I have ambitions and dreams
Surely cravings and machinations,
In which I often lose myself,
In which God enlightens me,
A girl who often sees her dreams and
Simple thoughts turned into reality
Dreams self-fulfilling themselves,
Sometimes tears followed by waterfalls of laughter, waves of emotions, hilly feelings soon sloppy then plain moods,
Sometimes dry soon you abound, my life has its own kind of waves,
An ocean whose depth is unknown and it is an infinite universe That God draws!

My imprisoned star
If I could, I would have freed you
So that you can,
make all your wishes come true
Your dreams, your hopes, I hope that from where you are, you keep them safe
With the hope that one day, even with time they will surely be...
A tribute to our love, I come here to pay
Knowing that one day I will reread this poem to remember that I have loved and cried you so much,
Our desires will maybe never come true but a few nights in my dreams,
you were my husband and our beautiful babies we made them...
My heart and my body, you cherished them, until dawn came to ruin everything...

Cause he is there and to me the there has never been too far
When somebody still lives but not by your side
And still make you feel like he never moves afar
Cause he is the embodiment of what I like
I am constantly suffocating in my mother’s coffin
So I need space to breath the space I have is already giving me too little air to breathe in
Cause I needed somebody who looked at me like this
With such eyes transfixing me in its own way
Like I was something of authentic, unordinary, and special
When the continuing morning and afternoon have no effects on the way his caresses made me feel
On this perfect night
Cause he is my perfection
And letting me breath in this coffin, and saving me in his own way
For this I shall be grateful to him
No one will take his place
Yet I’d find other one but as you see not like him
You can’t replace something of perfect
It’s just like with diamonds, claws cannot be diamond and
Finding diamond where it normally don’t have is difficult
For you my perfection I’ll do a little prayer
That you never be like the others and keep on  letting me breath in my her coffin
#CLARENCINE

We sat on this chair without getting bored of each other
We looked in each other’s eyes
Shared some sentences
Little woman with so much to teach, so much to account for
From working in a sugarcane field, to bearing 9 children,
Enduring a separation, here you are,
Standing strong, transmitting me the passion to always go ahead in life,
This raging passion in your eyes which dazzled me,
You give me so much I cannot give you back
Your advice wonderful wise woman shall forever guide me
Your smile always full of Love
Reassuring me
Spreading your blessings over my Life
Shall you always have a place in my heart!

When all I can express is gratitude
And that every meeting is a blessing
When I see how we both improved
Ourselves and changed in order to
adjust to each other, all I can feel is
Gratitude, I feel Blessed in a heavenly
way, Praise to the Lord, for bringing
the most peaceful, well mannered
and self contained man on my way,
One year, Yes, One year already,
You bring continuous Peace and Love
in me, you are the Man that completes
the woman I am, you give shape to
every inch of my body with your kiss
and touch, One Year Now, One Year
Of Love and Blessings

Am not of the mass
As A Leader
Why being opportunist shall be bad?
Because I want to aim high?
Am not of the colours of the rainbow!
I am a Golden star way high...
The commoner will see an opportunist as a bad one
But an opportunist is one who seize every occasions and path for him to ascend...
While you one of the big crowd aims at being politically correct in the eyes in which you can't even shine.
I am a mountain High
To be the Star I was born to be.

Dear Cousin,
Why you let us in such a silence?
This silence that overwhelms
This silence that hurts
This silence that weighs on our soul
So much love around you
And your old days still awaiting for you
Your sudden departure
A departure which for me has no reason to be
Will your dumb lips talk to me one day
Will they soften your departure
Soften my aching heart
This heavy despair behind your departure
And you Giving yourself this poisonous gift
Why do you closed your eyes for Eternity
Shall I wish that your heart find peace
The Peace You need and needed
That probably this life has not been able to give You

Beauty of my life
Sweetness of my heart
Reflection of my desires and lust
My soul and body can only do one thing when it comes to you
Adored, Adore and still Adoring
Every inch of you
Beauty in my eyes
keep on being this tenderness
Which warms the winter of my soul
Which lights the chimney of my body
You give me all that is good, peaceful and self-contained
You the reflection of my happiness
My white Spring Rose
My ocean is in your eyes
May this Love, be Love, Love, and a Lightening love

In the run for Power
We realise that all strategies
Are acceptable since
The end justifies the means

In this run to be at the Head
We realise that some people lose
Their gloves and show their true
Heart, to who long supported-them

In this ***** Game
You who love to play
Is ready to scatter money
With the hope of acquiring-more

Elections of presumed-Democracies
To what extent, Do you reflect
The sanity and intelligence of
Who is to Vote!

