daydreams are a little
dangerous for her
as she is creating this delusional
imagination of a life with you
and we all know what happens
in the end





she's *broken

to
listen
to
the
sound
of
your
voice
somehow
comforts
me
*c.r

i care so
much about
your happiness
that mine isn't
really that
important anymore
*c.r

when the last pages
of my life is ending
i would to like think of happy
things and times i spent
with you and hopefully
sleep endlessly
taking my last breath as
a sigh of relief.
*c.r

but how stupid of me to be
tricked and illusioned into
loving the person i see in pictures
but not in real life.

i know you deserve better but honestly
i love you as time passes
i love you as my skin begins to wrinkle
i love you as seasons change
i love you as constellations occur
i love you as gravity is natural
i love you as my mind wonders
i love you as you live your life
i love you as you don't know
i love you as i'm nonexistent to you
i still love you as our hearts won't ever
love one another.
*c.r