no matter how much i've achieved,
you never think it as i'm successful,
I showed you all of my trophies,
people congratulationing me everywhere,
you ignored,
you hate,


You never liked whatever i did that i love,
I love the sky at midnight where its quiet,
you like the red sky with black smoke,
I tell you that it's okay to let people do what the love,

But for you,
It was a stop sign of getting in your way,
You destroyed what i love most,
including my heart.

what have you done?
i never did anything to you.

what have you done,
now im dispared inside.

what have you done,
you destroyed it.

now im wearing a collar,
that says im your slave,
welcome to the underdogs,
because i am the underdog.

But deep down inside,
I will always be renegades.

Nobody tells me nothing,
So I have to tell me self.
I tell myself the very samething,
As everybody.

I tell my self that I have to stay strong,
I tell my self to accept every catastrophies,
I tell my self to fix what's broken,
I tell my self to stop crying,

But,

I never tell my self that i'm human.