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486 · Oct 2013
River crossings
CharlesC Oct 2013
A river's lines and patterns
We meet at dawn
Prior to our day's directions..
We claim precious freedom
Our own course we plot
These crossings and confronts..
With faithful imagination
Now we must meld
In new dimension to find
Our birthing direction...
486 · Sep 2014
Just to sit...Jeff Foster
CharlesC Sep 2014
"Just to sit, without expectation, with someone who is in pain or grief or fear, without trying to fix them in any way, or manipulate their experience to match your idea of how they should be; just to listen, without trying to make things better in the moment, without playing the role of 'expert' or 'enlightened guru' or 'the one who knows best'; just to be totally available to the one in front of you... this is the essence of true healing..." - Jeff Foster
485 · Sep 2014
Not Two
CharlesC Sep 2014
we have always
searched and found
Two..
but in our age
Advaita is rising..
rising with questions
what where and when
attempts to locate
that illusive "I"..
the mind explores
in familiar haunts
but energy flags..
this good news:
the search failed
not finding
is finding..
and the prize
Not Two...
Advaita means not two....spirituality from India..Bala are you there..?
483 · Jul 2014
polarization
CharlesC Jul 2014
thought by many
as a pejorative
a name of illness..
might we inquire
of a benefit hiding..
pointing to a split
a duality
we are bombarded
with duality's insistence
of independent truth..
might a question arrive
sooner or later
on sole right to
represent our
Truth...?
483 · Oct 2016
a teachable moment...
CharlesC Oct 2016
...is not a moment
but a sighting
of a re-coloring
of that Presence..

...is always a surprise
a radical expression
shining in newness
in that Presence..

...is a reminder
not of how things are
but how we are
as that Presence...
482 · Sep 2016
Dogs and Cats
CharlesC Sep 2016
These denizens of creation
fall short in our bifurcated minds..
We render ourselves
as the conscious ones
find disfavor on those below..
Yet now with a quantum question
we ask who is conscious
and consulting our experience
which is always at ready
an answer returns:
not dogs, not cats, not plants or rocks
and amazingly not our divided selves..
The quantum question receives its answer:
only consciousness is conscious..
This fearful response
settles into freedom
for all those dogs and cats and all...
475 · Apr 2013
Music two ways
CharlesC Apr 2013
One way expresses
music listening
not food for thought..
Another expressed by
a master pianist
88 notes and pedals
differences of sound
are infinite..
practice is love
finding those
illusive differences
coaxing secrets from
the secretive piano..
might a listener
also grasp
a measure
of difference in
her reverie...?
This seems similar to "Oneness."
The pianist is Joaquin Achucarro
474 · Jun 2014
Remembering
CharlesC Jun 2014
awakening is our chore
after a birth those years ago
of sleep and forgetting..
in our many deaths before death
those many unpleasant rehearsals
the waking work need be done..
waking and remembering
walking away from
our birth and veils...
"Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting:  
The Soul that rises with us, our life's Star,  
        Hath had elsewhere its setting,  
          And cometh from afar:  
        Not in entire forgetfulness,  
        And not in utter nakedness,  
But trailing clouds of glory do we come  
        From God, who is our home:  
Heaven lies about us in our infancy!"

(William Wordsworth,
Intimations of
Immortality...
excerpt)
472 · Aug 2014
shrink and blossom
CharlesC Aug 2014
a visit to starbucks
and I tore this cupband message
claimed by oprah winfrey:

"You are here not to shrink down
to less, but to blossom into more of who
you really are."

this sunday pm gift
embeds the question
the perennial question:
who am I..?
perhaps also asking:
what am I..?

