I must admit
It's tiring
Everyday is more exhausting
I'm not sure if it's just in my head
Or this is our new reality
I try to look on the brighter side
But when I see you, I feel lost
I am no longer certain
How much more I am willing to endure
Until when I can take this

I am tired
And today is more tiring than yesterday.

Nakakapagod,
Talikuran at harapin ang katotohanan ng sabay

Ang mga ngiti mo'y nagbibigay pag-asa
Ngunit sa pagtitig mo ay hindi ako ang nakikita
Tumatagos sa puso ko na parang patalim
Dahil alam kong hindi yon para sa akin

Inabot mo ang aking kamay
Pinaramdam na nandyan ka
Pinahawak ang puso mo pansamantala
At ngayon ay tila binabawi na

Pagod na ko
Pero bakit ba ang hirap bitawan?
Dito na lang ako
Sa gitna ng kasinungalingan at katotohanan
Baka sakaling kayanin ko ng di namamalayan...

Kindly hold my hand
Not that I'm feeling cold
I need to feel your touch
Intertwine your fingers with mine
Same with our lives
Can you sense the goodness in us
By just holding my hand?

Hold my hand
With firmness and caution
It may look tough but it breaks easily same with my heart
And I will hold yours too
With much love that only I will know
And yours to understand.

The warmth of our skin will keep the fire burning
So hold my hand dear and don't let go.

She's hurting but no one knows
She masks it all with her beautiful smile
Her eyes glittered and a tear fell
Some said it was tears of joy
But it was her heart crying
Slowly it was breaking
And her soul was being torn apart
She wondered if loving too much is enough to continue
Or it is now time to let go...
It was too much yet she goes on
She has to...

I am sorry
I am sorry for being selfish
I am sorry for wanting you all to myself
I am sorry for thinking that this can really workout
I am sorry for hoping that one day we can really be together
I am sorry for completely showing my true self to you
I am sorry for holding onto something that is never mine to begin with

But I will never be sorry for letting myself into this beautiful mess
I will never be sorry for loving you.

When you are tired, you can lean on my shoulders.
When you are sad, I can be your source of happiness.
When your day is gloomy, I can be your ray of sunshine.
When you are feeling down, I can be your cheerleader.
When you feel disappointed, I will remind you that you did great.
I can be your friend,  your lover or I can just be Me,
Me who will love you wholeheartedly. <3

Like any other girl, I want my own fairy tale with my prince charming. I had this crazy idea that he will climb the tower just to be with me or rescue me from an evil witch (please blame Disney for this).
But as I matured, I realized that life itself will never be a fairy tale. The only real thing is that there will always be villains.
For the prince charming part, every guy will try to portray that role but will end up being an *******. I'm not saying that you are an ******* but more of a combination of both.
You definitely swept me off my feet but you can be a super villain when you get jealous or when you try to show me how you care in a very extreme way.
I know roller coasters are uncommon with fairy tales but as we make our own, for sure there will be a lot of rides in it! I am afraid of roller coasters but I'd set aside those fears as long as I am riding along with you!
So let us continue this ride hand in hand with kisses on the side :)

Minsan makakatagpo ka ng taong una pa lang click na kayo
Yung trip mo trip din nya
Kapag nagjoke ka ng corny tatawa pa din sya
Yung tipong ang gaan lang 'pag kausap mo sya

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na di kailangang magpasikat o gumawa ng image na ipapattern mo sa magugustuhan nya
Yung kung ano at sino ka, yun lang ang ipapakita
Walang itatago kasi wala din namang huhusga

Buti na lang pareho tayo ng dinaanan
Nagkasabay sa pagtambay
Sa mga simpleng kwentuhan alam ko nakatagpo ako sa iyo ng tunay na kaibigan.