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CharlesC Oct 2014
the energy of doing
with care in detail
memory recalls failures
and come predictions of
future dark outcomes
in all of this
time seems as taskmaster
calling the shots..
at last arrives in-sight:
separation now rules
so let us return
to presence and rest
bidding time to
be still...
CharlesC Nov 2012
we all came
science does say
from a dot
a pinpoint
expanding
to all this..

but where is
that dot..?
if we say
where we live
in our 3D
preposterous it seems..

if we say
in higher dimension
in our 4D
there would be
no space for us
no time or locality..

so we try once more
not 3D not 4D
but in between..
our universe
that dot is
local in no locality...?
CharlesC Aug 2013
Scientists with
peering satellite deep
finds startling news..
If Genesis to us
means Big Bang
just that once
we need pause
and prepare..
satellite finds Cycles
circular patterns
movement sublime
a Story before:
chaos to order to
chaos once more..
Now a vision
Genesis beginnings
in timeless eons
in time's seasons
beauty not ceasing...
Circular patterns within the cosmic microwave background suggest that space and time did not come into being at the Big Bang but that our universe in fact continually cycles through a series of “eons.” That is the sensational claim being made by University of Oxford theoretical physicist Roger Penrose, who says that data collected by NASA’s WMAP satellite support his idea of “conformal cyclic cosmology.”
CharlesC Aug 2012
news this morning
the next big thing..
intuition and experience
reported as smothered
a tidal wave
sheer numbers and weight
left finally defeats right..
data's new patterns
never before seen
a computing triumph
without much doubt..
but taking a moment
reading between headlines
something's unseen
intuition a bird
soaring much higher
finding new branches
a perch beyond
discovering bold patterns..
patterns
among patterns...
for images, see polarityinplay.blogspot.com
CharlesC Nov 2017
This exciting program
envisioned in the country down under
and with Bill Gates' enthusiastic resources
steps out boldly in the right direction..
We all remember our history lessons:
facts on a timeline taxing young memories..
The newness here is the integrative imagination
no event stands alone..but must be viewed from
a very wide integrative lens..
What are the drawbacks..?
Matter remains crowned as fundamental truth
despite the words of integration and wholeness..
Big History represents a flip underway
toward the recognition..not far away
that wholeness..consciousness..awareness
these expressions of the Big Formula: I am..
must come first..
With the Formula's iterating colorations arriving
with thinking and perceiving..as each of us are
engaged in this moment...
for background see:  polarityinplay.blogspot.com
CharlesC Feb 2018
has passed
with our many
wishes for peace..
A preacher for
his times..
Times with steep
reliance and rejection
of belief:
reaching an eternal
goal at the end
of our time
in earthly sojourn ..

The times have changed
as many are standing awed
over a new recognition
of real identity
directly experienced
glimmering eternally
behind the shading clouds..
CharlesC Apr 2014
I am looking at the black cover
of my journal..where
these numbers stand 2014..this measure
of the line from my birth..a lengthening
line we each own..now Billy Squirrel
approaches my seat on a sunny porch
morning..and come to think that Billy
knows no line..his moment's interest is
a just discovered peanut..now standing
and hands handle as I would if becoming
that squirrel..are there matters more
important..on this Saturday morning..
than erasing that line..and becoming
as Billy with attention all gathered
to that peanut delight...
CharlesC Aug 2017
The observer
in
biocentrism
is
a propitious step
away
from the object enticement
we
have believed so long..
And
The observer
is
posed as creator
yet
we ask:  who is observing..?
Where
is Consciousness in biocentrism..?
Seemingly
Consciousness remains lodged
in
the head and
we
have not yet reached
a
realization of the
illusory
nature of an independent
world...
CharlesC Sep 2017
We each have a song:
the song coming from searching
or immediate discovery..
The song we now know is truth
and the wish to share
seems paramount..
Our thoughts claim
a discovery which
the world needs now
for advent of peace..
The song seems simple
a treasure to transmit..
Yet we learn
we only need be as a

