I sit here. And you?

                                     You sit there,

away from my sight,
smelling only your scent
diffusing in the air.

And the silence grows everyday,
keeps on destroying,
keeps on ripping the love
once we thought was true,
the love we kept on hoping
to exist forever.

But now,
I'm sitting here, and you?


                                                          ­   You're sitting there,

getting more far
where I can no longer see
even your shadow.
And your scent,
it's fading this time.

Now I stay in silence,
becoming deaf,
now I'm deaf,
caused by the loud silence
that enters my mind so deep.

Now I can't even hear
the beat of my heart.
But glad I could feel it,
I could still feel it
thumping slower, and slower,
but slower.

And now I'll live in silence,
forever.

Each day I listen to the
songs in my playlist,
But all I could ever think of is you.

And everytime I eat in my favorite
restaurant, still I'm reminded of you.

Every corner of the street,
even inside my house and in my room,
still memories of you remain.

I've no escape.
Your memory haunts me.
And everyday is like a hell...

I now realized,
I can't really live without you!

You sometimes think
you're the best,
Too bad you do not know,
How long you still have to run,
How long you must still go.

You boast, too proud,
Your big mouth eats yourself
Feeling the best among the others,
outstanding among the rest.

One day you went to a battle,
Unprepared but confident,
For you think you can handle
Any kind of events.

But now that you have suffered,
I hope the lessons you have learned.
You still have a long way to go,
Still a long way to go.

You're afraid to commit mistakes,
afraid to be corrected.
That's why until now you're still
a flower that never had bloomed.

You have the potential and a bright future
But you're ashamed to show the world
The gift you have inside of you,
You're being so absurd.

You're supposed to become a beautiful flower
That others would want to pick,
But it's just that you don't utter
The words you wanna speak.

Do you want to stay like that forever?
A flower that doesn't bloom.
You're still young and clever,
Don't make yourself doomed.

Reveal to the world who you really are
And you'll be molded perfectly,
Then you'll realize someday
that you've  become a shining star.

I shed my tears in that cold silent night
reminiscing the memories of you
I always wished I could still make it right
But it's too late, there's nothing I can do.
I know I broke your heart the second time
it is useless to ask for forgiveness
Even gestures like of the pantomime
could never relieve this raging sadness.
And now that you are living happily
with the new lucky woman in your life
I'd never hear you joke again wryly
'cause I'm never gonna become your wife.
And now it's time to put an end to this,
I'll just say goodbye to you with a kiss.

I was lured by the
enchanting words you told me;
you're a great tamer.

I trusted quickly
And I got fell in your trap;
I could not escape.

Now that I'm captured
I do not know what to do;
'cause I fell in love.

And I hate myself
for being in love with you;
she's the one you love.

As he waits for the school bell to ring
He counts from ten down to one.
Looking at the clock near the widow pane
Excitedly he fixes his stuffs on his side.

He then grabs his backpack when clock strikes five
And hastily runs at the corridor side
To wait for the angel of his life
Who he secretly fantasizes in the inside.

At the moment he hears the door creek,
He fixes himself and lean on the red brick
To have a glance on the beautiful chick
That he got attracted to since last 7 weeks.

Down to earth his heart melts
With the stunning beauty of his angel
And the smile, that beautiful smile of hers
Brought himself in the paradise he longed for a long time.

But one day, on the same place
and at the same time,
The angel of his dreams did not appear before his eyes,
And that made him wonder why
His angel is out of his sight.

He waited for a couple of hours,
But, she, never he'd seen,
He decided to go home,
He just went home.

But while on his way he passed by a store,
Went inside and bought a drink,
Shocked as he is, he began to cry,
When he saw the dead person's picture on the
newspaper's headline.




She truly became an angel in another life...

You asked me a question,
I kept silent for seconds,
Thinking what to answer,
My ears rang again.

My heart beat faster,
You asked this question before,
And my answer was a lie,
Yes, I lied.

Your voice, it's calm but cold,
Wishing to hear the truth that's untold.

My tears, they're about to burst,
When you made me feel like
you wanna be quenched from thirst,
Thirst from the truth and of the reasons untold,
With this you told me you'll be consoled.

I lie,
I lied
and still I have to lie.
For I know, the truth will have your heart die.
But the thing is I don't remember
What I answered you the last time.

If I'll keep silent for a very long time,
I know you'll be wondering why.
But, if I'll speak, what if
I'll tell you stuffs that won't coincide
To the the reasons I told you
from the last time?

I was almost dead,
I'm dead and
I will be dead,
If truth would be uttered out of my mouth,
'cause I know you can't bare what you'll hear,
And would decide to leave me just as I fear.



I spoke, and again, I lied.

You ran so fast
And disappeared right before my eyes
I searched for you,
But ended up finding nobody.

are those that never get relieved by taking pain medications.

Kick their *****
and let 'em know
you're the boss!

She has to go;
bags already packed,
plane ticket inside the shoulder bag,
lots of money inside the wallet,
and a their photo album in her hand.

