I am
alive,
writing poetry,
bathing,
listening to music.
Sinking.

Sometimes
I just want
everything to end up going
right.

I don't like it
when the cold from the outside
seeps
into
my heart.

There's this song
and when I hear it
I think of myself.
I used to think of you,
but now,
I realize that it describes me
perfectly.
I don't get many people
who I can connect with
in a "best friend"
type way.
But I did with you.
And I miss that.