Bird in a tree singing this song...
CharlesC May 2013
first surveying
then throat feathers
ruffle a song..
small so loud
distant response
or solo stage..?
beak to sharpen
red says finch
now departure..
perhaps...
CharlesC Sep 2012
a feathered message
for us today..
a hidden songbird capacity
for learning then forming
a song out there..

in our parallel plane
a gifted capacity to speak
but first a language
to learn
with toil and sweat..

the songbird and we
it now seems
at once are
creator and creation
a mutual stimulation..
becoming our song...
image @ polarityinplay.blogspot.com
CharlesC Aug 2016
Luke Michael is his name...
A milestone in a life we observe
now edging on reason's time..
That time in which most seem
to forever engage and remain..
But for now
he enjoys with delight
a Presence
and he lives in that place
to which we all long to return..
Today in play and celebration  
I discover that from this place
we have never departed...
great-grandson!
CharlesC Jan 2013
it is said
are the measures
gradations of fib..
more white more truth
more black is worse..
with such entangling
where is found
purest lies and truth..?
then further
does truth birth lies
and lies the truth..?

are such words
to each
a mirror...?
CharlesC Apr 2015
More than a mystery of nature
these severe compressions show us
the extremes of the seeming separate self
of the ego triumphant..
Not separate though but as we
embedded in consciousness whole..
The black hole waiting for evaporation
and  new awakening
as a wave in the ocean
as we in our longing
find Real composition...
background at: polarityinplay.blogspot.com
CharlesC Aug 2019
Do you notice
the blank space
above..?

The words
you are reading
diminish
the message
above..

Here are
more words and
more
diminishment..

You are invited
to erase the
words and
Return...
CharlesC Oct 2013
Tell no one else, only the wise
For the crowd will sneer at one
I wish to praise what is fully alive,
What longs to flame toward death.

When the calm enfolds the love-nights
That created you, where you have created
A feeling from the Unknown steals over you
While the tranquil candle burns.

You remain no longer caught
In the peneumbral gloom
You are stirred and new, you desire
To soar to higher creativity.

No distance makes you ambivalent.
You come on wings, enchanted
In such hunger for light, you
Become the butterfly burnt to nothing.

So long as you have not lived this:
To die is to become new,
You remain a gloomy guest
On the dark earth.
CharlesC Nov 2012
in this 2012 year
elevating consciousness
our illusive challenge..
an evolution signpost
on a circuitous road..

reaching this marker
finding new directions
depends on awareness..
locating our place
right here and right now..

worthy guides there are
who tell us
we are perched
on a precarious ledge
between light and shade..

other names suffice
for this place
might we say
blessing and curse aka.. (?)
then our guides say..

don't curse the shade
don't curse the curse..
a startling discovery
to be made
in each her own way..

at last she absorbs
the sought for blessing
during a frightening search..
all along disguised
as the accursed curse... (?)
Stimulated by Mae's poem, Grand Plan...
CharlesC Aug 2018
a writer writes
with rapt attention to words
attending special nuance
erasing and rewriting..
this is attention to content
it is thought control
and self identification
as a cluster of thoughts..
then come sensations
of contraction and limit
slowing the writing
stemming the flow..
so..seemingly we must
recast attention to the
space between words
allowing the words to
dissolve or burn
and await new thoughts
from an empty place...
See: www.polarityinplay.com
CharlesC Jul 2019
is an overtone of
the quotidian..the everyday
the mundane..as is said
"same old same old.."
seemingly there is belief
of an inequality
showing up on occasion
and labeled as exciting or
not so exciting..
yet..
the root of our boredom
as with our fears and angst
is the concealed culprit:
an unquestioned belief
in a life lived in separation...
CharlesC Nov 2013
My daughter he said
is a born again..
What in its depth
does this phrase
oft repeated mean..?
A crucial first
question seems to be:
Is the utterance coming
from a place of
self-awareness
with energy exchange..
An alignment with
perennial experience..
Another routing:
a belief formulation
of external birth
which  awaits arrival
of new bearings..
Where are you
dear daughter in
sprouting new life…?
CharlesC Jul 2020
Imagine
If you can
A bowl encased in wax.
And the bowl one day
Discovers that wax
And finds no end to it..
It covers all sides and
Of thickness forever..
Lonely at first
Until this Aware bowl
Discovers her own
Makeup of Wax...
CharlesC Jan 2020
This is the conclusion
Of a technical pursuit
A scientific view of
The nature of our Self..

