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I read an ad recently
‘Get your Valentine’s day hampers while they last, order in advance lest you be disappointed’
But what I really read was…
'Get your Valentine’s day humpers while they last, order in advance lest you be disappointed’
Because I’m a clown like that
I make light of this day ‘Valentine’s’
The fourteenth day of the second month of every year
That makes everyone realize how attached or alone they are… really, I find that the most stupid fear...
Is the fear of not being paired up… yet
I say ‘yet’ because it’s going to happen sooner or later, more than once
Like it has happened before
But oh, you want to sulk and sob in your depressingly darkish room… behind the self made prison that is your closed door
Because you just want to wallow in self pity… because you're so low
Forever alone
Call me a *****
And a realistic one at that I like to think
But I find this entire obligation to have someone on this day quite unnecessary… which makes me kind of curious
As to who is really authentically ‘in’ love
And who is apparently “in love” for convenience reasons
These self made prisons
I joke through this day… with female friends, my true Valentines
No charades, no pretentious antics
Just funny nonsense with the coolest, realest fun chicks
To all those that have their better halves… well "power to you"
Way to go, we’re happy for you
You probably enjoy the most out of this day ‘Valentine’
I didn't mean to sound conceited… for we are all allowed to court
To be arrested by passion, maybe I’ll get past these ‘flings’ and also have my day in court…
Yeah, maybe someday I will have mine
Again.
A silent seducing moment
Carved out of struggle
*** can't tame her desires
She's hungry for something else from her lover
Hidden away in her chest of pain she plots
A happily ever after
Knowing full well that he would never deliver
She let go and plunged the blade into his eardrum
and asked so sweetly
Can you hear me now?
I heard Him say…
“I do not favour anyone above everybody else, I favour everyone the same.”
And had to share it with you.
 Feb 2013 Chandler Lauren
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I have a family back home,
and they don't even know
that I'm planning to go far away.

I know they're really great,
but I'm sick of this state
and I'm planning to go far away.

I hope they understand when I tell them the news,
but I'm sure they'll feel like they're going to lose
me when I go far away.

I could never replace where I grew up,
because it taught me about everything, especially love,
so I'll take it with me when I go far away.

So, Mom and Dad, just know,
you will always be home,
even after I go far away.
-
we used to play a game, you and i:
we'd take the passing faces of pedestrians,
and bicyclists, businessmen and bikers,
hell, even that one elderly lady with fewer teeth
than stripes earned in strife, who stopped
only to inquire after where to buy a pack of smokes,
up the street, you told her, up past city hall, at bonanza,
and then a boy struck me silent
with the light off the studs on his jacket

we'd take their faces and give them
the most fantastic back-stories, ones we wished
someday we could tell our grandchildren,
or children, or even settle for a stranger on the street
to bear as some sort of unofficial witness to our lives

we've finally found definition, the illusion anyways,
we have evolved; we still like pokemon,
but we dress nicely now

needless to say,
we don't play that game anymore.
-
-
not as a hammer, nor a fist,
but as the words on a page
of a book you know so well
without ever having reached for it

as if your brain had been yoked,
it had been your thoughts
draining away through
the tip of the pen,
to be captured
by the permanence held in white

or a syringe;
sodium thiopental,
20mg norcuron or pavulon

the littlest
of hand prints
pressed in concrete,
incarcerating the image
for the parents
who lost their
memories

this is how he struck me --
the wanderlust punk

i saw him
as i see the new moon,
a mirror without illumination

in the dark,
the mind cannot
fill in blanks

besides, my last check bounced
and my word bank got bailed out
-
My brain is everywhere
Feelings are dancing around as they please
I wish happiness would take a seat and stay a while
And just keep me at peace
Anger gnaws at the walls,
Screaming and urging me to scream also
Sorrow wants to let the pain out
With incisions.
To let the sadness drip drop out of me.
Sorrow wants me to cry.
But my body can't. Won't.
My body is numb. Tears remain in a bottle, anger won't flow.
As the world is silent, I want to scream
Until my voice is gone.
Until someone comes and saves me
Until someone can let the tears out of the bottle
Until the anger can flow.
Until everything is okay.
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