tired.
I am tired of life,
it's not ending.
Everything fatigues me for no reason
Tired, Tired. I am so tired.
Trapped into you for years now
Emprisoned in a series of apparitions and disparitions only fate can forecast
Set me free, set me free
But it shall never be!
Encaged peacock me.
I am a troubled woman
Sitting on a black chair
Drawing some strategies on the map of my life
Moving some pawns
From dark spots to white spots
From white corners to dark corners
Giving orders subtly to my credulous pawns
And I suddenly take the shape of a Baphomet
Making them do what contributes to my kingdom
I little mermaid Queen called Bahin Ji in my dreams
Is to execute these strategies
For I woman on my black chair
Can't allow my little self to fail
For the dream is too big
And the sky so high
And my beloved mother so down in her grave
So the moves need to be the right
Dark brain, sly mind
I advance and reign on my little plot of Land!
We kind of like get to know each other
By a wonderful hazard just like only
Heaven could have arranged it, Only
few steps side by side was enough to make
my heart go high, and my star shine bright
And my desires without borders, feeling a
love without measure...
See I am kind of like be tempted
Each time I kind of like come across you
Each time I kind of Like get to see you
Each time we kind of like be in the
same room
Walk and walk some more steps with me
Shall you never let me go, shall you never
let me fall,
Walk and walk some more steps with me
Shall the dream be ongoing, and our stars keep
on shining...
Us
Us
When Our Bodies come together,
it is just like you ignite me,
It's all of You and I,
Behind the Doors
Far from the
Eyes...
I am a silenced volcano
Not even dormant
For my magma is still bubbling and boiling
Actively in my midst
I have some dormant brothers and sisters in America, Africa and all over this world
My thick walls and crater
Are just getting prepared for my great day
We'll all speak and voice out
Where true Dominance lies
Tic - toc, tickle me not!
Strange Sanity
When I realised
That my own bitterness
Is making me crawl in
This dark lonely endless tunnel...
Moments of Long silence.
HELP!
My knowledge is my power!
And yours?
Them leaving my life or I walking out of their lives was not the end,
You entering it was just another
Beginning,

Your kindness heals me,
Your caring soothes me,
You making one with me embellishes me....

My healing!
#anotherdimension
Stand strong, splash in the streams
Of water like a flash,
Letting it wash
Your pain
Like it has never been
Queen of Victory
Arise, Reign and Conquer
For New territories
And horizons
Are at sight
Wikolia!
#selfconfidence
Women, Divine creatures
With beauty and intelligence
With tender hearts and strong convictions
Lovely Creatures of God
Women of All Horizons
Of All cultures, always progressing
From gaining the right to vote
To exercising jobs that were long
reserved to man, from doctor, to lawyer and builder,
You just keep on marching up the ladder,
And now stands as Parliament Members
The fight was long,but
There seems to be a Rosa Parks in all of us
Refusing to yield her seat,
But fighting for what she thinks, she deserves,
From one generation to another, you have shown that
your resources were unlimited,
That when your mind was made up to reach
Some Goals nothing could stop you,
That you were not to limit yourself to be a simple housewife
Should the "Yes We Can" apply more to You
Divine Creatures, The Power is in You
As long as the Passion of Walking ahead burns!
Let me evade myself into the Beauty of your heart
Where the Roses are Red and Rose all the yearlong
Let me breath the air from your Lungs
Where only pure air can be dragged from
Let me explore the beat of your Heart
Where every beat Sounds similar
To the syllables of my name
Let me Get lost in your Voice
Where the ocean of passion screams words like,
                         Oh Love,
                                          My Love
#roses #love
What was your best time of the day?
             Now, with you at the end of the line...
"The defects of the human body shall always remind me of how fragile the lives of my beloved families and friends are. This is why my message shall always be a message of Love and Tolerance when it comes to humanity. "
I have my own hurts and deceptions,
But yet here I am,
Here standing strong breaking the chains
Of my ancestors and of my generation
In my dreams and in every steps
I make,
The Unconventional voice of mine,
Shall accomplish the greatness my mother sees in me,
The Greatness which ones frightens me will be reached,
It's at Sight,
Every Step I take, and have taken towards healing my wounds, and the wounds of my lineage, is bringing me closer
To the deliverance I seek,
Every trip I embark in,
Every new place
Break our limits,
Every prayer and Blessing I utter,
Heal our wounds and Set us
For new skies!
Y
Y
I guess there is nothing more beautiful
And exquisitely melting in the mind
Than to be possessed
By a man whom
You burn of desire for
Who pursues you
Who nurtures
Every inch
Of your body
And your spirit
Whispering to you,
"I am taking care of your body!"
You
You
I wish I could keep you to love you more,
I wish I could keep you to touch you more,
I wish I could keep you to be under your spell more,
I wish I could keep you so we would lovemake some more,
I wish I could keep you so we travel the milky way some more together,
My wishes when it comes to you are limitless,
More of you is all I wish...
Your uniqueness is
Your voice
Your power
Your footprint on planet Earth!
Exploit it
Love it
Value it
I'm Unique
So You are!

— The End —