Brain as filter
Connecting us to
The infinite..
Yet we observe that
In this view
The brain remains
An object as your
Fingernail or front door..

So it seems
We await a dawning
Which is the knowing of
Our brains as appearances
Of the infinite
Among many appearances
In our on-going dream...
CharlesC Oct 2018
A brain scan is viewed
and seems to record
the busyness of a brain
most independent and active..
A brain viewed as  creator
with the scan recording the
colors and shapes..as this
electrical flesh originates our
minds and our lives..

However..we are invited to pause
and experience a revolution..
a revolution of reversal:
a top-down point of view replacing
an old and worn bottom-up..

Consciousness-only is napping
and dreaming of you and me
as we live our bottom-up lives..
on a promising day..a new
point of view finally dawns:
top-down is a gift of freedom..
we are shocked to find that
we are the one napping
and dreaming of breakfast and
jewels and brain scans...
CharlesC Feb 2020
In our dreamtime
We receive a gift
Which when seen
As a gift
There is immense
Reward..
Next morning we
Can and usually ignore:
Believing the unreality
Of the dreamtime
Having just passed..
However..
The gift may be a glimpse
Of Wholeness separating
Within Itself and making
Of Itself appearances
Of convincing stature..
Breaking News...?
CharlesC Jan 2013
beginning to end
life's pulsing flow
yes oxygen delivery
what is more..?
bonding with Now
a hidden de-light..?
inhale is reaching
pathway to light..
exhale
descending creating
with shadow
thickening sometimes
outside and curving..
inhale once more
center stream rising
pinpoint of light
growing surrounding
bathing..
then exhale calling
to tend our creation..
and then...

Now and then...

(painting by Alex Grey)
CharlesC Sep 2012
breathing

how is our
breathing placed
in our center?
retaining awareness
for a few minutes?
an hour?
all day long?
this new awareness
breathing our center
connecting meanwhile
in here and
out there..
new consciousness
simply breathing
aware
being breathed...?
polarityinplay.blogspot.com for image...
CharlesC Jan 2019
a simple experience
of being aware
here and now..
as inhale transcends
we bathe in the fullness
of our true Self..
the exhale greets
the forests and fields
as we discover
their coloring and
shaping of the
breathtaking
Self...
CharlesC Jul 2012
after the silence
we all expressed
a reflection
of what it was
each of us saw..

her expression
was one she
had found before..
morning meditations
in her afternoons form
bubbles of joy..

backing away from
her reflection that day..
her bubbles are
blown
to show us
we all have
only one moment
today...
see polarityinplay.blogspot.com  for an accompanying image...
CharlesC Jan 2019
Bulletproof

How is it
that we can make an argument
bulletproof..

We might say that if the argument
addresses both sides of a question
and demonstrates affiliation with both
and points out that diminishing one side
diminishes the other..

However..note that when all is said
in accordance with the advice
there remain two sides of what is
perceived as reality..