could life be so simple
as engaging the mind
tangling with these
most simple queries..
and finally surrendering
allowing at last
an Awareness to
blossom and proclaim:
this am I...
470 · Dec 2013
Side-tracks
CharlesC Dec 2013
So often engaged
With our attending
All of those
Editorials
And commentaries
And sermons..
Of which often
Side-track and delay
That awakening
Transformation
Quiet watching
Of this Now
Which is passing…
469 · Jan 2014
Mirroring
CharlesC Jan 2014
The dark coatings
of our lives
serve as does
black paint
found on glass..
A mirror formed
seen on rising
facing our day..
As our mirror
convenes both
dark and light
Our greater Eye
convenes the same..
Now we see
our dark coatings
form the Mirror
for our Eye
to see…
469 · Feb 2015
High mountain snow
CharlesC Feb 2015
At last
after piercing the darkness
a smile and that whiteness..
departing the hyena
the knowing death..
departing the quarrels
death wrapping words..
those writing beacons
shaded with death..
and brief happiness
rising from death..
At last
a smile and such
whiteness..
and the hyena's
welcoming cry...
Referring to Ernest Hemingway's
The Snows of Kilimanjaro
469 · Mar 2013
Deo's cloud
CharlesC Mar 2013
keeping company
Dan's found cat..
Dan to spend
Easter day away..
some soft food
a treat he awaits
then lengthy bath at
self-rendered pace..
retreat then to
a back bedroom
house quiet now..
a tick then tock..
recalling his story
Deo found Dan
not Dan this cat
chance encounter on
fated library step..
time now to depart
a bedroom glance:
Deo now enclouded
his white pad
floats...!
Deo photo @
polarityinplay.blogspot.com
:):)
469 · Mar 2015
Network News..!
CharlesC Mar 2015
With respect we can notice
research locating consciousness
here close by within our brain..
Diligence has located networks of
solid character in our headspace..
These precisions persuade some that
research paths are leading to the
illusive doorway of truth..
In the meantime such persuasions
rise to obscure the doorway
used by some to gain glimpses
of consciousness not limited..
Yet might this network news
reporting of unified smallness
on a day quite soon
point to the light
leaking through that
doorway...
for rebecca..

background at polarityinplay.blogspot.com
466 · Apr 2013
Thomas' doubt
CharlesC Apr 2013
He seems one of us
perhaps from Missouri..!
demand solid proof
senses supreme
trust for experiment
science is truth..

Do we mis-read..?
did he see more
than sight and touch..
his doubt his treasure
the real grounding
of  faith...
466 · Feb 2016
A jailhouse disguised
CharlesC Feb 2016
We all seek freedom
freedom as happiness
and as we search
our chains are unnoticed..
It is perception
which fosters belief
in a separate self
a jailhouse disguised..
Forgiveness is new sight
at long last
we see the lock and bars
as only belief
fogging the truth
of freedom
overlooked until now...!
466 · Dec 2016
Chaos
CharlesC Dec 2016
A forbidding word rises to our surface
life as turbulent shatters the calm
and the calm may now in back glance
appear as imprisoning..
Surprise and reversals traverse the land
and resistance finds futility..
Seemingly our choices are already made..
We are called to ride the storm
to shape as each might..in each unique way
each momentary outline of
our own creation..underway...*
~CC
"In many ways the last election represents this adolescent breaking through of hidden unspoken forces through a locked and repressive exterior form. The gridlock was not just in Congress, but in the whole bankrupt almost oligarchical political process that had served its time, and the way all of us have been sustaining the lock though our self-referencing communities of mutual agreement. The representative who has ridden the wave of those forces to the presidency may exhibit many of the characteristics of an adolescent himself, but the forces and necessary conversations his emergence represents are no less real and are something any mature mind should consider. His emergence points toward a chaotic turbulence followed by a new order, an order we need to be extremely vigilant in helping to shape no matter whether we have called our selves liberal or conservative or something in between. One thing is certain, those who elected him will be just as disappointed and sometimes horrified as those who now oppose him, while those who voted against him will be surprised and sometimes a little disorientated by the dismantling of previous imprisoning norms they are glad to see gone."
~~David Whyte
464 · Aug 2014
Sunflower talk
CharlesC Aug 2014
I heard her say:
see the dark thicket
directly behind
there my symmetry
lies truly hidden..
but my advice
with favor you hear
as you encounter
my life today:
that thicket you see
do not dismay
it has a message
of more import
than I can say...
463 · Sep 2014
The clenched fist
CharlesC Sep 2014
teaches
that we and our world
are contracted and clenched..
as we notice this clenching
our suspicions rise and we ask
is this why we are lonely
could there be more..if only..
so a search begins and
we find with chagrin
only more fists and this:
our search also is fist
this discovery of import
ends our search in a flash:
Relax now into that which
has never not been...
CharlesC Nov 2014
The leaves have fallen leaving dark lines
reaching skyward in praise of a new season..
These dark thin lines leave room for the passage
of light lifting the veiling of summer leaves..
We see more directly that the light beyond
penetrates and surrounds us here..
Our infinite essence breaks through..
is remembered...
459 · Jan 2015
Overflow
CharlesC Jan 2015
Overflow

