Contain
Sustain
The strain
The pain

To nothing
To something
Hoping
For something

I'm stuck
Here
Away
In this small town  

Contained
No idea
What I feel
I'm going insane

Risk must happen from here
Or Ill be confined
To a simple little life
Its time to shine

Some friends will never understand
people never can
what you see
is impossible to them

even to the closest friends
what we all see is indifferent
why cant we all just respect it
and not let whats different affect it

I wish people would see what i see
then things would be
a beautiful rainbow of clouds in the sea
like a abstract painting

with tons of colorful fishys
flowing with the current
no one going against it
opening paths that were once forbidden

we can all be accepted
free to be
without judgement here in the sea
adventures for everyone
for all those beautiful beings

a true journey  
with leaves that fall
to let us know
our time is short and sometimes cold
but we have each other to keep warm

forgetting the sun
we have warmth from within
a soul with a smile
that can warm it all

its like im looking through eyes
that are watching something bizarre
a fairy tale world out there
large plants that touch the clouds making my toes curl

color everywhere like a cone of ice cream swirls
with a light that lights it up just for us to make it flavorsome
bugs light up the the sky near when i see myself in the stars, i stare
in awe i notice bugs on the ground near that scare

we are fairys
living in a abstract mystical world
wings are clipped
but i guarantee i will still fly

life is to short for us.
And this.
To be acting like someone don't belong.
we live in a world where everything is different
from who we are to what we do

we live in a world where we really don't even know who we are
or why we are
its such afar
luckily im here for it all

its a gift to me here in the bizarre

We are fine we are kind
we all rhyme all in time.
We will find the right words
to define all of time and how we see reality.
We all perceive the world differently,  
from yours to mine words can define.
Oh how our eyes make out life
Oh how a simple thing as air can make things clear.
Thank god for ears.

Not saying a thing smile and say okay.
Thoughts come then go, expressing my opinions can make hell real.
All I want is to change the way things are now.
Not my life but everyone's around.
I want everyone to be amazing.

Happy ever after, peace will come.
We will all hold the glory and fame.

Finding our way, some fight the battle of shame.
Others compare and judge themselves and the ones around.
People think they have no chance and are victims.
Some don't fight at all and lay down to die in a puddle of doubts and fears.
Together we can all fight to be who we are.
Together we can fight to give others a chance to be who they wanna be.

Happy ever after, peace will come.
Its here inside, we can all grasp the glory and fame If we really try.

Now I'm no one special, I've done nothing.
I don't know why I feel strongly for others and not me.
It must be the hope that burns inside my soul.  
The vision and dreams I seem to see.

No one else can understand it or me.
I know I'm not cool or normal.
Why does it matter if they take me as a fool?
Why can I see the things that need to change but I can't express it yet?

I must live in a dream.
Because I see a world where everyone can be what they want to be everyone can live in harmony.
Everyone would rather sit there and cry doing absolutely nothing about how they feel on the inside.
A dream this must be.

There has to be
A reason
That we
Are searching for something

There has to be
A reason we refuse to be nothing
There has to be something wrong
For us to want to move on

From here where we were born
From fear of the norm
I swear I will leave
I swear I'll just be

Proud of our mistakes
Love was one I never Embraced
Lost in this home
I feel alone

Tears roll down my face
I find anything hard to embrace

Time is lost
Everyone is gone

Why did death do us part

Oh I loved you so

Perfect reflection of our summers spent
Winters were always missed
I never thought I could feel pain like this
You will always be missed

Beautiful reflection
I will always miss
I will never forget
Just how much you meant
And how we did

Come the friends, wives, and trends  
In the end we all forget

If I said I'm Sad
It's because I said
That this was for You
My Lies make me Mad

Everything I have Wrote
Everything I have Said
Every Nice, Loving and Bad thing I did
Was all a Lie before This

If I do it for You
I become a validation
Seeking, Leeching, *****
Like everyone else Before

I find that its Better
To Do for Myself and No one else
By doing this my True-Self becomes Evident
Love, Peace and Existence become Apparent