So..to be truly bulletproof
the argument itself must dissolve
in the silence from which it arose..
Silence speaking alone is bulletproof...
CharlesC Dec 2017
East and West cultures
embellish spiritual truth
with color and decoration
and with shadows of
creation's duality..
These confounding covers
produce sleep and
resistance to calls for
new recognition..
Religious texts hide
their single truth
in their stories and
discontinuities..
We need to find teachers
ancient and new
with a balm of simplicity
to uncover..untangle
and burn all those
burdens which hide
our own Truth...
CharlesC Apr 2018
the vine
a new name coloring I am..
the shepherd is now the vine
the hired hand the branches..
the colors change
but I am..our identity..remains..
branches express the separation
which we all experience..
we live in what seems as
a subject-object world..
as branches we seek the vine
unaware that we already are
the vine..!
then it happens in a moment
as the seeking wearies
our false identity as branches
is burned..at last revealing:
I am the vine..and the
fruits of joy burst forth...
see John: 15
CharlesC Nov 2019
A walking experience
Of apparent pleasant
Happenings of morning..
The scurrying squirrel
The couple with dog
Tree shadows with sun..
The "I Am" of which
We are vibrates this way
And that...
CharlesC Jul 2013
Carved in mud
horseshoe tracks..
he asked me
then remembered
she was correct..
literal reality here
now verified..
One track though
symmetry double
only this one
with appearance
holder and candle..
consciousness is
energized by
coherence
of difference..
nature reflects an
image of flame...
photo at blog...
CharlesC Aug 2017
on parade
many outward lights
with darkness concealed
until a bursting..
The allowing parade
and the anti-parade:
expressing our Freedom..
We celebrate Freedom
but also discernment..
We perceive darkness
and seemingly
discernment muffled
among those whom
democracy so recently
appointed...
CharlesC Nov 2019
This is a healing
One person might bring
Briefly..perhaps more
To a harsh divide
Of desperate insistence
Of survival and search..
She was the one
In this gathering..
Praise was compelled
From the sides..
Hints of peace...

Thanks, Maria Yovonovitch...!
CharlesC May 2019
only consciousness is
conscious..
with narrowing focus
consciousness moves
bringing manifestation:
you and me with
our thinking and
perceiving..
also the cat and cricket
with their knowing tools..
these are among
the multitude of
vibrations and colors
of manifestation
brought by the
narrowing of focus
as all the while
only consciousness is
conscious...
CharlesC Feb 2014
in the Rye
where much is
phony..
All the externals
those shells
postures and lies..
The darkness
covered life force..
Dialogue suffers
the desire lost
to honor difference
then to discover
common elevation..
Phony inside
knows phony outside
as with good..
Perspective reigns
Shades inside
shade outside..
This is pain
perhaps birthpain
a new adam
with new
composition...
Re-reading Catcher..
after many years..!  :)
CharlesC Mar 2015
In the spring sun
a lone caterpillar struggles to move
in greening grasses and fall's leaves..
Tormentors arrive these ants
riding with desire and possibility
for their own timed sustenance..
Out of sight now..
Will the caterpillar transform
enduring these thwarting aims
and give someone a glimpse
of beauty in time to come..
Or...has beauty been witnessed
this struggle in a moment of
springtime warm...
Backyard note while sitting in
springtime sun...
CharlesC Jul 2019
thoughts
pass in review..
temporary shapings
within and made of
our only real Self:
Awareness..
then arises a choice:
am I a thought
or am I Awareness
or restated:
am I caught or
am I free...?
CharlesC Mar 2013
it is the building
destroying repairing
joys and suffering..
at last awareness
of the fuels
and readiness
for the Center
and all Centers
in their time
to rise
and return...
CharlesC Jan 2018
In
our cultural cloudiness
we believe that there
is no certainty..
When beliefs are raised
there are retorts of doubt..
Some reluctantly and
grudgingly admit that
their beliefs are carriers
of doubt..
So where do we go
to find a certainty
unencumbered..?
Perhaps all we need is
an experience of blue sky
standing in clarity behind
those clouds of belief...
CharlesC Jul 2020
Religions
Ask for it..
But more
We ask for it..
We want
Clarity of contrast
Eye chart truth..
We were educated
That way..
Until one day
We find the Freedom
Of fuzziness..
And then we find
The Freedom of
Contrast...
CharlesC Nov 2016
change seems a beaconing in time
pleading a new search and goal..
to create a new chapter
amplifying the story we know
to which we cling..
yet real change
does not become.. but
is a startling recognition
of that in which
seeming change asserts..
that.. we are..
where freedom resides...
CharlesC Jun 2012
an assembly or
better named
a clump
of multifarious flotsam
presenting its untidy self
on a recent passing
streetcorner..