Thus the overflow from things
pours into you.
Just as a fountain's higher basins
spill down like strands of loosened hair
into the lowest vessel,
so streams the fullness into you,
when things and thoughts cannot contain it.
From the Book of Hours II, 10..Rainer Maria Rilke
Macy and Barrows, A Year With Rilke
459 · Sep 2014
Fluctuation
CharlesC Sep 2014
as autumn dawns
her Friend in
simultaneous departure
and these words
arise from white
naming cooler sun
shrinking days and
shimmering leaves to
accompany her Friend
in one fluctuation
of season's end
and beginning...**

a blue heron's departure...
a bit of revision...
458 · Feb 2015
Prodigal hunter
CharlesC Feb 2015
Venturing to that other land
they from a savage culture
which gloried killing the
noble eternal lion
and other stately beasts..
To that attraction they came
searching the land for that
which would grant a happiness
a happiness eluding them in
self-engaged lives..
Only one of the three
was to obtain the gift awaiting..
The gift of Fear.. genuine Fear
entering his self and penetrating
his wasting artificialities..
Authentic Fear
became the key
No..more than a key
a Fear transforming..
This his glimpse of
real happiness..
Grace unveiled...
"For the first time in his live
he really felt wholly without fear.
Instead of fear he had a feeling
of definite elation."

"Macomber felt a wild unreasonable
happiness that he had never known
before."

"Macomber's face was shining."

from Ernest Hemingway's
"The Short Happy Life of
Francis Macomber"
457 · Dec 2016
baleful
CharlesC Dec 2016
Bill shot a baleful glance in her direction (see below)
and so what might be said of this Bill?
He is likely projecting what lies inside:
a mini-self dwelling in seeming separation..
In his birth Bill was open and trailing the light
but his birth and forgetting led him to prison
as we all find our prison leaving our birthright..
Yes..we have our life joys..these serve as comfort
as the prison walls assert again and again..
The prison is also filled with grace
sending a message of Comfort in many dark hours..
Bill..we all hope..receives his message one day
and then knows his prison anew..simply a shadow
blocking his view..
So..now assume Bill has seen..and about that glance:
it is one of Happiness to..let's call her Grace
which has been her name..always...*

(with thanks to William Wordsworth)

bale·ful
ˈbālfəl/"
adjective
threatening harm; menacing.
"Bill shot a baleful glance in her direction"

synonyms: menacing, threatening, unfriendly, hostile, antagonistic, evil, evil-intentioned, vindictive, wicked, nasty, bitter, acrimonious, malevolent, malicious, malignant, malign, sinister;
harmful, injurious, dangerous, destructive, noxious, pernicious, deadly, venomous, poisonous, vitriolic;  literarymalefic, maleficent
457 · Dec 2013
Springtime rising
CharlesC Dec 2013
A research ship
In Antarctic ice
Beyond rescue
Awaiting a melt..
This one nadir
Of earth's winter..
In other latitudes
Cold fronts bring
Chill winter winds..
In these days
Our memories serve
With faith intent
Of quick departures
From cold depths
From the dark
Springtime rising…
456 · Mar 2021
Spontaneity..
CharlesC Mar 2021
The wind paddles

Rotating in a gentle wind

Seem as time wheel until

We recognize: There is

Spontaneity on display in the

Paddle and wind and sunshine..

