So sad that i have to feel this way
I'm drowning in my own thoughts, everything is pounding on my brain and rushing out my eyes
At this point I'm not surprised you have no pity for me
However, always know that for you I care deeply making you run away

You never notice how fragile humans really are,
Until the strongest people you know go down,
Lying there inert infront of you in a hospital bed,
Your face red from crying,
The stress finally taking its toll on you.

I've never noticed how east it is to loose someone,
Looking at it all in the light.
I notice it all,
But please dont leave me mum,
Please don't leave me Ariel,
Please.
I need you two more than anything right now.

I am craving a cuddle like a smoker needs their
fix.
My heart's racing, fingers twitching and thoughts scattering.
I want you, need you, can't have you.
My breath hitches in my chest,
Temperature rises and I break in a sweat.
I am suffocating, losing my calmness.
I draw on my inner strength, deep breaths.
Panic seizes my unrest.
I need something, anything to take my mind off the stress.
I need you.
Do be my fortress.

She was 'Pulchritudinous' she was immaculant.
In your darkest hour, she would make the rest of your time sunny.
Whenever i was with her it was like being in a really good dream.
When i was away from her it was like someone woke me up when it got really good.
She would make you feel immortal, as if anything was possible and it was with her love.
Those eyes that would send me to the most beautiful places in the back roads of my mind.
She was the type of mystery i wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life trying to unravel.
She was the type of girl who would have you up thinking about your future and Listening to love songs at 3am,
Though there still is no one like her.
Her smile would your heart smile and your lips tremble.
But...
She warned me. She told me from the start. But still, i pursued her.
She was one of the girls who you did want to fight for.
It's my fault i ended up like this. But i don't regret it.
She gave me the most miserable happiness ever,
To this day i still love that girl , she made me realize the world is bad..
Unless you're willing to wait for the good.
I'll never forget her, i'll love her tomorrow, in a month
and in a couple of years i'll wonder where she is and what could of been. But she warned me
And that's the harsh truth. <3