a hesitating photo records
a drifting pinecone
centering a stained
and shredding newspaper
a broken sharp stick
red rocks of scales and shadings
flecking dried green leaves..

order imposed by
framing and shaping of
the sidewalk corner..
might other forms emerge
with a focused patience?

a partial headline reads
...sound without the wires..
news of expanding connections
outside a material realm?
headline seemed embedded
in thick advertising bulk
announcing a continuing
culture of material weight..
much else of red and green..

the centering pinecone
occasional pineal symbol of
higher dimension entry..
somehow rightly here
in the dark center
of this mess

this a brief experiment
not yet for most an answer
a question now of mining
finding patterned varieties
in large nature's trove..
patient visions residing in
gathered fragments
if gathered they be..
expectations of more
in what persists
of this and that in
time...  :)
CharlesC Dec 2016
A forbidding word rises to our surface
life as turbulent shatters the calm
and the calm may now in back glance
appear as imprisoning..
Surprise and reversals traverse the land
and resistance finds futility..
Seemingly our choices are already made..
We are called to ride the storm
to shape as each might..in each unique way
each momentary outline of
our own creation..underway...*
~CC
"In many ways the last election represents this adolescent breaking through of hidden unspoken forces through a locked and repressive exterior form. The gridlock was not just in Congress, but in the whole bankrupt almost oligarchical political process that had served its time, and the way all of us have been sustaining the lock though our self-referencing communities of mutual agreement. The representative who has ridden the wave of those forces to the presidency may exhibit many of the characteristics of an adolescent himself, but the forces and necessary conversations his emergence represents are no less real and are something any mature mind should consider. His emergence points toward a chaotic turbulence followed by a new order, an order we need to be extremely vigilant in helping to shape no matter whether we have called our selves liberal or conservative or something in between. One thing is certain, those who elected him will be just as disappointed and sometimes horrified as those who now oppose him, while those who voted against him will be surprised and sometimes a little disorientated by the dismantling of previous imprisoning norms they are glad to see gone."
~~David Whyte
CharlesC Jun 2014
is our not-knowing
many have said..
the random unpredictable
of every-thing out there..
Yet in the chaos
similarities gently assert
and these suggest
an order and unity
somewhere and sometime
or perhaps better
no-where and no-time
from which spring the
plethora and strangeness
all those differences
of 10,000 things..
Our discovery arrives
in new understanding
of deepened union:
similarity and difference
attraction and strangeness
order and Chaos...
CharlesC Aug 2018
Character or characters
are the creation..
but our perceptions and thoughts
conspire to deceive..
drawn and attached
we are enamored with the
momentary pleasures
not recognizing that
these pleasures are momentary
simply colorations of the
hidden aim of all journeys:
discovering true Pleasure...
CharlesC Dec 2019
Some Characters know their Identity
On the world stage..and know also
The real Identity of  all characters as
We engage in playing our parts..
But many of these..alas.. do not know
Their own Identity..

As a character finds life's difficulties
The Character allows as to
The pain of  belief in separation as
The cause of our common suffering..

To be a real Character on stage
We discover the Reality which
Has always donned the Character..
Our eternal Identity even before
Ancient Abraham walked and talked..
CharlesC Aug 2013
this opening of self
to outside others
is expanding awareness
and a connecting
with Self inside..
Sages report this
repeating awareness
as vital gain
in many realms
higher and lower...
CharlesC Sep 2014
his glassworks
of enflaming color
do not display as
central balance..
vertical symmetry
reserved for more
sturdy times..
we might ask
is truth best told
as slant
Emily so in-formed..
the creation we muse
is always slant
slant color shading light..
for without color
beauty fades...
Tell all the truth but tell it slant —
Success in Circuit lies
Too bright for our infirm Delight
The Truth's superb surprise
As Lightning to the Children eased
With explanation kind
The Truth must dazzle gradually
Or every man be blind —
Emily Dickinson
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