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Chloe Henry Jul 2014
I knew the moment I met you
I could never lose you
I knew the moment I met you
Chloe Henry Jul 2014
2am
2am

The time I lay awake thinking about all the mistakes I've made and all the regrets I have

The time I spend running my fingers over my scars wishing I could take it all back

The time I waste dreaming about the future and all the memories I've yet to make

2am

The time that tears me apart
Chloe Henry Jul 2014
Meh
You tell me that these blades are dangerous

But so are my thoughts
Chloe Henry Jul 2014
Tell me I'm a puzzle piece because you won't know me until you have all the pieces.
Stop tossing your opinions because I bat them away every time I prove you wrong and I've never taken a home run without the help of my friends.
But these days my friends aren't really my friends, the way a smile isn't sincere if you are holding a knife behind your back.
Give me a jolt and not the ****** kind of railway tracks down wrists made of flimsy veins because I'm not going anywhere without your help.
I took down all the mirrors and threw away all the sharp edges.
I'm becoming a better version of myself.
We are all trapped in our reflections and for some reason, we don't see ourselves.
Maybe I just want someone to turn around and look me in the eyes so deep, they could see the water buckets behind them about ready to brim over.
They'd tell me "you're gonna be fine" and for some reason id smile and walk away like I haven't been dragging the world on a string that was ready to snap like the way you do because you don't get how my mind works.
I'd bring my shoulders up a notch and eventually the smiles would come naturally.
It's so easy sometimes.
You're gonna be fine.
  Jul 2014 Chloe Henry
David Ian Go
Love is suicide,
Loving you is emotional death
Hyperventilation,
Cardiac arrest

There exists no life without you
I am crippled by the absence of your warmth
Struggling to be free from thy love
Whilst chained to the ground.
Chloe Henry Jul 2014
Maybe it's weird
Maybe it's scary
Maybe it seems downright ******* impossible to just be-
To just let people know you want them
Need them
Feel like that in this very moment you will die if you don't see them
Hold them
Touch them in some way
Whether it be holding their hand
Having your tongue in their mouth
Or your heart in their hands

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