Humble? Yes
You're Compliments and Comments
Doesn't affect who I am
I will not become Gracious or Defensive

I don't search for External happiness
I do everything from Within
Nothing moves me
I am a Man

The fact that I'm even Showing you this
Goes against everything I have Said
But when you don't give a ****
Everything is OK in the End

So say what you Want
Think what you Will
Only You will be Affected by
What I have to say here

what are we really doing?
with the lives that we are given
it comes and goes
so fast like food, *** and *******
we feel like we need more

we are meant for more
something that never gives us that satisfaction
the pleasure of never giving in
pushing and pushing and pushing till the we are dead

the earth, planets, universe and god will never end.

What I see is not
What you see
We both see differently
We somehow still see the beauty

I see Nothing matters
I see Subtle changes
I see life as a dream
I can see if your free

No Worries
No Hopes
No Dream
But yet everything comes to me

I write to tell
To help
Inspire and share
How I view the world

Because baby
I could never say this to you
It would destroy us
Just move on

Never hopeless
Passion keeps me going
Because when you have nothing
Passion seems like something

To live for.

You and me
we will be free
our love
it can be

takes work
pleasure comes first
pain gets worse

focus on
delusions come
path is lost
so we fought

consumed by thought
we lose ourselves
like we knew
who we were

your less important now
I am under rated now
under estimating each other
fighting makes it easy

we became jaded
seeking i don't know what
expecting to control everything
in our hearts

I wanted peace
thought you were it
till I lost it
we wasn't

I try for now but the past comes back
I can't take that
Ripping me apart it bruises my heart
Grips me tight leaving deep finger marks
Oh the remarks
Oh how we act
All I ask
Why did you do that
Why would heaven decide to hurt my heart
Why couldn't I have us
I was so young
It still makes me cry
At least It gave me a big heart

I would give it all for you if only
It ***** being lonely

Thought I could find peace
Instead I couldn't breath
Success left me
She put my head in the dirt
I left without a word

Voiceless I was misunderstood

Looking for purpose
Or maybe to propose

**** I don't want to be alone
But it seems the greatest men are

Ill just have to marry success
Sounds like a promise

My heart on my sleeve
I didn't think I could be a romantic

I was always better at hiding who I am
Whats love if you don't take a chance
Again.... . . and again
You bring out who I am

Happiness is all I could ever ask for
I don't want our relationship to be a chore

I'm not trying to score
Use you or start a cold war
I'm to tired and tore
We have both had our wars

Id like you to know that I am yours
For better or worse

I fall for you over and over just because
The pain is a little easier to take with a buzz

It doesn't have to hurt....

We can make it work....

As long as we are willing to trust
As long as we are willing to be hurt

I'm sorry for the tears I caused

I would give my life to make the wrong right

I'm tired of restless nights
Without you by my side

wood falls
we crawl
grasping for air
hoping trees are near

finding things indifferent
now that we don't have the different
we all find a way
things end up okay

but things are never the same
since we don't have
what seemed to be
an average life

with trees and life
air for free
for all theses fools
who thought it was easy to breath

but never to be who they are
now things
are so much more complicated
who is to say we cant breath

without trees

I find that with time things that shine
seem to fade in and out of time
confined to one specter in fine
tune with physical threads that whine.

A place where everything is subject
to change, no one can claim anything.
Expect the dreams that burn inside
us all, the power we all hold on.

To everyone here if you dream enough
with fire in your heart, it dam sure is art.
Growing nearer and nearer, dreams are
meant to come true if you stay cool.

When failure hits and everyone
calls you a fool, then you pass the test that
are not meant for the average tool.

You may be the light in time that shines
fading in and out of time confined
to your space in time.

But if you dream like many before,
you will arrive where your heart
has always desired in the core.

Your light will fade like all the others
in time, you will have given what
you believed in unlike so many
unfortunate others, your soul will shine.

Go now dream what you want to see and
be what you dream, with enough fire.
In the end you will get anything you imagine.
A simple tool used since we were young.

Holds all the power.