When you kiss and say i love you
But the heart is not whispering the same thing
Neither is the heart, taking pleasure in the gesture
Of Love that you are assuming, claiming
It's simply pure Acting...
All the false pretense, can only be a burden
A burden on the pretenders heart,
Just like a magnet, you pretender tries
To make of what repulses you be like,
What attracts you, So you play the Game
Because, you want something from, whom
You are trolling up... Pretension
Faking reality, Faking the Heart's color
For so many sake, but still driven by,
Self-Interest, Pretend To Love, So common
Nowadays, Some  Pretenders just can't find
        a better way and Game, Than      
              Pretending To Love

Prey to these wolves
Who make you believe
The sun can be pink
And the sky indigo

Prey to the lion-worms
Who even when they left
Leave some creepy scars covered of dirt
Which you have to get rid of

You cannibals of women souls and hearts
Here is my hand full of tears
May it bring you some rest
So you can stop the hurts
    On Us

Why were my eyes so blind?
It should have been clear to me
that in your eyes i was a ludicrous material
to be used, abused and thrown

Why was my heart so wide?
Ready to open and giving you
the best out of my chest,
you sly python luring me
with your appeal

I should not have forgotten
that what shines this bright
Is not forcibly real and true
That you python has become
so good in the mesmerizing game
by now
Why was I so blind?
To let you in
To let your venom
getting its way my veins

Who are you to those who cross your way?

A Blessing or a Curse of that day
When their steps cross yours

On that particular Friday morning
With the slow sun rising
In order to give us its light
On this newborn day
He told me good morning sunshine
He said the good morning and gave me a picture of a smiling sun along with it
Sunshine! I thought
It reminds me of the sun in front of my parents’ house
The smile of my mother who now is gone
My best moments of deep laughs
And Mostly of his smile
How when he smiles at me his eyes brightens like a blue sun
His smile which is just like releasing sun rays onto me
And my life enlightening my body and soul  
And I felt deep into me, “Good morning you too my Sunshine”

Lovely Syria
You who once stand as a Brighten Sunflower
I am seeing your tears
Feeling your sinking heart
All your Tulips are dying
The white, the pink, even the violet
Lovely Syria
I am asking God to have Mercy
Mercy on you and your Tulips
How your moon has turned red overnight
How your sea is now a survival bay a way of hope
Some fading Tulips at sight
Floating on the tide
Syria, Oh Syria
How the living bruised Tulips are crying for those who are no longer there
How the Dawn which brings hope
Is for you now a  Dawn with a bitter sense of hopelessness
For all your living creature seem to be dying from the inside
Dying from the unrest they brought to you
Your children are crying for Mercy
The spread Tulips are not even better on the 5 huge lands
Syria our once Land of peace for all your Flowers
Please, get back on your saddle
Our Lovely Syria

I am the wall that flops
I am the autumn leaves
I am a small bird in winter
mediocre life
Some people with transparent faces as the windows of my living room
Some other with a front face and another behind the head that I ignored the existence
Life, My Life
Life of frustration
Oh Life, My Life
Crazy beating heart of mine
What do you keep in reserve
I am a solitary wolf,
Walking little steps on her path,
A path which i surely did neither expect nor choose
so different of the dreams of my ten years age
Good days, Bad days
What do you keep in reserve
Do you see my steps during this five last minutes
My steps in these orange tropical almond leaves,
the dry grass of December,
Memories of my Italian lover,
Fuming my heart with blue constant mild waves
when the sea at sight is at low tide
Life, My life
What do you have in reserve for me
Some more deception, some more rivalry
Some more lies, some bitter truths
Ugly Beautiful life
I am waiting for YOU!

I have realised that the discovery
Of my-self has made that I can
walk alone, head high, with a
sense of completeness no one will
remove from me...

I am a complete entity, making
choices which i know will affect
the direction of my life-path,
the Sun and the Moon are here to
give me strength..

The walk down to the river mouth,
is long, but i will forcibly arrive,
I am following the flow
I feel the universe is driving me through,
what can be  better than
to simply follow the flow,
letting myself guide by the light and
positive energy around me...

