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Chloe Apr 2015
“No use crying over spilled milk.”
It’s the only thing I can think of
sitting on my bedroom floor
sobbing over a half gallon of milk
that had been put to waste because of me.
I forgot to put the milk back in the fridge.
It spoiled and my brother had to pour it out.
“I forgot.”
A simple enough explanation
but who really believes it
when it’s always the cause of my mistakes?
When things that had been so familiar
are now completely foreign to me?
A spoon had me stumped for thirty seconds once.
I don’t maliciously forget things.
I just forget things all the time.
Either chalk it up to my PTSD
or blame it on my perceived incompetence.
Chloe Mar 2015
There’s an attic in my head where
I abandon memories to collect dust.
A lot of them were stored successfully
but a few weren’t despite great efforts.
Some memories aren’t tame.
Some are feral and wild.
The trap door to the attic started swinging open
not long after depositing human horrors in its maw.
The tar-like memories I was unable to quarantine
were dumped into the interior of my dome
blotting out my vision with the darkness of his room.
Memories take you back to places
and this was a place I never wanted to be in again.
More often the trap door began to open
spilling blackness, teeth, and hands everywhere.
Containment of such memories is nearly impossible.
There are demons in those recollections that pick locks
and find their way to your heart.
Chloe Jun 2014
I simply love blue.
It's the sea we plunge into.
The constellations absently traced.
Tremors of ice around my waist.
Hushed oblivion anchored in sleep.
Fragile tears we openly weep.
Canvas skies with crystal cotton.
Oceanic tides that calm and soften.
Chloe Jun 2014
Prep me for surgery.
I don’t know what’s happening.
This is an emergency.
A medical mystery.
Here’s my consent in writing.
My heart is gone, picked up and left.
Find me a new one.
Then sew it in my chest.

I am the Tin Man.
Colored hearts on my sleeve.
Drinking from an oil can.
Empty as can be.
With a map of misguided direction.
And the burning of my isolation.
I am the Tin Man.
Broken like you see.

I no longer have the heart to love.
Of course you refused and denied.
Wanting the things I couldn’t give.
You kicked me to the curbside.
How sad it must be.
Being the name no one will miss.
But I’ll mark you down on my list.
Even if it hurts to reminisce.

My joints are rusted through.
The hinges scream and grind.
Damage was all we really knew.
Tearing through body and mind.
The things that were stolen.
We now must replace.
At the bottom of the stairs.
And in the lines we erased.

Put me back together.
Give me back my skin.
I’d rather die from a broken heart.
Than live as a piece of tin.
Send a pulse to the vein.
Tune the drum at my core.
I am not an empty frame.
The Tin Man is no more.
This is the rest of Tin Man. In light of recent events it seemed fitting to post the rest of what I wrote years ago.
Chloe Jun 2014
They call her Violent Violet
for the purple bruises that bloom
dangerously deep and disturbingly dark
along the tops of her knuckles.
To her it’s decorative floral.
In fights she clutches violets
offering their vicious beauty
to any contending adversary.
She’s a volatile force of nature.
Chloe Feb 2020
Sleep is for the
weary
dreary
teary
and merely
the leery.
So sleep dearly.
B
Chloe Jun 2014
Whisper into my ear.
The words you’d never speak.
The broken shards of sentences.
The phrases much too meek.

I’ll take it all to heart.
Glass, steel, bronze, and clay.
No matter the state of the thought.
Fractured, gouged, pieces chipped away.

I filled my lungs with silence.
Then made a solemn swear.
To keep your words a secret.
Beneath my watchful care.

So whisper into my ear.
The things left untold.
I’ll keep it safe and secure.
Whether it be iron or gold.  .
Chloe Nov 2016
Some days, in my head,
it feels like I'm at the epicenter of an earthquake.
Other days it's like I'm in the eye of the hurricane.
Chloe Mar 2015
Come at me with your insults.
Your “idiots,” “*****,” and “*****.”
Use your overused taunts all you like.
I’ll fire back more original ones just for you.
Why would I lower myself to slang and curses
when I can be just as scathing yet eloquent
through the use of everyday speech?
It’s an art form wielding words.
Chloe Jun 2014
I like to think,
I'm made of ink.

With very slight,
hints of graphite.
Chloe Jun 2014
You’ll take my hand; I’ll hop on your back.
The dusky colors break our cognitive track.

We’ll set flame to the dying ember.
Maybe get lost in nights of September.

Dim streetlights strobe and flicker.
Our distant minds struggle to decipher.

Cherry tip glow and smoky lips.
Pressing each memory against fingertips.

Heavy lidded eyes deep as an abyss.
Weak replicas of things we miss.

Human interaction of subtle relations.
Overstimulating our everyday emotions.

Wandering to destinations by detour.
Such is youth and reckless behavior.

— The End —