Im gone
turn me around
succumbed to pomposity
all i think about is success city

life is just a challange
gift from him
i am him
ya
thats right
its all me

give till im dead
thats my plea
hate seeing species hate
im here for progression

whats up with this fake?
replace fear with a blunt
i like it raw
reality is how i draw
any canvas i want to unfold
hold, make glow, and show to every inch of mind in the scene
planet earth is what i mean,
thats the lives.

we are having fun
picnics for hell
not worried
climbing bean stocks with our tails

as far as we go
we hold on
tightest grip around hope
avoiding change at all cost

we will never fall
floating on clouds
enjoying the conveniences
taking for granted the limbs that help us

dreams evaporating
the higher we climb
bees in the sky
leeching life for fun

they screech with there wings
brushing up against our legs cutting deep
big radiated eyes that burn souls for free
twice our size they scream

"how can it be
that your happy
when you have nothing
to show happiness for

dreams don't exist here
just perspiration of your soul
as you grow old
prepare to die slow"

I say no
we are so much more
you will not scare me
i am here to fight

die i might
die i will
its okay as long
as i am dieing with thrill

Climbing trees
Breathing deep
Feeling the breeze
Take a leap

I'm free
I'm a flea
On Earth
There is no worth

Its on my mind
That we are all blind
Mankind is confined
Because we wont combine

We can not be defined
We are beautifully designed
I feel I'm inclined
To remind

A frame of mind
Where will all combine
To live as one
No need for bofors guns, hired guns, machine guns or bombing runs

Just Fun
For everyone
Imagine this for me
Believe and see
Us as one

Beauty is no disguise

Seen with our eyes
Felt with our heart

True beauty is art
There are no words to break it apart

It holds you tight from the start
Letting go only when you let it so

Know my heart grows
Every time we touch our nose
When we play footsie with our toes
And when I give you a tea rose

Even in the lows
Know I'm here to compose
A way to your heart
To make you glow

Like I did from the start

We all have them
Things never change
People look down on me
I'm different

I know I am the only one
That can see
What no one else believes
I think behind all of it

Be you
Don't cry
When you find you
You can find the liars

But It won't
Matter,
when you are you
everyone is kind

You no longer live
in a hell
created by you
You live in a paradise
Where nothing matters as much

Friend is death
Friend is cruel
Friend is evil
Friend is a fool

Give him a book
Hope for change
Hope to help
Hope to make a difference

Friend with knowledge
Is a friend to me
Friend with spirt
Is nice company

But a friend evil and cruel
Walks like death
Given knowledge and spirt
Is no longer a fool

He is a demon

I let loose

Well curiosity killed the cat
And I know that I know
I know nothing at all
And I'm here and your there
Or are we here at all

We say what we say
But we never say at all
We think what we think
But do we think at all

This is reality
This is my vessel
I control every muscle
I control all the emotions

When I dream It feels real
When I awake It feels real
Reality is a dream
With that said I can do anything from here

life is so absence
we cant seem
to explain
a dam thing

so let it be
do what seems
to be
impossible to the things

the things we live around
that say we cant
do a dam thing
we were meant to be

so be more than you can be
express every emotion
with a sense of well being
do it with more than confidence

do it with who you know is
that is you
the person that comes from behind it all
find it like so

and shine like the universe
that is
inside
us all

Thoughts are ******
They Overcome me
Petty me
Destroy me
Fear arises
Now Short Breathing
Anxiety
It has its Variety  
I create something
Then destroy it
Ego
Please know
All I want
Is Peace
Please release
This grip you have on me
Thinking
Overwhelms me
Socially  
The Difficultly  
I feel
Out of my mind
I'm crazy
And that's just fine.

I write to fly
I write to die
I hope one day
You and I
Can see
Into each others eye
Eye to eye
I know we will be fine
When I look into your eyes
Everything feels undefined
We are one
No judgements
Just you and I
Time doesn't stop for us
And that's just fine
Because I want to die
When our eyes find each other
We will see each other
Forever
On the other side

human beings are meant more
they are meant to push
harder, stronger and faster than before
we evolve, we grow then we know

never ending cycle and, it shows.