Maybe today, you're
one step ahead of me.

And tomorrow, this is
what it still would be.

But I promise you one day,
One day with my own two feet,
Through my determination and practices,
I'll go far better than you.


And this time, you'll be the one
chasing me.

As he waits for the school bell to ring
He counts from ten down to one.
Looking at the clock near the widow pane
Excitedly he fixes his stuffs on his side.

He then grabs his backpack when clock strikes five
And hastily runs at the corridor side
To wait for the angel of his life
Who he secretly fantasizes in the inside.

At the moment he hears the door creek,
He fixes himself and lean on the red brick
To have a glance on the beautiful chick
That he got attracted to since last 7 weeks.

Down to earth his heart melts
With the stunning beauty of his angel
And the smile, that beautiful smile of hers
Brought himself in the paradise he longed for a long time.

But one day, on the same place
and at the same time,
The angel of his dreams did not appear before his eyes,
And that made him wonder why
His angel is out of his sight.

He waited for a couple of hours,
But, she, never he'd seen,
He decided to go home,
He just went home.

But while on his way he passed by a store,
Went inside and bought a drink,
Shocked as he is, he began to cry,
When he saw the dead person's picture on the
newspaper's headline.




She truly became an angel in another life...

I went out to look for stars



                                              but...



­...it rained.

I was lured by the
enchanting words you told me;
you're a great tamer.

I trusted quickly
And I got fell in your trap;
I could not escape.

Now that I'm captured
I do not know what to do;
'cause I fell in love.

And I hate myself
for being in love with you;
she's the one you love.

I still remember the day we first kissed,
It was on the night of November two
New in lovers' world, we're inexperienced
Both of us did not have a single clue,
On how to do it, and on how to show it
'cause we're wis first timers in this too
But all we wished is to do it, as far as we can go.

You held my chin like in movies
My heart skipped a bit
You brought my face closer to yours
We were simply about to do it.

And when the cool wind blew in the
calmness of the night
I was back into my senses again
And that time I moved away,
Not yet ready for it to happen.

My palms were cold, as well as yours
both of us we're so shy,
we couldn't say a word and
couldn't even look at each other's eyes.

But for the second time we tried again,
Our skin became colder,
And yet we closed our eyes
and feelings grew ponder.

This time it's different,
our feelings were intense.
We could feel each other's heartbeat
This time it made sense.

At last we've already tasted the
sweetness of the lovers' kiss
On the second night of November
We finally granted our wish.

I shed my tears in that cold silent night
reminiscing the memories of you
I always wished I could still make it right
But it's too late, there's nothing I can do.
I know I broke your heart the second time
it is useless to ask for forgiveness
Even gestures like of the pantomime
could never relieve this raging sadness.
And now that you are living happily
with the new lucky woman in your life
I'd never hear you joke again wryly
'cause I'm never gonna become your wife.
And now it's time to put an end to this,
I'll just say goodbye to you with a kiss.

You're afraid to commit mistakes,
afraid to be corrected.
That's why until now you're still
a flower that never had bloomed.

You have the potential and a bright future
But you're ashamed to show the world
The gift you have inside of you,
You're being so absurd.

You're supposed to become a beautiful flower
That others would want to pick,
But it's just that you don't utter
The words you wanna speak.

Do you want to stay like that forever?
A flower that doesn't bloom.
You're still young and clever,
Don't make yourself doomed.

Reveal to the world who you really are
And you'll be molded perfectly,
Then you'll realize someday
that you've  become a shining star.