life is so absence
we cant seem
to explain
a dam thing

so let it be
do what seems
to be
impossible to the things

the things we live around
that say we cant
do a dam thing
we were meant to be

so be more than you can be
express every emotion
with a sense of well being
do it with more than confidence

do it with who you know is
that is you
the person that comes from behind it all
find it like so

and shine like the universe
that is
inside
us all

Not saying a thing smile and say okay.
Thoughts come then go, expressing my opinions can make hell real.
All I want is to change the way things are now.
Not my life but everyone's around.
I want everyone to be amazing.

Happy ever after, peace will come.
We will all hold the glory and fame.

Finding our way, some fight the battle of shame.
Others compare and judge themselves and the ones around.
People think they have no chance and are victims.
Some don't fight at all and lay down to die in a puddle of doubts and fears.
Together we can all fight to be who we are.
Together we can fight to give others a chance to be who they wanna be.

Happy ever after, peace will come.
Its here inside, we can all grasp the glory and fame If we really try.

Now I'm no one special, I've done nothing.
I don't know why I feel strongly for others and not me.
It must be the hope that burns inside my soul.  
The vision and dreams I seem to see.

No one else can understand it or me.
I know I'm not cool or normal.
Why does it matter if they take me as a fool?
Why can I see the things that need to change but I can't express it yet?

I must live in a dream.
Because I see a world where everyone can be what they want to be everyone can live in harmony.
Everyone would rather sit there and cry doing absolutely nothing about how they feel on the inside.
A dream this must be.

Some friends will never understand
people never can
what you see
is impossible to them

even to the closest friends
what we all see is indifferent
why cant we all just respect it
and not let whats different affect it

I wish people would see what i see
then things would be
a beautiful rainbow of clouds in the sea
like a abstract painting

with tons of colorful fishys
flowing with the current
no one going against it
opening paths that were once forbidden

we can all be accepted
free to be
without judgement here in the sea
adventures for everyone
for all those beautiful beings

a true journey  
with leaves that fall
to let us know
our time is short and sometimes cold
but we have each other to keep warm

forgetting the sun
we have warmth from within
a soul with a smile
that can warm it all

its like im looking through eyes
that are watching something bizarre
a fairy tale world out there
large plants that touch the clouds making my toes curl

color everywhere like a cone of ice cream swirls
with a light that lights it up just for us to make it flavorsome
bugs light up the the sky near when i see myself in the stars, i stare
in awe i notice bugs on the ground near that scare

we are fairys
living in a abstract mystical world
wings are clipped
but i guarantee i will still fly

life is to short for us.
And this.
To be acting like someone don't belong.
we live in a world where everything is different
from who we are to what we do

we live in a world where we really don't even know who we are
or why we are
its such afar
luckily im here for it all

its a gift to me here in the bizarre

Friend is death
Friend is cruel
Friend is evil
Friend is a fool

Give him a book
Hope for change
Hope to help
Hope to make a difference

Friend with knowledge
Is a friend to me
Friend with spirt
Is nice company

But a friend evil and cruel
Walks like death
Given knowledge and spirt
Is no longer a fool

He is a demon

I let loose

If I said I'm Sad
It's because I said
That this was for You
My Lies make me Mad

Everything I have Wrote
Everything I have Said
Every Nice, Loving and Bad thing I did
Was all a Lie before This

If I do it for You
I become a validation
Seeking, Leeching, *****
Like everyone else Before

I find that its Better
To Do for Myself and No one else
By doing this my True-Self becomes Evident
Love, Peace and Existence become Apparent

Humble? Yes
You're Compliments and Comments
Doesn't affect who I am
I will not become Gracious or Defensive

I don't search for External happiness
I do everything from Within
Nothing moves me
I am a Man

The fact that I'm even Showing you this
Goes against everything I have Said
But when you don't give a ****
Everything is OK in the End

So say what you Want
Think what you Will
Only You will be Affected by
What I have to say here

Thoughts are ******
They Overcome me
Petty me
Destroy me
Fear arises
Now Short Breathing
Anxiety
It has its Variety  
I create something
Then destroy it
Ego
Please know
All I want
Is Peace
Please release
This grip you have on me
Thinking
Overwhelms me
Socially  
The Difficultly  
I feel
Out of my mind
I'm crazy
And that's just fine.