Spontaneity introduces

No-thing as that which

Appears in this small

Episode out of time...
454 · Feb 2015
Pen and Sword
CharlesC Feb 2015
Manuel Garcia is our writer
assigned to a nocturnal ring..
His world saw external failing
but failed to perceive
a larger Self remained..
This Self saw a world in wholes
not in partialities of thought as
he his dangerous moments met..
His way was most direct
in wielding pen and sword..
Automatic instincts blanked
a weary brain's slow words..
He knew of his knowing
a chance was all he sought..
Others watched his slow demise
imploring but then a shrug..
They had failed to see
his wielding of inner beauty
his living pen and sword...
See Ernest Hemingway's,
"The Undefeated."
454 · Apr 2016
A lifestory
CharlesC Apr 2016
I am the body
I am the mind
this is youth's discovery
an ego identification:
I am unique and separate
expressed with enthusiasm..
For most this seems
as a lifetime identity..
But for some
and potentially for all
a shock of falseness
breaks into youth's dream:
I am not the body
not the mind
I am transparent
as Awareness..
This is new birth
waking to reality
as it is here and now
and always has been..
Now as Awareness
I pervade all
I am..is All...
452 · Oct 2014
An October walk
CharlesC Oct 2014
It seemed November with cold mist
exchanging places with clarity..
After heavy rains filling the rushing
spraying rapids of the mud drenched creek..
This running path and meeting of runners with
isolating earplugs but with smiles appreciating
damp outdoor exercise of this late day..
The path revealed rock walls which were
serpentine in slanted perspective
with graded light in enclosing forms..
A college soccer game in the chill
warmed only by the bright lights of
the scoreboard..
These October etchings splashed upon
a presence most intimate with these
fleeting impressions...
Photos at polarityinplay.blogspot.com...  :)
447 · May 2013
Names
CharlesC May 2013
an old question
yet vital now:
my name
is it really me..?
a unique name
constricts my light
it's my edge
my circumference
rounding a center..
our names today
a good fit..?
does careful scan
find them severed
center from edge..?
remembering then
the center Light
a new name
rejoins once more..
we are ready
to soar...
442 · Jul 2015
Quantum Forgiveness
CharlesC Jul 2015
Might we speak
of gradual and direct
as potential ways
of forgiveness..
With a correlation
to spiritual paths:
one of practice
a daily seeking
the other an instant
experience of Grace
a quantum directness
no path at all
with burden lifted...
442 · Feb 2014
Inside flow
CharlesC Feb 2014
A most
delightful day
when our constricts
our restricting fences
are drawn inside
and dissolve
in merge with
liquid space..
This is life
experienced
with uplifting
days and hours..
Repeatings
strengthen inner
flow and channels..
Readier acceptance
lubricating
Welcome...
a KMae tangent...
441 · Feb 2012
Awakening
CharlesC Feb 2012
Our dreams
have within
a possible
Awakening
a new birth
of joy and light
Knowing we dream
and dreaming
a new dream
Are you awake
Right now?
439 · Mar 2014
Gravity
CharlesC Mar 2014
In the chaos
with fragments flying
damaging crafts and souls
yet a tether remained..
Those past simulations
crashes experienced with
foreboding repetitions
for this mission..

On another plane
driving and driving
dulled unbearable pain..
Here the gravity
in this black hole
a command urgent
to simply let go..

Vicarious feelings of
a family's love
a dog's barking..
Then resignation
outcome dis-regard..
Advice from a dream
located the oneness
launch and landing
a knowing grace of
ends and beginnings..
on the movie,
Gravity
with Sandra Bullock
439 · Jun 2014
Desires
CharlesC Jun 2014
for new things fulfilled
brings bursts of happiness..
then to another and
one more burst..
new seeking with
glimpses fading hidden
by new desire rising..
at last on one day
an amazing jolt
knowing now the search
may finally subside
and astoundingly this:
happiness knows the
seeker is the sought...
439 · Nov 2016
Knowing Oneness
CharlesC Nov 2016
desire cries in our world of suffering..
lives seemingly and obviously
split and fragmented..
do we suspect that a larger secret
might reveal an illusion..?
our thoughts of Oneness conspire to confuse
and our perceptions confirm a blaring multiplicity..  
let us try something new:
a walk in the woods
a sit on a bench
welcome those thoughts and perceptions
in their rising and exits
all within indescribable Oneness..
And then please note:
Oneness of a sudden makes appearance
as surprising fragments of joy...
439 · Oct 2012
Mirrors
CharlesC Oct 2012
Some believe..
others seem to know..
there is..very close
another dimension
we are enclosed
within..
if so
does a mirror
this new identity
show..?

A simple mirror
glass with black back..
but other combinations
may be preferred..
light and darkness
our sky and our earth
these such oppositions..
and one more:
Does our mirror
both project and reflect..?

That we are
such a mirror
there's a special effect..
without our dark side
transparent we are..
shattering our glass
a black hole
of a sudden appears
absorbing not reflecting
our hidden light..

Might we now realize
each of us owns
our special share
of the dark..?
that our glass
is un-shattered
is liquid and still..?
connecting all in
the light it projects
and we with joy
from our darkness
reflect...
Thanks to Mae for her words I borrowed!  photos at blog...
438 · Jun 2017
Inner Teacher
CharlesC Jun 2017
We were taught many things
and we believed from the start..
A cultural dogma we inherited..
A truth assumed obvious
for all of those years..
Seeming never to have attended to
our inner teacher..
This teacher avoids books and Google
allowing experience to grip in clarity..
In lesson #1
we find the perennial error:
of mind and matter separated
as our years expected..
Other lessons follow with
Teacher-realization
Self-realization..
Education's new beginning...
433 · Dec 2013
I don't know anything
CharlesC Dec 2013
This is our
reset to clear
the clutter..
A new start now
from blank..
But a blank
With heaving
possibilities..
Then we allow
a flow
in freedom
to blemish
the blank..
quite simple
then complex..
Remembering
for sure that
reset switch…
432 · Sep 2018
Assumptions
CharlesC Sep 2018
separation:
this is what most assume
perhaps or perhaps not
on lifelong journeys..

