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Lawren Jun 2012
The future is a calm, mysterious sunset
Inside a dank refrigerator.
Curious, afraid of the dark
We long for love.
Our fear creates passion, hope, stress
Imperfect emotions bring the strength
To care and feel for that which we
Need permission.
But with grief comes love
And the intelligence to fail.
Reject aloneness in pursuit of
Self-kindness.
Lawren Jun 2012
Sound flows piercingly through the air.
A wave of warmth slaps across my face,
And douses my clothes as it moves
Down
My body.

The harmonies and atonalities
Cause my heart to
Flutter
With arrhythmia.

As the bow continues,
My calm is slowly replaced
By fiery passion;
Hot,
From the slapping of the waves.

I am soaring,
I am free.
Watch me.
Listen as I express
My inner voice.
Lawren Dec 2011
I feel lost
the holes in my memory
are too numerous to count.
I become a green-eyed monster
when friends brag about vacation & trips
even though I have taken more trips
to superior locations.
I do not remember.

The minuscule fragments of
my childhood paint a depressing picture.
Abandonments, death after death after death,
Homelessness, loneliness, imperfectness.
My memories have collectively signed a DNR.
They are unrecoverable.
Lost forever in the holes my mind created
to prevent insanity.
Lawren Dec 2011
Green stripes against
The watered down red wine carpet
Almost like Christmas in August
Sauf the creepy fat man
Entering your house
Via the chimney.

The blue lines dictate where the letters begin,
And end.

The ticking clock reminds the brain
Of life, time passing.

Light seeps into the room from
The over illuminated hallway,
Fluorescent lights clarifying every dimple,
Freckle, pimple and scar.

The hallways silent with sleeping children
dreaming of fame, wealth and popularity.
The whirling of the AC separates the cool inside
from the sweltering heat
the setting sun left with the night.

The darkness brings no relief.

Vessels against the carpeted cement floor
resonating like a sound wave
through the whole body.
Pulsing from fingers to toes
in time with the metronome of the heart.

Each of the senses heightened
with the lack of sleep.
Joints swollen, pained from the strain of living
Life.

Every day is a new movement
In the symphony of life.
Every moment a new note is written
on another page
in the never ending book.

The soul swirling with emotion
Dizzies the eyes to reality—
Blurring, mixing

What is seen
What is imagined.

Blank stares at a blank wall
cause an eruption of creativity
Leading to hand cramps
And writing circles on the floor.

My mind, finally at peace,
At last able to leak some creativity
Onto an empty page.

Filling it with the emotion of
Black ink against a white sheet of
Lined paper.
Lawren Nov 2011
She suffers from bouts of amenorrhea,
She masticates as often as the day is black,
You, her associates, claim to have no idea,
The young ossein—aged with many a crack.

The chassis appears, to you, to be gaunt,
No fervor for coitus intimates strangeness,
Her color looks like she is inclined to haunt,
Her apparel— ill-fitting, not made to impress.

When will you void your lack of knowledge?
She needs someone to come to her aid,
Take her hand and lead her from the edge,
Instead of averting, trying to evade.

Go and lead her in the right direction,
And help desist her craving for perfection.
Lawren Nov 2011
I am mustard
sometimes spicy
sometimes sweet
attached at the heart
and limbs
to my other half
when not alone.

At first glance
I appear monotone
but with more of me
you experience a mixture of my
browns and oranges and yellows
previously believed non-existent.

I am ketchup
emotions dipped and pulled out of me
like fingers;
my dark red self sometimes
hidden behind brighter colors
meant to attract.

As a condiment
I am always there
available for your use
as a compliment or enrichment
but never a main dish.

Sometimes I am squeezed
from my small plastic comforts
thereby forcing me into the unknown
to which I respond as
nothing but a watery blob.
Lawren Nov 2011
Our bodies
Together
Attached at the spine
Inoperable
Our supplies are but one

Ourselves
Separate
Opposite
But, our supplies are but one

We want
Togetherness
But apart

We want
Two different
But equal halves
Of a whole
Separate but equal

Independence
What we want
Dependence
What we have

What we want is
In
What we have.
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