She has to leave him for a long while;
a kiss on the lips,
they hugged as they kissed,
they shed their tears
and waved goodbye.

He has to wait for her;
a promise to each other spoken,
must not be broken,
truthful and loyal,
that must they'd be.

Your power consumes
the weakness inside of me;
in your eyes I melt.

Your sweetness attracts
the hidden feelings I keep;
I'm losing control.

Today is the day
my love for you awakens;
Now, I'll give my all.

I tried to stay and be happy with you
Give back the love and kindness you gave to me,
And give you the happiness you deserve,
But I'm sorry, my heart is now the one talking,
It says I have to let you go.

I don't hate you,
I even appreciate your efforts just to make me stay
And the more I didn't want to hurt you,
'cause you'd be half dead,
I know you will.

I witnessed how you surpassed the challenges,
Just to make others think that they're wrong with
what they think about you,
Everyday you proved to me how much
important I am to you,
But now, my heart says
I've got to let you go.

The cool wind began to blow,
making our love numb and cold,
when our bodies no longer feel the heat of love,
just pain, loneliness and sorrows.

The dancing moonlight of long ago,
became a burden from the past,
for you and I seek light from it,
And just like the moon, our light didn't long last.

Stabbing pain both hearts have felt,
Dark clouds, lightning and thunder storms,
clashed within a blink of an eye,
music faded, so as love.

I cry on my knees
and carry the weight of the world
but suddenly forgets every bad feeling
when I see you smiling at me.

A cool breeze blowing,
Our love overflowing
On the heat of the fire
beside the fireplace
We share our
comforting embrace.

A long time I waited,
At last you're here,
Giving me the love
I longed for so long,
Putting a melody to
a long - forgotten song.

We danced under
the moonlight,
With the beautiful
rhythm of the nature,
I feel so happy everyday
and every night,
'cause you're already
here by my side.

But why does it have
to end like this?
I wish I never would
wake up,
'cause this is the only time
I could feel you again,
My long - lost lover,
I'm awake again.









I woke up.

I still remember the day we first kissed,
It was on the night of November two
New in lovers' world, we're inexperienced
Both of us did not have a single clue,
On how to do it, and on how to show it
'cause we're wis first timers in this too
But all we wished is to do it, as far as we can go.

You held my chin like in movies
My heart skipped a bit
You brought my face closer to yours
We were simply about to do it.

And when the cool wind blew in the
calmness of the night
I was back into my senses again
And that time I moved away,
Not yet ready for it to happen.

My palms were cold, as well as yours
both of us we're so shy,
we couldn't say a word and
couldn't even look at each other's eyes.

But for the second time we tried again,
Our skin became colder,
And yet we closed our eyes
and feelings grew ponder.

This time it's different,
our feelings were intense.
We could feel each other's heartbeat
This time it made sense.

At last we've already tasted the
sweetness of the lovers' kiss
On the second night of November
We finally granted our wish.

"You told me to taste
your love even just for once
Now, I beg for more."

Nothing makes me feel more secured with your loving embrace.

A song always plays on my mind,
But I forgot the melody of it
Only the lyrics stayed behind
And I feels so weird about it.

It doesn't happen all the time,
This even is the first time.

I kept on pressing the piano's keys,
Hoping that I'd hit the right notes,
But I still failed, I failed.

Then I tried to play on the guitar,
But it got worse, it's even harder
than what I thought.

But God knows I once heard of this song,
From a lover I knew for so long,
But I just forgot the melody,
I could not remember,
It's now buried in my forgotten memory.

I'll just play another song.

Help me I'm


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IN LOVE..



Will you catch me?

Your smile;
it gives me hope and inspiration.

Your kiss;
it makes me think of happy thoughts.

Your hug;
it comforts me when I'm in trouble.

Your love;
it motivates me to become stronger
and successful in everything
that I do.

Yes, this is all because of you.

You're my source of strength and inspiration,
my ever loving source of courage and determination.

With you my darling,
Everything is possible. :)

I've got few minutes left,



and my clock went dead.

You strum the guitar strings,


                             but they just got broken.

Two lovers on the tree house,
Embraced by the sun's heat,
Protected by the shadows
Two lovers there they meet.
Each day they cross the river
Climb up on that tall tree
Each day they are happy,
Like two love birds on a tree.

When I stole your heart
I didn't wish to return it;
forever it's mine.

His heart was full of anger,
ravaging his calm and kind thoughts
for what he saw in the night sky
was indeed a painful disaster.

The roses in his hands,
they're as red as the blood
that stained on his perfumed t-shirt
when he squeezed the rose's thorns.

His lover, he saw from afar,
locked lips passionately with another man.
It was their anniversary, their third to be exact,
and his whole world was doomed.

He walked toward them,
about to punch the guy.
However, a familiar voice called
his name from behind.

He turned around with tears on
his eyes;

yes, that was her,
his lover..
The twin sister of the woman
he saw awhile ago.