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Christina Dec 2013
She looked up at me
Through wet lashes
Beauty was all I could see
I wished I could stop her tears

"A pretty face like yours
shouldn't be tear stained"

Is she just a pretty face?
Is all this time just going to waste?
I can't even finish this.  The moon looked sad and reflected myself. :/
Christina Nov 2013
The rain, the rain
those dark dreary nights
just sitting drinking coffee
by the flickering candle lights

the rain races
down the window
the fire burning down
left over embers a-glow

the rain leaves trails
in the frost
Keeping my eyes on these,
I get lost.

Its nearly midnight
and dark outside
but i have a light
so nothing can hide

the shadows are erie
and become more so
my eyes become weary
and my candle gets low

my light guides my steps
as i go up the stairs
its only one flight
so no need to be scared

The stairs creak and ache
as shadows are thrown
the stench of mildew
surely has grown.
Setting of snowy cabin in the woods. Not sure where im going with this. Feed back is appreciated and welcome as usual. The repetition in the beginning is supposed to be there, dont mention it.
Christina Nov 2013
I want to pour my heart
Onto this page.
But these words
Just won't come the same.
I have the idea
Inside my head
Bubbling around
Right before bed.
I want to speak
These words just can't be found
Christina Oct 2013
"You're perfect.
So ******* perfect"
You whispered,
Brushing my hair away.
I wish I had said thanks
I wish I had something to say.
Watching you
Watching me
Not breaking the silence
That came to be.
And it that moment
It was you and me.
I wish I saw
What you could see.
When you looked in my eyes
And stared at me.

These words echo in my mind.
Remembering what you said
That day you cuddled my behind.
I wish I could hear what you said
One, two, three more times.
Christina Oct 2013
Hey there,
Back again?
Looking for a rhyme?
You're in the right place then.

Let me say my words to you!

You're beautiful,
forget about the pain.

Smile, It ain't that bad.
Message me if you guys need to talk. Im no therapist, but ill try to get you to smile.
Christina Oct 2013
The holidays roll around
My love rolls away.
I can't stand being here
Not without you.

I wish I could sit at the table
Holding your hand
Saying grace to the god
I would have believed in

Its been nearly 12 years
Since you've been gone.
I remember you every day.
With that certain song.

Its playing now
As I lay in my room.
All alone, imagining
That you'd be here.

1972 right?
The year you were born.
23 years young when you had me.
30 years when you left.

You would be 42 next March.
And I will be 19.
A blooming young woman
Alone in this world.

I wish I had your guidance.
Your gentle scolding.
Helping me become
Well I don't even know.

Everything would be different
I may be more ****** up than now.
Then again, I wouldn't be asking
"What if? How?"

Anyways mom
I'll let you get back to sleeping.
I hope you're not alone up there.
Just like i am here..
Christina Oct 2013
What is love?
Its luck.
Its a gift.
What does it feel like?
Suicide.
Not being able to breathe.
Not functioning normally.
Something everyone wants
But few have.

Its scary.
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