oneness:
the other assumption
seems to lie in potential
or in possibility
in all of our days..
the latter assumption
closes all gaps
or more truthfully:
discovers the gaps
never were..

all journeys
with their destinations
foreseen and promising
are many searchings
guided by the
first assumption..
apparently
these journeys continue
until..an ending...
431 · Dec 2013
Wherever you are
CharlesC Dec 2013
There you are..
Yet we ask
Where are we
When stepping softly
Into innerspace..
There locations
Shift and slide
And don't pinpoint..
So a revision:
Whenever you are
You are everywhere…
429 · Nov 2012
Lady V
CharlesC Nov 2012
when she reaches
that V in the road..
we wonder
is her freedom found
in the choosing
or the choice..?
if she chooses choosing
she is not free
for the other choice..
if she chooses choice
making no choice
ends her choosing..

does the V itself
contain the secret
the freedom she seeks..?
that V point
containing all choices
might accompany
inspire and energize..
on her chosen path
she remembers
and becomes once more
again and again
that point...
With gratitude to Mae and Lady V for prompting this musing...  :)
427 · Apr 2015
Dissolved
CharlesC Apr 2015
In a day
in which the hour
has passed noon..
Afternoon constrictions
arise as conflicts
with time
as all conflicts
arise with time..
So the evening
awareness arrives
a graceful coming
which bathes the
constrictions with
growing recognition
of the seeming
power of time
illusion now and
dissolved...
423 · Apr 2016
Listening to the notes
CharlesC Apr 2016
as they come into Silence
I keep a soft focus
on the notes..
For now I am not the notes
I am the Silence
as the notes appear
in sequence and multiplicity
in the Silence..
Silence has taken a brief form
soon to melt
leaving only Silence...
422 · May 2016
Quantum words
CharlesC May 2016
These flow
in the moment
rising in Consciousness
of Consciousness made
explosive freedom..
We must capture
quickly
pen in pocket
before they flee...
421 · Jul 2014
Storms
CharlesC Jul 2014
This morning's list
of what-to-dos
these pulls outward
resisted by a wish
for settled quiet..
after giving in
to pulling of weeds
the aftermath was
a calming recognition
that the settled quiet
ventured and returned..
the life challenge
to gain recognition
of settled quiet
in the midst of
the storms...
421 · Aug 2016
The closest exoplanet
CharlesC Aug 2016
The search goes on
to discover at last
that we are not alone..
Yet others wait
for the discovery
that we are alone..
Alone in knowing
that Awareness knows
itself Alone
and that we
and this exoplanet
color our Awareness
as we remain Alone...**


Closest Exoplanet To Earth -- August 2016
On Aug 24 2016, the European Southern Observatory announced the confirmation of the closest exoplanet to Earth. This illustration (see polarityinplay.blogspot.com) shows Proxima b, which orbits its parent star Proxima Centauri, the closest sun to Earth's sun. Proxima b lies within its sun's habitable zone, strongly suggesting the planet has liquid water on its surface.
Huffington Post
421 · Jan 2016
Dystopia
CharlesC Jan 2016
This word we find is pointing to a reality
quite unpleasant
applied to many stories in books and film
with imagination darkened..
Such alternate worlds are so portrayed as a
reality alien
but may we not say it is a reality all our own
right here and right now
a reality born of the widespread belief in
a separate self..
420 · Feb 2014
The Pequod's horizon
CharlesC Feb 2014
The name chosen
for a tribe
annihilated..
This ship too
confronted the
Whiteness
and found its own
Vortex of death..
Ishmael observed all
and learned of
the White Source
the Leviathan
that consciousness
which as One
bore enveloping good
with evil edge..
From his horizon
of rescue
of Love
he Observed
and did know
of creation's sorrow
and blessed flow..

Call us Ishmael...
a Moby ****
meditation...
420 · May 2013
Bird on branch
CharlesC May 2013
first surveying
then throat feathers
ruffle a song..
small so loud
distant response
or solo stage..?
beak to sharpen
red says finch
now departure..
perhaps...
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