I am light, I am myself...
Even when I walk alone i feel
complete, because
Now, I know my purpose!

When the Me and the You
Takes over, you can only
Be Powerful... The Focus
Is where I stand, and at what
Frequency the light in me
Radiates...

Loving someone is not just to love the person
Loving someone is to have a protective eye on the person that we love
Loving someone is to bear the person in every of our single prayers
Begging God to take care of the person's soul, health and life
Loving someone at times demands us to reprimand the Loved one
When he or she is doing something bad against himself or herself
Loving someone implies taking care of the person's health
Making you want to control what the person even eats all this because you want to preserve the person's life
You want he or she to live longer so you have more time together
Loving someone implies doing efforts to put a smile on the person's face at every occasion that presents to you
Loving someone is seizing every occasion of spending time with the person you love
The essence of Love is the caring of our Loved one making them a priority and making ourselves last so we are here for them
Behaving well asking God to preserve our lives so we can be here for them
A Life full of Love is the goal
To Love and to be Loved
We meet 100 people and fall in Love with only 1 off the 100
So why not to preserve our Loved ones and ourselves
Why not to take care of them and ourselves

For here I sat for a short while,
Writing few words about what is going on
Across my mind, thoughts of love about
How my lover came to visit me yesterday
And all he had to give me, was a tsunami
Of tender love into which I drown myself
Under his control, just wanting to get lost
In a safe hand, that I had not known since the
Departure of my beloved Mother Jeanine!
Maybe, the invisible hands of God, which I
Strongly believed have had my back, since
Life made that I am some miles afar my
Beloved Family, for some on the same land
That today I am seems to have forgotten all
The meaning and sense of “Unity and same
Blood”. So, here I sat, behind a friend’s laptop
Screen writing the thoughts that are running
Across the channels of my brain… I am envisioning
Myself laying on a beach Isolated by type, and
Enjoying A soft sand on my skin, Loving my Life,
feeling that a day at the beach for me can
Only be a good one…

We kind of like get to know each other
By a wonderful hazard just like only
Heaven could have arranged it, Only
few steps side by side was enough to make
my heart go high, and my star shine bright
And my desires without borders, feeling a
love without measure...
See I am kind of like be tempted
Each time I kind of like come across you
Each time I kind of Like get to see you
Each time we kind of like be in the
same room
Walk and walk some more steps with me
Shall you never let me go, shall you never
let me fall,
Walk and walk some more steps with me
Shall the dream be ongoing, and our stars keep
on shining...

Strange Sanity
When I realised
That my own bitterness
Is making me crawl in
This dark lonely endless tunnel...
Moments of Long silence.
HELP!

Them leaving my life or I walking out of their lives was not the end,
You entering it was just another
Beginning,

Your kindness heals me,
Your caring soothes me,
You making one with me embellishes me....

My healing!

Women, Divine creatures
With beauty and intelligence
With tender hearts and strong convictions
Lovely Creatures of God
Women of All Horizons
Of All cultures, always progressing
From gaining the right to vote
To exercising jobs that were long
reserved to man, from doctor, to lawyer and builder,
You just keep on marching up the ladder,
And now stands as Parliament Members
The fight was long,but
There seems to be a Rosa Parks in all of us
Refusing to yield her seat,
But fighting for what she thinks, she deserves,
From one generation to another, you have shown that
your resources were unlimited,
That when your mind was made up to reach
Some Goals nothing could stop you,
That you were not to limit yourself to be a simple housewife
Should the "Yes We Can" apply more to You
Divine Creatures, The Power is in You
As long as the Passion of Walking ahead burns!

Let me evade myself into the Beauty of your heart
Where the Roses are Red and Rose all the yearlong
Let me breath the air from your Lungs
Where only pure air can be dragged from
Let me explore the beat of your Heart
Where every beat Sounds similar
To the syllables of my name
Let me Get lost in your Voice
Where the ocean of passion screams words like,
                         Oh Love,
                                          My Love

What was your best time of the day?
             Now, with you at the end of the line...

I wish I could keep you to love you more,
I wish I could keep you to touch you more,
I wish I could keep you to be under your spell more,
I wish I could keep you so we would lovemake some more,
I wish I could keep you so we travel the milky way some more together,
My wishes when it comes to you are limitless,
More of you is all I wish...